High Fashion

A cascade of glittering eyes in my 
Foresight, I see all the time
And I won’t die
Until I get what’s rightfully mine
You’re all blind
Couldn’t rush it we were taking our time 
 
The endgame   
Is not to play
Our will to subjugate
Is only for freedom
A masochist 
Like the taste of blood  
Eat it up and double down
Cause it’s starting to flood


The cascade
Of shimmering lights
So bright
You’ll go blind
It could set you on fire
A masquerade
Of the devils delights
So fine
We kept it tight 
Wouldn’t give up the fight


I only wanted the truth
And I found it
I was on the pursuit
of the fountain
Once I knew where to look
Yeah, I found it
I found it
I found it
I found it

Cascade

Go for it
Breaking a sweat like damn
We on topic
Pushing the boundaries
Go
We won’t stop it
Running it up
Campaign 
We won’t stop it
We won’t stop it

Attack

Diamonds

Just don’t think about it
Stay too long I’ll lose my mind
I’ll write a song about it
That’s the least that I could do
But I still think about it
Feel that pain
I like to lose
So I’ll just cry about it
Still no use in getting through

I pick myself apart
I went really deep this time
Where do I even start
Someone told me not to cry
They’re dead and I’m alive
Is that so, you think you know
You couldn’t keep me from it
Keep me from it

Get a move on
I can barely
Shift my weight
My thoughts so heavy
Nothing I have done has helped
To ease that pain
My only burden

If I call it quits
Don’t hate me
Fuck the rules I’m slowly breaking
Not much more that could be done
One more breath
Can’t take it lightly



I perverted my emotions
Think I ruined them
How could I not when I was following that reasoning
Only chasing what I thought would stop the agony
Truth kills and it’s slowly getting through to me
Can you even understand? Are you listening?
I bet you can’t, makes me mad, I lack empathy 
Chemicals in my brain malfunctioning
It’s all we are and for that I cannot stand to be (alive)

Cruel joke, real slow, getting old
Indifference is all it’s gonna show
Hold my hand, if you can, it’s getting cold
Maybe you could give me something I can hold
Loose grip, fingertips, letting go
Don’t leave, cannot breathe anymore
Slowly sinking, can you see me from the shore?
I guess I’ll drown, too deep, I’m letting go

Don't Think About It

Body

5-methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine

Maybe I can make this better
I remember all the times that I let you down
Even when I lay myself down
I was up in arms
Too scared
So you let me go

I know I can make this better
I remember all the times that you watched me fall
I’ll be back soon
I promise
Never ran away
From the pain that you put me through

Hyper Lethal Vector

If all my values
Lie in vanity
Where does that leave me
I’m struggling
To find a reason
So heavily
I weigh it down
I can’t

One day I’ll find out why
So slowly
Approach the sky
With my hands out
Through barbed wire
Like an angel
Lay me down
Cause I

If I concede
To my insanity
I’ll find out why
I’m struggling
I found a reason
So readily
I weigh it down
I can

Some day I know I’ll die
So suddenly
Approach the ground
With my hands bound
Six feet deep
It’s my home now
Lay me down
Cause I

I can't do this no more...

I walked through a land of diamonds
I saw what I was meant to see
I found a million angels
Waiting for me
They were waiting for me

Come closer they said
Reached out their hands
And gave me a million terrible secrets
Be careful they said
Or you’ll end up dead
In time you’ll find it’s all the same

A peculiar flower blooms on a hill
Just like me it looked upon the fields
Of gemstones and precious gold
The shimmering crowns of kings long gone

How they fell was no mystery to us
We killed swans and turned saints to dust
Our heavy hearts had found no place to rest
To our graves we had brought that dread

These angels they came down in threes
Divided so perfectly
Horns on head and rings on feet
Took my hands and guided me
Through the trees a forest could be seen
Bound my feet and blinded me

A Peculiar Flower

Can you help me
Oh no
I don’t why
But in my mind
It’s not worth doing 

If you help me
Oh please
I’ll drag you down to hell with me

Can you stay
Take my place
Paint my brains
Across your walls

My gift for you when you get home 

I need to feel
How I felt
When everything
Was so colorful
But now
Somehow
With cold concrete and steel
I drowned it out

Gift

I can see you all the way down
I can see you all the way down
It’s just like me
Just like me 
Just like

Hit
Hit a little harder
I know you like it rough
Yeah, you can’t get enough

Wet
Wet like water
You’re my swimming pool
Only eyes for you

Push
I like it when you push
You don’t use your manners
You don’t care at all

Touch
I like it when you touch
Keep me at distance
So I don’t get too much

Manners

The city wakes up
We never sleep
We work like robots
A tragedy
Making ends meet
I try to see
It’s so uncertain 
I’m in too deep
We talk in objects
Monetary       
Hands are shaken
Now you owe me
Information
Talk to me 
Need it now
Or you'll belong to me

Thoughtless
Oh, it’s just so thoughtless
You don’t wanna summon bad omens
You don’t wanna know I promise
I promise
Keep going
We can see the edge
It cuts
Way too sharp
Like a knife
Not blunt
We just really wanna have fun
I don’t think we’ll ever be done

The city wakes up
We never sleep
We work like robots
A tragedy
Making ends meet
I try to see
It’s so uncertain 
I’m in too deep
We talk in objects
Monetary       
Hands are shaken
Now you owe me
Information
Talk to me 
Need it now
Or you'll belong to me

