neverspeak

prod @youngkimj

Lorelei lost in the world, gave up to their sickness and trapped in inescapable chronic illness. As the days got longer, year after year, they discovered robotic technology and dived deep into the world of creation,
Progressing everyday, they finally succeeded - locking in, with circuits in their skin - become Cylorg.

Now able to go into the real world, the physical pain was gone - but the emotional and societal pain remained. Everywhere, all over - suffering grows louder and louder, and people become more aware of all that we continue to lose. -- The hope in heartlessness becomes a sanctuary of feeling.

Cylorg then becomes aware of their hope - realizing the ultimate truth.

We can only care for ourselves, and we cannot save others in the masses. We can only have hope for ourselves and those around us, and in creations we may become new.
credits
released March 30, 2022

ENTROPY

ON EM // LJSTNN x LOR2MG

https://youtu.be/7phyGHkROLw

I GOT THAT PATIENCE IM NOT VIOLENT
U CANT STOP ME I KEEP SMILIN
EVERYBODY SAY IM WINNIN
BUT I JUST WANTED TO GIVE IN

GIVE GIVE IN YAH I BEEN GOIN UP WTHE STARS IN THE SKY THAT I SEE ABOVE EVERYNIGHT I BEEN HAVIN ALL KINDA DREAMS BOUT HOW IMMA LIVE OR IMMA SINK

I GOT THAT PATIENCE IM NOT VIOLENT U CANT STOP ME I KEEP SMILIN EVERYBODY SAY IM WINNIN BUT I JUST WANTED TO GIVE IN

AW MAN IMMA NEED U TO POUR ME UP GIMME SUM THAT SYRUP U KEEP SHOWIN OFF UH
I ALWAYS ROLL JUST LIKE I WANNA I GOT THE BAG IM LIKE MADONNA
LIKE A VIRGIN I GOT PATIENCE
YU CAN SEE ME I CANT FAKE THIS

patience (prod. mill rocky)VID IN BIO

i tried (ydylan)

trippin on trees ft. yung bruh prod gramzondemand

cuffed wrists. im in chains. 
i dont care ill change. 
ill do anything u ask of me.

lovechains (prod ayinivy)

broken rose (saint mike)

and i caught myself slipping
slipping slipping in the water again
i find myself trying to figure out
how to fit in
how to be like u how to be like them
i can barely breathe
im drowning
ay i dont know if i ever gonna pass
i question who i am inside
im runnin runnin running away
i keep running running running hey hey hey
hey i wouldnt wait for u to call me
hey i wouldnt wait for u to call me
i wont wait for u anymore
im standing in the empty kitchen
i can feel the chains i can feel their weight
im holding my breath for one second
im telling u that i wont give in
theres one thing u promised me
the love u never gave to me
im holding out everyday
u told me it would be okay
but everyday ur staring at me
and i start running running running
i am running running running
i am running running hey hey hey
hey hey hey i wouldnt wait
hey i wouldnt wait for you to come to me
hey hey hey
i wouldnt wait and you dont love me
hey hey hey
hey hey
i wouldnt wait for you to call me back
hey hey hey i wouldnt wait for you to call me on the phone
after all these nights
i wished i didnt wonder why
the feelings you said you gave
i dont wanna think more
all these things i lost to the core
everyday u wanted something more
from me i cant be happy
when u dont love me
i dont wanna be alive
hey im looking at the core
i swear i dont want u to walk at the door
but u keep spewing ur lies i dont know what ur doin
hey hey hey i wouldnt wait

runnin (saint mike)

same thing again,
is this what it is to break
all these feelings i can't take
is there something wrong with me?
how i make everyone leave,
how i make everyone leave..
do i ever cross your mind
or am i just passing time
im not here to save ur life
ur not here to save mine (mine)

now lemme go
my heart as you know
i would never let them know
i remember what was you
and i reap what i sew
u make me glow
i wanna go away from...

i want purity
shining light all over

in the dark i was meant to be

i wish i could get by
never really questioned why
woke up all these memories deep inside
crumbling away i cried
i wish i could see you
wish you could see the truth
i dont know why u wanna lemme go
all these feelings i want to let u know

my heart is urs
all these feelings i know
i would never let them know
how much u make me glow
u make wanna try
u make me glow
i wanna run away..

