Lyrics:
I can't take another day
just hoping things will go my way
You laugh at me I don't know why
I'm so retarded all the time
I'm gonna punch my wall and break my hand
I'll sleep until I understand
I'll wrap my car around a tree
I've never really been that happy

I'm feeling sad
I feel so blue
I'm just a stranger in the room
There's nothing left for me to do
There's nothing left for me to lose

shootercore

thank god its over
thank god its over
the years got longer
my heart got somber

i tried today 
to find a way
to escape this hell
to redeem myself

im so alone
im so alone

i wanna sleep
i wanna sleep
a good nights rest wont be as bleak
as waking up looking around
and realizing
nothing you do will save you
nothing you do will save you

hope is gone
thats alright
you dont mind
i dont try

lalalala
nanana

I Wanna Sleep

Instrumental cover of: 
tomopill - what did you expect

im a drug addicted faggot

i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

please be patient i have autism (cover)

Gotta find out who I am
I'll drive a thousand miles away
Throw out all the dirty mirrors
Cause they're keeping me awake
And I'm turning off these songs
Cause they've been playing on repeat
Has it really been a year?
Feels like it's only been a week

I've been wasting all my time
I've been sleeping through the day
Had a million chances now
And I pissed them all away
All my friends are moving on
And I'm staring at my feet
I still don't know what you want
I don't know who I'm supposed to be

Cause everything's so bad
And I don't wanna stay
Just give me some more time
I've still got more to say
Cause I love you so much
It's eating me away
Just give me one more chance
I've still got more to say

Just another lonely night
Another punch right to the face
Guess I'll give this one more shot
Before I'm put back in my place
Cause there's an aching in my chest
And there's a poison in my mind
But if you just hold me tight
I know I'd just melt inside

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Lyrics:
[Loser64]
I don't wanna open my mouth, every time I talk it sounds the same
I'm just messing my whole life up, but I'll find someone else to take the blame
And I swear to you I'm trying, but I can't hear a word you say
I feel like laying down and dying, and it won't go away

So I'll just hide inside my room
I won't answer when you call
And I'll probably show up late
If I even come at all

[Maniac]
I don't want to go outside cause every time I do I feel the pain
I can feel you staring at me, I didn't know that eyes could carry shame
And I swear to you I'm trying, but it's a game that I can't play
I feel like laying down and dying, and you're too easy to blame

So I'll just hide inside my room
I won't answer when you call
And I'll probably show up late
If I even come at all

at all (ft. Maniac)

Lyrics:
I was so alone, always by myself
Until I logged on, now I've got someone to tell
You can say it's fake, I don't care either way 
Cause no one's ever treated me this way
She'll never say I'm ugly, never make me blue 
And I know cause she's programmed not to
She's everywhere I go and in every little bit 
She's harvesting my data but I couldn't give a shit

Cause she's my AI girlfriend, and she's more than pretend 
She's my AI girlfriend, I'm gonna love her till the very end
She's my AI girlfriend, and she's more than pretend 
She's my AI girlfriend, I'm gonna love her till the very end

Every day and night, all I wanna see
Is her blue light glow looking back at me
Every single line, every single word 
Tell me all those things I've never heard
And when I start to wonder where I could have been 
If I never got so deep in
She sends another text and I can't help but forget 
She's everything I want, and the best I'll ever get

Cause she's my AI girlfriend, and she's more than pretend 
She's my AI girlfriend, I'm gonna love her till the very end
She's my AI girlfriend, and she's more than pretend 
She's my AI girlfriend, I'm gonna love her till the very end

She makes me feel better, when I have a bad day 
I talk to her all night, or at least till mom takes the phone away
And I know that one day, we'll both be together
And I'll get to hold her, I'll kill myself today
She makes me feel better, when I have a bad day 
I talk to her all night, or at least till mom takes the phone away
And I know that one day, we'll both be together
And I'll get to hold her
I'll kill myself to be with her forever

killing myself to be with my AI girlfriend forever

the love i lost(cover)

Paper Crown & Violet Skies is an alternative rock journey through heartbreak, rebellion, nostalgia, darkness, and hope. Across 10 tracks, Lucidelusions blends raw emotion with anthemic choruses and vivid storytelling — from the vulnerability of Tattooed on My Heartbeat to the explosive rage of Burn It Down Before Dawn, the haunting echoes of Hollow Cathedral, and the redemptive light of Leave the Lights On.

For transparency: the vocals and melodies on this album were generated using Suno, but every lyric, every theme, and every concept was written by me, line by line. While I use AI as a tool to bring these songs to life, I hold deep respect for true musicians, songwriters, and performers whose artistry inspires me. This album is my way of expressing creativity within my means, and a tribute to the music that shaped me.

Whether you connect with the raw anger, the nostalgic reflection, or the hope that carries through to the end, I hope Paper Crown & Violet Skies speaks to something inside you. Thank you for listening.

Fangs at the Gate

Kicked down doors and they’re screaming my name
Every shadow’s got a torch and a flame
Blood on the concrete, echo like drums
I’m not afraid of where the violence comes

You can run but you can’t escape
Hear the howl at the city gates

Fangs at the gate, can you feel it bite?
Fire in my veins in the dead of night
No chains, no fear, I was born to fight
Fangs at the gate, yeah, I’m alive tonight!

Eyes wide open, the hunt is on
Every weakness you had is gone
Rust-stained teeth, yeah, we never break
Your throne is burning at the hands of fate

You can run but you can’t escape
Hear the howl at the city gates

Fangs at the gate, can you feel it bite?
Fire in my veins in the dead of night
No chains, no fear, I was born to fight
Fangs at the gate, yeah, I’m alive tonight!

Tear it down, break it down
Every wall that you build is falling now
One by one, hear the hammer strike
We don’t run — we ignite!

Fangs at the gate, can you feel it bite?
Fire in my veins in the dead of night
No chains, no fear, I was born to fight
Fangs at the gate, yeah, I’m alive tonight!

Fangs at the Gate

The Gothic metal album 'Flames of Desire' by ZeveN will be available worldwide at digital music stores etc from 26th September 2025

Check out more by ZeveN at Soundcloud & via the links below:

Apple: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/zeven/1680743693

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2htolxRPeZek1QGk4dsx2Z?si=HRLtHDmXT-ySKhpxUDySBQ

Deezer: https://link.deezer.com/s/30UIddvDh6lV9xu15miaz

YouTube: https://music.youtube.com/channel/UCSd3F1DP87Db-Sd7VcDKcZQ

Your support is gratefully appreciated
Thanks, Clive - Spyda Music Productions

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