"Expectations" is an album about human suffering, the result of a period of radical emotional changes and expressive research over a 3 year period. In 2017 a mental breakdown made me reflect deeply on the human condition and how we are all inevitable victims of inherent suffering in our short and frivolous existence. I came to realize how much of our pain is generated by our desires and became interested in the concept of non-attachment to things, events and people. This realization had a great artistic impact on my music. It made me understand how important is to incorporate notions of honesty and vulnerability into music creation, as opposed to hopping on contemporary trends seeking for visibility, which generally end up being just a temporary thing. Obviously this made me question even my own musical aesthetic and realize that behind my obsession for sound design and timbral research there was in fact the need to hide my insecurity and to be accepted. In that moment I started thinking in a different way, surrendering to my own personal perception of satisfaction and trying not to be hindered by how my music "could or should" sound, trying to accept myself for what I am.

Mastered by Giuseppe Ielasi
design: Joe Gilmore

Everything In This Life Is Nothing, Don't Attach Your Mind To Anything

This track is part of the Juan Antonio Nieto Tribute 'A Sonorous Spirit', released on Tree Trunk: https://archive.org/details/ASonorousSpiritATributeToJuanAntonioNieto

Hidden But Still There (Lament For Juan Antonio)

Quintessence

Thanks for listening!

https://sptfy.com/a_brief_memory_before_birth

A Brief Memory Before Birth

A session done originally in Nanoloop made in the last year and edited in ableton on the fly.

version update of 22/09/2022 edited in cubase 
i think that is more accurate than the first in ableton.

Work in progress

Many Thanks to the freesound.org users: 
https://freesound.org/people/benjammin2006/
https://freesound.org/people/Mystikuum/
https://freesound.org/people/koutino/
https://freesound.org/people/Jagadamba/
for their rainstick samples

Night prayer © 2022 by Nadir is licensed under CC BY-NC-SA 4.0

Night prayer

night prayer

DAMN

flow of the stream

Allegri Naufragi

Minus Minne

when the arcade is magnetic or some shit idk

SF 6/7

Written and performed by ?¡ŠKŸ F¡ŠH!¿ and VĮÇKŸ WĮÇKËD™ 
Produced by YAJABOFI™

MAGNETIC ARCADE

Fucking Bored

Italian sound designer living in Tokyo.
 
everlasting unceasing Change

Everything In This Life Is Nothing, Don't Attach Your Mind To Anything

Lorenzo Balloni

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