oh...i am nothing without you
i am without you oh
i wanna be by your side

never wondered why
everybody lookin at my mind like
you know they arent ur problem
but i still want u
and u dont know how much
i cant hurt u

purity (saint mike)

all instrumentals by me

have u ever seen the moon so bright up in the sky so far away
have u ever felt so clear before well i want u to stay
here with me, i want you close - it's like a dream
oh, oh the birds wake me up
i cant seem to sleep
i know it gets harder everyday gets bitter
i cant wait to see u
i try to get better but i still want to be with yo

ur missing out theyre going away
ur taking it out on everything
ur missing, ur missing
ur missing, ur missing out
yeah-

i cant wait to see you but ur there
i want u here with me
i want u with everything
i need u with everything

missin out

slomedown // just random

i know u a fake cuz u say the same shit
know u been around cuz u got a new bitch
how the fuck u come around and waste my time my life
take another shot at me straight to the heart...
u only wanna fight - 
i wish that i could see u
in a different light
but baby would u...
would u die for me?
cry for me?
would u take the knife for me?
cuz imma place it in ur hand...
he said i got him suicidal i say thats on him
baby would u
would u die for me
cry for me would u
take the knife for me
cuz i got another plan
and imma do it better than u can!

tryna think str8 cuz i just took a 30
wonder how i was ever worthy
know that im so underserving
whats the point cuz u never loved me...
and what could be...
never stay the same
nothin stays the same

would u die for me 
cry for me
take the knife for me??

wud u (prod heist)

crystallizedd prod. bic

star wine prod heist

Creationz

Plugged In

CHAINED

Cyborg Like Me

prod @youngkimj

flyin 2 the sun
broke free from my demons
i wont lose my soul
to the ones who hold
me close
i want to run
i want to go
we can be set free
from this world drenched in madness
anger deriviating from the purpose
i cant imagine it any worse than it is

all this wanting to save someone
but really just need to save ur own soul
really just need to let the others go
=================
wont u come with me
maybe theres something beautiful here
i dont really know about the hurt
and i dont really care
i just want to see the world
i just want to make things better
theres no way out of this vessel
so maybe its ok to get lost for a while
maybe its okay to feel ok for a moment
and let time pass you
celestials calling, lyrans have landed
and thru that we connected
and hand in hand the orbits closing in
the sun is imploding on us but
we continue to live
wont u come with me
maybe theres something beautiful here...
i know you might not care...

To The Sun

prod @youngkimj

pink and blue haze hit the window
wanna be outside, wanna feel the sun
i give everything ill give my own arm
constructed with no meaning behind
wanna be like everyone in this life

wanna live i dont wanna die
give me a second chance ill do this right

screwing my head on right
programmin in the new terabyte

set it up, now im locked in
double drive, circuits in my skin
booted up- traxxas xo-1 rc
im still rollin off that ketamine

wanna be like everyone in this life
wanna live i dont wanna die
give me a second chance ill do this right

NEW TERABYTE

pour up a drink w. gasoline
hope tonight i dont jus sleep
hoep tonight i feel nothing
ready to die my wrists are flowing

down the alley i know how to do it
everytime i see lines i think of spewing
throw up my guts from the heartache
i cant imagine what life is w/o hurting

everyone tell me to keep on living
lorelei u got to be something
not going up not doing shit
im giving up im gonna quit

year so fast idk what i did
2020 21 im 25 still a kid
got nothin to hide nothin to give
tell me what this for 
if i dont wanna live

pain its growing building worse
i cant take it i feel cursed
i cant explain this shit w words
all i know is that it hurts

even if i find a cure
is ther smth to live for
will i be someone of worth
will i have a new rebirth

pour up a drink w. gasoline
hope tonight i dont jus sleep
hoep tonight i feel nothing
ready to die my wrists are flowing

down the alley i know how to do it
everytime i see lines i think of spewing
throw up my guts from the heartache
i cant imagine what life is w/o hurting

growin old withering away
body black hole made to decay
dont know why i ever pray
cant change shit just stays the same

wake up forget about breathing
going to sleep but never dreaming
think im so hopeless i cant be saved
live ur life dont waste it with me

gasoline

prod : @d0llywood
mixxed : @o2andres

bullets fly fast at my enemies
bitches out here do they renegade
watch dis gun go click when i misbehave
fuck that crystal in ur pocket i only carry K
fuck that crystal in ur pocket u a fake new age
fuck that crystal in ur pocket cuz u act like a toxic
slidin round with gossip bitch i kno u still in the closet
my devotion like water pourin out the faucet
im next one up count me out then u a bozo
smokin all my gas that glue got me goin slo mo
i kill every track like i had to kill my ego
never gonna take being called a freeload
i do what i can even when im in death mode
i still pray to god even tho i know he cant hear me
try to stay happy without the drugs but im in need
spinal damage got me cryin out for an oxy
that boy told me that he was tryna dox me
didnt mean to start a fight im just over all this lying
theres too much goin on i wish i coukd breathe
im in stress debt i wish i could pay it off
i dont wanna talk to ppl i just wanna rot

clik (prod. d0llywood)

Nod Off Ljstnn

ICE COLD SHAWTY w/ LJSTNN (prod TRAVIS XANTANA)

IMMAJUGG w/ LJSTNN (prod. opi1k)

