thinking about her in the back of the bus

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

only if i did things right demo

she lives in my head

#emo #rock #emorock #altrock


She saw my weakness
I made it obvious 
To see her love for me
Fall  asleep 

I’m on my way now
To get drugs out
To erase this thing call
Memories

It’s all good now
But it hurts
Even if there’s a second
I wouldn’t wanna be with you ever again

I’m drinking, and thinking
I’m so stupid, I hate myself
I’m dreamin, and crying
I hope she goes and kill herself 
I hope she isn’t here
How can I go on like this
I don’t even want her anymore
I guess I seen this happened before
I can’t concentrate, don’t even wanna skate 
Don’t even wanna skate

mycurrentpain

Nevada

Im better off, off dead
Cause nobody even care
I talk and talk sometimes 
And she stab my heart, my heart bleed red

I should’ve known this early on
I don’t wanna see her gone
I don’t think it was love 
Cause she used me and I play along

Wrote This songs for you
Off drunk,a fool
she wisheh me gone
Then I’m better off dead

I’m better off dead
Nobody cares
I’m Beter off dead
Nobody even  cares
Im better off dead 
She doesn’t even care

better off dead (nobody cares)

mr spotify xo willow archive pls upload this i dont use soundcloud anymore

xo willow - YEAHIMINLOVEWITHU

popunknown and wird cover

You take from me the apple of my eye, distort the reasons why she comes back again and again to me, find me on the ground looking upside down at you, you're everything to me I need to find out if i'm anything to you ... oh don't believe everything you hear, its clear the reason why she leaves me again and again you see, knock me to the ground looking upside down at you, you're killing me, you're killing me

Writing It Down For You

The Magnetic Fields Cover

All the summer days
Where we used to play
Walking hand in hand
Castles in the sand
So you said "Goodnight"
But you meant "Goodbye"
Now our love has died
This is why I cry, cry
From the madding crowd
Pointing up at clouds
Summer turned to fall
Pictures on the wall
So you said "Goodnight"
But you meant "Goodbye"
Now our love has died
This is why I cry, cry
So you said "Goodnight"
But you meant "Goodbye"
Now our love has died
This is why I cry, cry

Why I Cry

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

Cultist Girlfriend

hi lol

lyrics:
my lifes a game
and i wanna quit
everyone leaves
and it is no fun
youre the only one
thats left for me

and i think abt u
everynight
i go to sleep
hugging a pillow
tight
hoping it were you

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over

she left me on read
so i cried in bed
i smoke cigarettes
to collect my thoughts

you think you are so cool
for being such a dick
you ruined my fucking life
and i want you to pay
so why dont you get down on your knees
and pull my pants down
to fucking suck dick

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over
and its over
get down on your knees and fucking suck my dick

its all gone (x4)
Its so over (x2)
its all gone (2x)

its all gone

nxp cover song :P

lyrics:
Woke up again today
With no missions and zero strength
I don't know how to play
And I don't want to anyway
Need to delete this game
And go back to another save

But my hard drive's fucked
Zero charisma, zero luck
I don't have any skills
Or the XP to fix my build

The simulation's fucked
Everything and everybody sucks
NPCs hate my guts
I wanna quit, want to log off
I'm not having any fun

(My hard drive's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(Zero charisma, zero luck) I'm not having any fun
(The simulation's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(I'm not having any fun) I'm not having any fun

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build (cover)

fbf cover song yea
 the lead guitar on this song is so mesmerizing that i had to cover it

lyrics:
I know I don't belong here
No one ever gets me
Nothing I'm holding onto
Detached from everything
Lost in sea of shit that's not real
Looking for something
To make me feel

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love

I wish I could feel something
Something for anyone
I feel like I was raised by
The wolves and had no one
The world is sick and I'm checking out
Wish I could burn it burn it down

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love
Yeah, yeah

burn it down (cover)

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xo willow - i'm a techno loser

I guess you didn’t like what I said
U go to him instead
I’m sorry that I made u sad
I’ll keep the pictures if can
I need to get off the internet
I’m getting sorrow
I’m giving all up
I’m dead cuz of u
I’m dead cuz of u

I guess you didn’t like what I said
So u go to him instead

P

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