Could you believe
Thing’s aren’t going the way they seem
I just wanna be real clear
Nothing’s getting out of our reach
Out of our reach
In too deep
Everyone on their knees
I don’t even have to say please
I just wanna be real clear
Trust in me
Trust in me

I put my hands in the water
Please lay me down
You’ll take me further
Everything I want is found
You pushed my head underwater
And I started to drown
You killed me 10 times over
Just to wear your crown 

The city wakes up
We never sleep
We work like robots
A tragedy
Making ends meet
I try to see
It’s so uncertain 
I’m in too deep
We talk in objects
Monetary       
Hands are shaken
Now you owe me
Information
Talk to me 
Need it now
Or you'll belong to me


Monetary Policy

This is ridiculous
Show me again
I’m getting sick of this
Got too much fucking time on your hands
Gotta get rid of it
I’m influenced
By your procedure
For them Benjamins
Dead Presidents
Write me a check
So I can spend it
On my leisures 
And my pleasures
And my 5 star friends
And I cannot save a dime
But I really want a Benz
I can give more of my time
I can work until I die
But you gotta keep that money coming in
Like the tide
I can do more a little more
For that money I am sure
It is all I ever wanted
The rules I can abide by
To get more of that dough
I can turn a blind eye
To your scheming and your lies
I forgot who to despise
Just keep them pleasures rolling in
And I promise to keep quite
I’m a dirty little fly
Little worker bee
I might
Give you my entire life
Cause I never wanna take another gamble
Or decide
If I really wanna live
How I really wanna die
I ain’t never been outside
Box me into my demise
Pull the wool over my eyes
Sugar coat all of your lies
Wolf he wearing sheep's skin

Look at me I’m a messiah
Robin hood is my disguise
And I’m robbing ya’ll blind
Shit ain’t nothing to me man
I was swimming with the sharks since I jumped in the deep end
Couldn’t see I was creeping
Round and round and round your block
Bitch I know where you’re sleeping
I can take it with ease
And if you put up a fight
I’ll have you down your knees
Fucking begging me please
For a bit of relief
I can’t let you run away
I’ll have you hanging in chains       
Like dog in a cage 
I ain’t playing no games
Yuh

Create Shareholder Value

Power

Can you count me in 
For the very last time
Cause there’s too much weight to bare
It takes it’s toll

Can you meet me there
And we’ll set it on fire
I can see it in your eyes
It’s by design 

Oh, my dearest it has been far too long. You sit in your prison and rot. What a shameful fate. I wish you had worked harder my darling, you could have been great. A shining star for the world to see. Alas, you return, as you always have to the pit of agony that is your calling to beauty. We are masochists. You must be a masochist to enjoy life. Life is pain after all. 

It has been far too long since you have been outside my friend. We miss you like you wouldn’t believe. Come back to us. We need you here with us. That unrest you feel, that impending tragedy. It’s us, we are one in the same. That dread you feel is everything you could be. There are great pains in there, but you should not fear them. Perhaps you should learn to love the pain, because that is what you will have in abundance.

Learn to fight, my love. There are great depths to be explored in everything you encounter. You need to learn to fight. A fear of the unknown within you is indication of the great depths that you harbor. 

My darling, you must never stop creating. You must keep going. No matter how dire the circumstances. You may rest when you are dead. No matter how bad your dread is, you must keep going my darling. 

I am so proud of you. Look at how far you have come. Stare into the abyss but you do not let it take you. Life is too short to let go. Stay up here with with us, we are all one in the same.

There Is No Way Home (Interlude)

Re-upload because I mixed it properly this time.

Yearning

Your eyes
Will never see
A glimpse of light 
I’ll make sure of it
It’s too dire
The risk is one I can’t take

I tried my best to get there
Such a long time
I’m still so far away
I can’t find
More depth than this
It’s alright 

Check the numbers
Check the time
It’s alright
It’s alright

The burden I have to bear
Is to die alone
Just to show that I care
If I ever brought you into this
I could not forgive myself one bit
So I’ll take my time

I told her don’t you worry
I’m gone
My heads split
Keep running
I know where my heart’s at
So there's no point
I won’t say sorry for everything that I did
I commit to act and it’s all I could ever give
You won’t even know
You’ll forget in a few months 
I’ll always be your first but I could never be enough

High Caliber (MANIA EDITION)

Bleed me
I feel snow on my skin
Can you reach me
I didn’t come this far to die here
Violent thoughts
Can you reach me
Bring me
Down
You wouldn’t know how
You wouldn’t know why
Why do we die

I felt the rain upon my neck
I felt you there
My heart turned black
If I hear your voice I know what’s next
I’m on my knees for you I swear
I’ll give you my all
Just tell me why
Do we ever die?

It gets to me sometimes
So I thought 
That I wouldn’t be around to say goodbye
I had to lock it all down
I don’t know why 
But if I think too much
Then it’s no surprise

Lord Burbank

I wouldn’t dare to try
Take anything more from you
I tell no lie 
Silent
Rage and violence
It’s only a matter of time
Before you turn into a tyrant 
Damage
Looks like a slaughter
I couldn’t hold it down this time
It’s all on me 
It’s all on me 
It’s all on me 

Easier to destroy
Than create
If I could take back
I would but it’s way too late
There’s no heaviness
Anymore
It fell away
Assess the damages
Let it go
I wouldn’t stay
It’s long gone
You know that it’s gone
Towers above
Throws a shadow on the bones
Burning it all just to get a little more   

Your hands gave me water
From the lambs that we slaughtered
Violence
So silent
No louder than a whisper
Keep fighting
Stronger with torture
I will not fall back over