I Know W LJSTNN Prod Opi1k

prod me 
upload cuz tiktok kept demanding it

ballin and faded

Lor Setlist mIX 4/30/2022

@shane-behringer
@loko_los
 
#free2shanez

fakefriendz

FAKEFRIENDZ w/ 2SHANEZ aka SHA666Y (prod LOKO LOS) #FREE2SHANEZ #DARKLRDD

this shi is so filler and funny i just wanna give yall something fun to enjoy for onze

wannafuq

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyaUPgyEo5g&lc=Ugw6TIFe0pWtbqkhrFB4AaABAg&ab_channel=lor2mg
you wanted it all
you kept up a good fight
within all of this time
you spent so hurt so lost
my love my light
im sorry that i made you cry

i love the way you look me in the eye
when i cry i know you are at my side anytime i need you youll answer my call
you always pick me up when i fall
im sorry that i gave u such a hard time
i know that i cant take back those words i said to you-
i know i made you cry
i know i made you hurt
and i cant take it back - those words i said to..

you wanted it all
you kept up a good fight
within all of this time
you spent so hurt so lost
my love my light
im sorry that i made you cry

youre the color of the sky
youre the dream i had last night 
youre the only reason why i care about anyone anymore
or that i have hope in the world. 

i close my eyes i think for a minute
youre right there to stop me from spinnin
look at myself you made me change

YOU WANTED IT ALL
U KEPT UP A GOOD FIGHT
WITHIN ALL THE TIME
YOU SPENT SO HURT SO LOST
MY LOVE MY LIGHT
IM SORRY I MADE YOU CRY

the fight

my heart it breaks at what cost
my heart it breaks at what lost - my hope is empty
i look at myself in the mirror
i cant be what you want me to be

you want it all and you tried
there is no reason no light
the passing hours the lost time
and there is every reason left 2 cry
i wish it wasnt so cold
i wish i felt a bit better
the seasons keeo changing
and i still feel bitter

day after day and year after year
nothing ever gonna change anyways
all i keep doin is wanderin around
and wonder why it stays the same

the world is more beautiful to me
than you could ever be
ive seen things you couldnt dream of -
like the colors dancing around me..

feeling frenzied by the emptiness that you leave
hearts dont shatter, theyre built to break

my heart it breaks at what cost
my heart it breaks at what lost - my hope is empty
i look at myself in the mirror
i cant be what you want me to be

prod saint mike

At What Cost

@voidrave99
(shoutout bladee reference)

let's raise our hands up and praise
that the sun is gonna leave one day
if we spend our time in light
we'll be okay if we die

i can be anything you want me to be
i got u gucci bag, lets get matching rings
i can teach u how 2 b a bit more free
following the line towards purity..
you and me -
lets go to the place, within the trees
i know we met before,
i'll let you see
i can be anything you want me to be
i got u gucci bags, lets get matching rings

if im feeling funny its just cause im a bit shy
if im feeling flirty its just cuz ur my type (shoutout 2 bladee)
connected more than body yah we be talkin all night
dont know what u did to me but u be in my mind
(u and me)

let's raise our hands up and praise
that the sun is gonna leave one day
if we spend our time in light
we'll be okay if we die

anything (prod voidrave99)

solace (lor)

fan behaivor (chase noir)

red threads (d0llywood)

cut me up

forever and ever (nihil)

luv2see (bicwik)

geekd (sa.nomi)

oxygen (st los)

reflector (prod. 1k.mirri)

reflector *sped up remix* (prod. 1k.mirri)

prod psychevision

we rise up our hands in th night
silken dresses float in the sky
we raise your body into the light
hands placed over your eye
dont feel fear we just want to die

we rise up our hands in the sky
blood on our faces we are alive
and to the alter we hold our light
sleepless offering - no need to fight
our lifeless beings touching intwined



and as the contourting bodies and ribcages start to split
i wonder if by calling the gods we will then submit
the flowers are blooming and falling in all just one minute
the air is crisp and chilling and we feel the shift

belladonna - pressed to my lips
belladonna - dancing in my spit
mellodrama - cries that i emit
mellodrama - found myself sick

belladonna

@killeternity on the drums

WHAT THE HECK

from this and myself..
i just wanna be free,
from this and myself..
and i'm hangin' out in the clouds
and i wonder if i'll come down
if i were awake right now
i would question if i'll be okay again
i will be okay again

and i always question 
if i was just away
question if i was just away
question if i was just away
wanna be free from myself
wanna be free from myself

i just wanna be
i just wanna be
i just wanna be
i just wanna be
i just wanna be
i just wanna be
i just wanna be
free from this
myself from me
myself from you
from this

UGH IM SO TIRED !!!!!

my acc is being botted my follows cap at 3.5k sorry.

lor2mg

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