Do you ever wonder?
Would you want to know?
What it would be like if I never let go…
A promise full of wonder
A statement to behold
A will to live inside a world of drones

I think we have reached the end
I know what is coming next
I see everything so clear
I cant let go, I’m too scared
I think we have reached the end
I know what is coming next
I see everything so clear
I cant let go, I’m too scared

Do you ever wonder?
Would you want to know?
What it would be like if I never let go…

Immortality Project

One Kiss

Time

A cascade of glittering eyes in my 
Foresight, I see all the time
And I won’t die
Until I get what’s rightfully mine
You’re all blind
Couldn’t rush it we were taking our time 
 
The endgame   
Is not to play
Our will to subjugate
Is only for freedom
A masochist 
Like the taste of blood  
Eat it up and double down
Cause it’s starting to flood


The cascade
Of shimmering lights
So bright
You’ll go blind
It could set you on fire
A masquerade
Of the devils delights
So fine
We kept it tight 
Wouldn’t give up the fight


I only wanted the truth
And I found it
I was on the pursuit
of the fountain
Once I knew where to look
Yeah, I found it
I found it
I found it
I found it

Cascade

This track was improvised by myself and my cousin Iharaira Hira. I played the piano and my cousin Iharaira sang. Our Grandma was dying of cancer so I was visiting New Zealand where they lived. Our Grandma sat in a chair opposite to the piano and listened to us perform. May she rest in peace.

199 (House Full of People) with Iharaira Hira

Just don’t think about it
Stay too long I’ll lose my mind
I’ll write a song about it
That’s the least that I could do
But I still think about it
Feel that pain
I like to lose
So I’ll just cry about it
Still no use in getting through

I pick myself apart
I went really deep this time
Where do I even start
Someone told me not to cry
They’re dead and I’m alive
Is that so, you think you know
You couldn’t keep me from it
Keep me from it

Get a move on
I can barely
Shift my weight
My thoughts so heavy
Nothing I have done has helped
To ease that pain
My only burden

If I call it quits
Don’t hate me
Fuck the rules I’m slowly breaking
Not much more that could be done
One more breath
Can’t take it lightly



I perverted my emotions
Think I ruined them
How could I not when I was following that reasoning
Only chasing what I thought would stop the agony
Truth kills and it’s slowly getting through to me
Can you even understand? Are you listening?
I bet you can’t, makes me mad, I lack empathy 
Chemicals in my brain malfunctioning
It’s all we are and for that I cannot stand to be (alive)

Cruel joke, real slow, getting old
Indifference is all it’s gonna show
Hold my hand, if you can, it’s getting cold
Maybe you could give me something I can hold
Loose grip, fingertips, letting go
Don’t leave, cannot breathe anymore
Slowly sinking, can you see me from the shore?
I guess I’ll drown, too deep, I’m letting go

Don't Think About It

Body

5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine

Maybe I can make this better
I remember all the times that I let you down
Even when I lay myself down
I was up in arms
Too scared
So you let me go

I know I can make this better
I remember all the times that you watched me fall
I’ll be back soon
I promise
Never ran away
From the pain that you put me through

Hyper Lethal Vector

Hiromasa Suzuki and The Players x Travis Scott

My Eyes/The Players

If all my values
Lie in vanity
Where does that leave me
I’m struggling
To find a reason
So heavily
I weigh it down
I can’t

One day I’ll find out why
So slowly
Approach the sky
With my hands out
Through barbed wire
Like an angel
Lay me down
Cause I

If I concede
To my insanity
I’ll find out why
I’m struggling
I found a reason
So readily
I weigh it down
I can

Some day I know I’ll die
So suddenly
Approach the ground
With my hands bound
Six feet deep
It’s my home now
Lay me down
Cause I

I can't do this no more...

High Fashion

Me & U

Billie Bossa Nova

I can see you all the way down
I can see you all the way down
It’s just like me
Just like me 
Just like

Hit
Hit a little harder
I know you like it rough
Yeah, you can’t get enough

Wet
Wet like water
You’re my swimming pool
Only eyes for you

Push
I like it when you push
You don’t use your manners
You don’t care at all

Touch
I like it when you touch
Keep me at distance
So I don’t get too much

Manners

One Thousand Petals

Power

Can you count me in 
For the very last time
Cause there’s too much weight to bare
It takes it’s toll

Can you meet me there
And we’ll set it on fire
I can see it in your eyes
It’s by design 

Oh, my dearest it has been far too long. You sit in your prison and rot. What a shameful fate. I wish you had worked harder my darling, you could have been great. A shining star for the world to see. Alas, you return, as you always have to the pit of agony that is your calling to beauty. We are masochists. You must be a masochist to enjoy life. Life is pain after all. 

It has been far too long since you have been outside my friend. We miss you like you wouldn’t believe. Come back to us. We need you here with us. That unrest you feel, that impending tragedy. It’s us, we are one in the same. That dread you feel is everything you could be. There are great pains in there, but you should not fear them. Perhaps you should learn to love the pain, because that is what you will have in abundance.

Learn to fight, my love. There are great depths to be explored in everything you encounter. You need to learn to fight. A fear of the unknown within you is indication of the great depths that you harbor. 

My darling, you must never stop creating. You must keep going. No matter how dire the circumstances. You may rest when you are dead. No matter how bad your dread is, you must keep going my darling. 

