LOUD PACK IN MASSACHUSETTS

southside gardens august 8th 2022

prod. by myself

i spilled my guts all over the floor
im throwing up what id hold in before
swear we expired now we gotta throw it all out
every well i try to wish in i just fall down

im stuck here tryna pick up pieces of what's left of the truth
dont try to tell me that you think my life was better with you
turn of the tv i cant stand to see your face or ill lose it
ill let it consume me

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
im looking back ur tearing up
about the fact that we are done

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

throwing up

created in a week for the niztopia x pharaoh vice contest
listen on all plats here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/tell-me-what-you-want-feat-lo3rd--qliche

prod by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz - 0:00 - 2:00, 3:18 - 4:12
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd - 2:00 - 4:12

vocals by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd
https://soundcloud.com/inholyful

lyrics: 

yonk:
when you know
that something's up will you care for me
i dont wanna keep on running
feel like it is all for nothing
the struggle
of giving up everything for this shitty dream
i dont know who im trusting
well we were just kids
doing shit for the thrill of it
struggling just sitting here
just whispering
i cant relapse
i cant help this feeling that its all gon be alright
just you hold on tight
circling, spiraling 
i dont know what to do
but we'll make it through

lo3rd:
i got sum reasons... to believe u want me, to believe u want me
oh ik that im in ur head
ohh just, tell, me
jus take my hand and... tell me what u want why u need me
i jus dnt kno what u wait for..

and if youre used to
playing all these games
dont lose your times cuz ill jus tell u no
and if youre used to
playing all these games
jus turn away n dont be looking back

tell me what u want why u need me (x3455)

qliche:
Tell me what U want
cause I aint wastin no time
Just tell me whats on your mind
and Im so god damn sick and tired 
I guess I got to move on
But do you want me to?

I keep doin this shit over and over 
You keep pulling the strings like a puppet now
Telling me that you dont love me now
And got someone else that will hold you down
In the end ill be okay
Unitl these feelings go away

Tell me why it hurts
whats with all the pain?
Think ive really had enough
Im giving up
Ive had it with these games you play
Its so insane, now

and I cant break FREE 
Your eyes are so decieving 
Contradicting all your lies
and I see- 
I see right through your disguise (THIS iS WHO YOU REALLY ARE)

radio bitch:
is equally...*unintelligible*

listen on all plats

tell me what you want (ft. lo3rd and qliche)

10/25

kurtains cover :)

LIKE A FUCKIN BALLS!
LIKE A CEO!!

no magician (cover)

@osoarin
prod by me
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6zpZxjbIRakhJmLzQJ4wnH?si=326ec8f3acd245c0

<3

for my valentine

for my valentine +osoarin

watch me

there's not a side to be on

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/aether

self prod

lyrics:

every day im going left on the same road
the same show always playing in my brain now
dont know if its fake, staying late till i phase out
barrel to the face
my plate brakes only thing thats gonna slow me down

cause im a lost cause, dont wanna confess
direction i saw, u were my compass
upset, know u didnt think that id be up next
ur always living on my phone
dont know how to let it go

reconnect to the aether
charge my phone
every dream that im chasing all alone
reload the homepage
stare till i go crazy
ill ditch the road, stay at home
pray i didnt grow

every dream that i made up took my all
i couldnt see but the makeup broke my fall
you burn it all, the curtain call was wasted
ive heard it all, the perfect stall to take me

said i wouldnt lie to you i dont like to be wrong
every waking night ive been spending time with my walls staring
die just to switch out the clothes that im wearing
decided to quit i dont think i can bear it

which side do i want
i know that you miss him but dont you cry now hes gone
theres not a side to be on
another reason why we should let it finally get off

aether

@leytonmode @starsbeforesunrise
track 6/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/7ExxY1alzE1JyHeuPPM8NF?si=39459f84c2c542c9
https://youtu.be/Glnx8f_ZOWE

blissom:

you never said it once
its never coming out

im falling thru the floor again and again
the trees are losing touch with all thats been
and if the bark peels off
the moss grows up
the leaves fall off
the birds dont talk

leyton:

you were every fallen tree
tried to warn me ahead what my fall could be
grew through the mess of your canopy
now im throwing stones
growing moss
falling down 
getting lost
i guess ill sit and wait till its over
just to remind me of that day in october
i grit my teeth for you
now theres pain in my molar
guess ill decay while you grow older
called you last night didnt go through
what id go through just to hold you one more time
i gotta find a pastime 
need a hobby
fuck my life no one wants me
just staring at a cold sky

starsbeforesunrise:

and as the sunlight dims
and night is closing in
the moon lights up the lake
with blinding reflection
the last of the pink cuts the clouds imperfections
the cracks of the sticks says exterior movement
the bridge on the water is smashed up and ruined
and just when i thought that u couldnt stain beauty
the sun will rise and leave the night empty

moss +leyton +starsbeforesunrise

i miss u
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7KZm0nQJ0zlNnutRrh10du?si=61aZH4OLS_mrmPIrY87wmw&utm_source=copy-link

lyrics:

and just this summer
i realized
whats the point of crying
when u never want
to come back

these photos, these words, these messages i read
the bracelet i got, and the money i spent
is something ill never forget

oh u never realized the things that i did
neither tried to make me feel okay when i did
everything
you asked me for

i cant go outside or think about something else
when ur on my mind
girl u took away my heart
crushed it with ur hands
and made things worse

the time i consumed into writing these texts,
the things that i did,
even planned all those things,
for u
just to always say no
or planned on leaving after
i expressed my feelings

(its okay i still think that u are the best
ill never get over this
never forget
how i felt
when u were there
my love for u girl its crazy how its there)

i tried i tried
im sitting in my room once again
and i cry
u made me who i am but i hate all of it,
all these songs that i wrote for u theyre still there
and im weak
and i hate
but i love the way u act
even if u dont care
im scared of the future cus u are not here
the love of my life disappeared like u were
never there

the past 8 months i tried
to make u realize
i never tried to hurt u

i know u werent happy
but its okay my dear
ur better now
and aslong as ur here
im fine with that
cus my life is nothing without u

and just this summer
i realized
this was the best time of my
life with u being mine
the love that i sent
and the one u gave back
is something ill
never try to hide again
cus why should i leave it all behind
i never got to hold onto ur hands
or get a taste of ur lips once again
before u left
what happened to the part where u said
we'd both grow old together
and get a bunch of cats
live a happy life

this summer, i realized

prod: KBL * sobi

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