проиграл тебя когда играл в лотерею на секс

youll never see again
you know how i get pain
cause i know youre dead
and thats why im gonna die
im going to go buy a gun
ill be where you are soon
my face will be bleeding
ill know how you were feeling
ur mom cries at night
i told heri was right
i told her u needed help 
but its too late to say anything

im gonna die too my life wont be the same

heres a song i made the other night

lyrics:
i’m eating leftover pizza
and my parents are scared to meet ya
all the arguments and loads of bullshit
yeah i never would’ve thought we would be like this
while i stretched my septum you stretched my heart
and it feels like it’s rejecting and it’s gonna leave a scar
i poured out my heart and you ripped it in two
when your saying all these words and i don’t know what to do

i got work at 2:30 at the grocery store
i just want a real girl and not a retarded whore
she listens to mall rock and yeah she really sucks
she just wants me for my body only likes it when we fuck
love is a chore doesn’t feel real at all
but i know you’ll pick up if i give you a call
i don’t know why i try when the shits still the same
i’m just a fucking retard i’m the one whose to blame

while i stretched my septum you stretched my heart
and it feels like it’s rejecting and it’s gonna leave a scar
i poured out my heart and you ripped it in two
when your saying all these words and i don’t know what to do

my pizzas cold in the middle still

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

girls fucking hate me
cause im hideous and gross
they always make fun of me
im bullied the most

maybe its my brain
but theres something wrong with me
i just cant socialize
its so depressing

i fucking hate my life
and i just want, want to die
i feel like a shame
like its my fault, like im to blame

i hate my life
i just wanna die
please kill me now
slit my throat, bleed out

everyone hates me

you want to start a new life
i still dont have a nice wife
you want to die because of your exboyfrien
your boyfriends treating you wrong
you dont want to be alone
im after him

your exboyfriend

you scream loudly at night i wont sleep at night
im hold you very tight
instead of sleeping tonight
when youre dreamingyoure really cute

i wont sleep at night

fucked up again

Pretend Bonus Mosh doesn't exist and listen to this song instead

[Verse]

I'm really ashamed of what I've done
So I'll crank out something to distract you
With a riff I'm half-sure I stole from somewhere, and a song that's basically pop
...It turned to be amateur slop

[Chorus]

You've got it all wrong
So please shut up!
Keep moving your mouth like you haven't said enough
You've got it all wrong
So please shut up, up, up...

[Verse]

I don't wanna hurt your feelings
Now that's a lie
I wanna grab your throat and stop your breathing
'till you die, die, die, 'till you keel over and die

[Pre-Chorus]

All this makes me feel so retarded
Don't wanna try again, I'd rather tarnish
I wanted to improve but that's something I'll never do because I gave up all my hope

[Chorus]

[Solo]

[Chorus]

Please Shut Up!

you bring me down
all the way to the ground
turn my smile upside down
i never thought youd make me feel this way

im hanging round
go and make em frown
im sinking and i might just drown
only you  could make me feel this way

my head is spinning
 all across the room
i think im slipping,
 fall right back for you

and i might lose it,
 i cant keep my cool
forever dreaming, 
hope for something new

upside down

I'm waiting on
I close the door
I call my dad and then my mom
Just to say goodbye to them

I grab my gun
And I sit down
Just pull the trigger now

There goes my head
There goes my brain
My life is fading out

There goes my head
There goes my brain
My life is fading out

I grab my gun
And I sit down
Just pull the trigger now

There goes my head
There goes my brain
My life is fading out

There goes my head
There goes my brain
My life is fading out

Thеre goes my head
Thеre goes my brain
My life is fading out

There goes my head
There goes my brain
My life is fading out

Another Suicide Song

loser

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