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Birds & Bees

UNDER THE SULK

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beat by cheph

American Nosedive

she loves me. she loves me not. she loves me. she loves me not. she doesn't even know who I am.

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Wilted

All boys are the same

i think about ending it sometimes .

cough cough............lore

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I Only Speak French In December

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Lyrics ❥

(Verse) 

Looking at the sky 
Wondering why 
The fuck did I get stuck here 

All of my life 
It was hard to fly 
So this shouldn’t seem unusual 

And why when I cry every time
I go to far 
You’d think I’d want the pain to end 
But I got used to playing the end 
On repeat 

(Chorus)

End of my lonely war 
End of my lonely war 
End of my lonely war 

(Verse)

It was me 
All alone in a khaki field 

It was me planting mines 
With my name on them 

Running round in circles with scissors 
Hoping I would trip on a memory 
Playing with a lighter in the winter 
And a knife when it’s hot 

(Background)

(These slit wrist slit wrist visions 
I can’t get them out my head,

These slit wrist slit wrist visions 
I can’t get them out my head,

Slit wrists 
Slit wrists 
Slit wrist visions 
I can’t get them out my head 

Slit wrists 
Slit wrists 
Slit wrists 
……………..)
(Chorus)
End of my lonely war 
End of my lonely war 
End of my lonely war 
….continued til end

Wrists

California Wildfire

Corset

edge

Eloise 2

Fake BDE

Bees

Small

Birds

Feathers

Windows

Worms

Wilted 2

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Animals

You make me feel like an animal
Starving alone in an alleyway
Hoping that someone would show me love
Someone like you
But
You're not the type to go pet dirty dogs
You're not the type to show love to something unless if you're
Getting paid
Getting laid
Or
Trappin sad birds in your cage
Huh

You make my head rot
You make my heart hurt

You make me feel like a flea bitten mutt
Howling at the moon for a hug
Running from the people
Cause
The people kept hitting me

Tell me what's the right kind of love
If the right kind of love
Is when you love your abuser
More than you love yourself

Chivalry died with a cry not a yell
Tail between the legs
Running
Tail between the legs
How I know you're the worst kind of animal

All that I know
Is
I got used to looking at the ground
Because everytime I look up and look around
All I see is
Bodies
On bodies
On bodies

I got my head hunched over
All that I know
Is that the ground keeps growing
All that I know
Is that I'm throwing it up
Is that I'm throwing it up
Is that I'm throwing it up
Throwing up bird seed

See the dogs on a leash
Feel jealous

See the park
Through the chain link

They're smiling engaging
In a life that I have
Only in my sleep

I walk down the street getting yelled at
Occasionally there's some bread thrown

I see other dogs
They're not like me

They kill all the birds
I just retrieve

It doesn't make me feel good when I break their wings off
Does it make you feel good when you break their wings off
Huh

Does it make you feel good when you go from relationship
To relationship
To relationship
Where's your owner at
Well
She left her dog at the vet

All that I know
Is that this cage keeps getting smaller

All that I know
Is that I don't trust any of these bodies

They get mad at me for growling
Then they hit me when I throw up

But they're the ones that kept trying to feed me fucking bird seed
Not knowing
I was only ever just a bird dog

I guess it was my mistake for feeling sorry for the birds

BELLA'S DOG

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Grew up
Now you wanna take a u-turn huh
Cause the worlds fucked up
I'm not grown up but the worlds fucked up
I can't grow up cause the worlds fucked up

The kids I looked up to died too young
They were on drugs

The ones that got older don't relate to us
And I feel alone
Inside a world built for mannequins and rubber ducks

And I think too much now
My heads
Like a dirty bedroom
I can smell the socks

And I don't wanna clean up
It'll just get dirty again
Tomorrow
After I break down

My pillow smells like an ocean now a days
Tears

And I got used to pouting in the waves
Cause nobody notices kids when they drown

When I was a kid I wanted to be a rapper
And then that turned into an artist
And then that turned into a singer
And then that turned into anything that anybody would like
And then that turned into I don't know none of this is working

Love me
Hate me
I don't give a fuck
I can't feel myself no more
I just want to be numb

Love me
Hate me
I don't give a fuck
I can't feel myself no more
I just want to be numb and alone

What do you do when you see a world that looks like it's at a party
And you've never liked parties
Cause every time you went to a party
You felt like everyone was looking at you
Or no one saw you

Do you go to the party
Do you sit on the street and watch from a distance
Or do you start walking down the street by yourself under the lights
Wondering
Why the fuck am I here

Is this what it is
Growing up
People just fuckin to fuck
Or throwing up

Nobody here is who they actually are
Everyone's drunk on the dope taking bars

I do the same thing but at home alone
I guess I feel safer under the covers
Must be a bitch
Cause I refuse
To fight someone's boyfriend
Drunk and in public

I didn't say shit
You bumped into me

The girl egged it on
Said I looked at her ass

Must be insecure
Want all the attention

I see where she gets it from
Daddy's invention

Hell is a lawn
Where you contemplate
Can I murder
Then go on a date

Am I a boy just defending himself
Or am I a man set on clearing his name

I'm no one

Love me
Hate me
I don't give a fuck
I can't feel myself no more
I just want to be numb

Love me
Hate me
I don't give a fuck
I can't feel myself no more
I just want to be numb and alone


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