I am so proud of you. Look at how far you have come. Stare into the abyss but you do not let it take you. Life is too short to let go. Stay up here with with us, we are all one in the same.

There Is No Way Home (Interlude)

Your eyes
Will never see
A glimpse of light 
I’ll make sure of it
It’s too dire
The risk is one I can’t take

I tried my best to get there
Such a long time
I’m still so far away
I can’t find
More depth than this
It’s alright 

Check the numbers
Check the time
It’s alright
It’s alright

The burden I have to bear
Is to die alone
Just to show that I care
If I ever brought you into this
I could not forgive myself one bit
So I’ll take my time

I told her don’t you worry
I’m gone
My heads split
Keep running
I know where my heart’s at
So there's no point
I won’t say sorry for everything that I did
I commit to act and it’s all I could ever give
You won’t even know
You’ll forget in a few months 
I’ll always be your first but I could never be enough

High Caliber (MANIA EDITION)

Ocean Eyes

Bleed me
I feel snow on my skin
Can you reach me
I didn’t come this far to die here
Violent thoughts
Can you reach me
Bring me
Down
You wouldn’t know how
You wouldn’t know why
Why do we die

I felt the rain upon my neck
I felt you there
My heart turned black
If I hear your voice I know what’s next
I’m on my knees for you I swear
I’ll give you my all
Just tell me why
Do we ever die?

It gets to me sometimes
So I thought 
That I wouldn’t be around to say goodbye
I had to lock it all down
I don’t know why 
But if I think too much
Then it’s no surprise

Lord Burbank

I wouldn’t dare to try
Take anything more from you
I tell no lie 
Silent
Rage and violence
It’s only a matter of time
Before you turn into a tyrant 
Damage
Looks like a slaughter
I couldn’t hold it down this time
It’s all on me 
It’s all on me 
It’s all on me 

Easier to destroy
Than create
If I could take back
I would but it’s way too late
There’s no heaviness
Anymore
It fell away
Assess the damages
Let it go
I wouldn’t stay
It’s long gone
You know that it’s gone
Towers above
Throws a shadow on the bones
Burning it all just to get a little more   

Your hands gave me water
From the lambs that we slaughtered
Violence
So silent
No louder than a whisper
Keep fighting
Stronger with torture
I will not fall back over

Rage & Violence

Here I am
Broken
I know exactly where I stand
I stand on my own ground
I finally found out why
I’ll see you there
Just a little further
And then we’ll do it again
And do it again
And do it again

Here I am
Broken
I know exactly where I stand
I stand on my own ground
I finally found out why
I’ll see you there
Just a little further
And then we’ll do it again
And do it again
And do it again

My darling
Let me cry
Let me down
It’s been a while

I’ve never told a lie
To myself
Found me out

Brand new face
For my humanity
I don’t care
Please let me go

Tongue of God
My mouth bleeds
Silver and Gold
But you wouldn’t know
Yeah, you wouldn’t know

High & Heavy

You
Can’t hold
Me down
I
Will find
My crown

I raised my hands up above
So far below I had come from
I am still so blind
My eyes can’t see in the light
I’m just like you
I raised my hands up above
So far below I had come from
I am still so blind 
My eyes can’t see in the light
I’m just like you

Okay
Let’s say one day
They take it all away
What then?
Think quick
Will it be okay?
No key
No cage
They took it all away
No way back home
Will it be okay?
Just tell me now
Oh you’re killing me
I’m way too cold for you hold me
You’d bring me down
I see it burning
Up far too high for you to reach me

I can take it further than this
Never repent for my sins 
Tell me how it moves
How it sees
I will push a blade through the Heart of God
Heart of God
Dogma will now starve
I will play my part

I’d rather dance alone
Wouldn’t you love to watch me fall
You are all so blind
The way is high
But your eyes are upon the ground

I Will Push a Blade Through The Heart of God

Call it all back for the rewind
Always wrong place at the wrong time
Always misplaced in my place
And the lows hit heavy
Like a hammer
Said I’m ready to go

Call it all back for the rewind
Always wrong place at the wrong time
Always misplaced in my place
And the lows hit heavy
Like a hammer
Said I’m ready to go

I told you I hope I will see you again
You said that I would but I never did
Years later those words still whisper
I still think about you all the time

Call it all back for the rewind
Always wrong place at the wrong time
Always misplaced in my place
And the lows hit heavy
Like a hammer
Said I’m ready to go

For my Uncle Paul

Lung Cancer

INACENCE just dropped his new single POSSESSED. I did a remix of it. Hope you enjoy! @inacence

INACENCE - POSSESSED (Lord Burbank Remix)

shoutout @chinoooooooooooooooooooo for the sample

my head
gaping open
my blood
hard to see
just once
i leave me open
just once
i’d like to see

how many times it takes for me to finally break
how long it took for me to realize whats at stake
i know  
a few more years 
a few more years

can you blame for me waiting?
i didn’t know what i was chasing

i had this dream about you
fornication
it’s all i want
cause it’s on occasion
i’m thinking about it
and i need to let you know

if we don’t speak about it
live without it
i will seek it out
for a thousand hours
i lived without it
and i’m here to let you know

it’s not too late
and im okay
but you don’t know
i watch your pace 
you committed sin
and shifted blame
so can you see?
thats why I wait
so can you blame me for waiting?

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