Meep

(Verse 1)
Hola it’s my birthday 
And I still feel the same
I think I did all my growing 
When I was living in pain 
I still am 
But it’s easing 
Because I’m freeing my soul
Puff on a Black an mild
After smoking some fire dro 

Maybe sip a little
Got myself some crown and some coke
I like vanilla but the OG is the best way to go
I Did this for awhile now but I’m switching my tone
Still lighting up a wood
But I don’t need the Gar or the moat

Made the black Jack 21
Surprised I didn’t meet the gun
Got to bust 22
Will my luck run outta juice 
I’m hiding like a convict 
Honestly that’s how I live 
Really wasn’t ready to be famous 
That’s just how it is

Hermit niggas
Caught boy see em lurking nigga
Don’t think that I’m worthy to be sitting
With the working winnas 
Steady gonna pass
Now I guess I gotta hurry nigga
I don’t want to lag but I dont really wanna
Worry either 

(Chorus)
Cause I’m doing me
Wanna party on my birthday 
I don’t wanna sit 
And be quiet on my birthday 
If I got a wish
I’d be wishing to be okay 
Flipping on a switch 
So I can party on my birthday 

(Verse 2)
To many problems 
I got a list 
I’m guessing that a closet wont solve em
I’ll make a fix
Steady tryna cover my trauma
Make a way to Nirvana 
I don’t got time for the drama
Dont make a sitch 
Here we go

Crash on the sofa
I lost a back bone
Steady falling into the boba 
It’s like a white room 
I’m waiting on a blast from the past
Think back to when I was brash
See myself being glad
I had the star shoes

Walking on the sidewalk
Blood on my sock
Rolling down hilly
For thrillies
Now that’s a blind spot
Waiting for the crash boom
Better ask the bad dude
I know the brother of who
They want to die too

There’s a fear of some judging 
But who cares
Followed by a feeling of something 
That’s not there
Almost like I make how I feel
About stares
I don’t wanna be in the corner 
When I’m scared

(Chorus)
Cause I’m doing me
Wanna party on my birthday 
I don’t wanna sit 
And be quiet on my birthday 
If I got a wish
I’d be wishing to be okay 
Flipping on a switch 
So I can party on my birthday 

(Bridge)
Kinda wanna change
But I kinda wanna stay sound
Maybe I can wait
Gotta make a wave now (x2)


(Outro)
My time 
Cut a new way in a red line
Last night 
It was my fray 
For the last light

My right to the old blade
And the eye sight
It’s nice 
When a new face  
Gives a good fight 

Oh my
How much I’ve changed
In a year now
I just wanna live free
Grow a beard out
Music is a nice thing
When it’s not loud
I won’t ever make a scene 
When I step down (x2)

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