The best

Muireann Egan Disstrack

Oubaitori

please stay in touch

Song in progesss (not finished)

time will pass anyway

You said we’d be forever 
Don’t say you don’t remember 
And I’m here despite the weather
I’ll be holding out forever

Forever

I got over you 
Thought I got over you 
No I got over you 
Thought I got over you 

Someone else will be there 
And I’m no longer needed 
Someone else will hold her hand
Someone else will love what I almost had 

I’m getting worse 
I’m getting worse 

Someone else will be there
And I’m no longer needed 
Someone else will hold her hand 
Someone else will love what I almost had

what i almost had

Silly little song about a silly little guy

Relapse

Leave me here to die 
No matter what I’m like 
Cover up my eyes and tell me pretty lies

Acting like you care
But you were never there
You’re the reason that I’m scared

Now I’m bleeding out
Don’t know what about 
Thoughts begin to fade 
As your preparing my grave 

Tell me I’ll be forgotten 
As I’m lying here just rotting
You just keep on mocking, no signs of ever stopping

So leave me alone
My hands around my throat 
Beg me to reconsider 
Before I pull the trigger 

You didn’t get the final blow 
But your names still in my note
You’re still responsible

Bleeding out

i’ll be okay

Something New

Crying in your arms 
Your baby boy has scars 
Blood on your night clothes 
And tears down your nose 

Hold me as I shake 
With guilt on your face 
You know it’s not your fault 
Please don’t make this all your fault 

Crying out

Baby boy

Was I not enough 
Was I not worth your time 
You’re everything I want but I couldn’t make it right 

Don’t think I was enough 
So I’m putting this in writing 
I don’t know how to love but I promise you I’m trying 

Was I not enough 
Was I just another guy
I’m trying to speak up and say what’s on my mind
But you don’t listen 
Please hear me as I speak 
I want to get this right before I go to sleep 

If you don’t see me 
Just know it’s not your fault
There’s nothing you could change and I’m so far beyond gone

I don’t know what you want but I know it isn’t me
I don’t know how to stop and I don’t know why I bleed

Enough

Thought it’d last

I can’t stop thinking about you 
It’s all I know 
Swear I’ll stop breathing before ever letting go 
It’s hard to run away from here
You and I are set in stone

About you

Sing me to sleep take my hands off my eyes 
Make me believe that it’s worth sharing lives 
These dreams at night where darkness subsides and I finally feel, feeling free and alive 

Then I’ll wake up and the stars light my room, it’s nothing compared to the light bled from you

I’ll try to pretend it’s all in my head but it’s hard to believe when there’s blood in my bed 
No matter how hard I scrub and I clean there’s memories attached that won’t wash out I plead

Just make me forget everyone that I love, take the burden off them, they’ve had enough,
Of me and my time I just hinder their lives 
and it’s never been fair I’m a leech on their minds

Oh it could be so quiet so peaceful without me and all of my needs
So I’ll cry to my mom, she’s so better off this excuse of a son when he’s finally gone 

Sing me to sleep take my hands of my eyes 
Make me believe that it’s worth sharing lives
No reason to be makes a reason to leave all this behind while we can’t seem to see

What’s the point of it all, where’s the green on the grass, life’s moving on and it’s going too fast

Sing me to sleep take my hands off my eyes
Hold them in yours and just hold me tonight

The best

lorcan murray