I think I think about the day you died
I think I think about it all the time
Like segments section out with wine I'm fine
if I drink enough the memories hide

Four more years til its been forever
Four more years til its been forever

I think I think about the days we danced
of whole playlist of all hand claps
I think I think about the days and nights
endless dance parties, Quintron lines

Four more years til its been forever
Four more years til its been forever

I know I can't want to remeber
How you died, how the world's now darker

Four more years til its been forever
Four more years til its been forever
Four more years til its been forever
Now your dyings done

I think I think I need
I think I think I need
I think I think I need
I think I think I need

I think I think I need
I think I think I need
I think I think I need
I think I think I need

I think I think I need
I think I think I need
I think I think I need
I think I think I need

I think I think I need
I think I think I need
I think I think I need
I think I think I need

A vision...

...of you safe in heaven

Since Esme

they won't hurt what they don't see
defeated by defensiveness

i hate the patriarchy but i wear its armor
it keeps me safe but by myself

learn to

punch up not down x3
only wear your armor
when you're fighting the crown

can't be a better ally 
if i sound like other monsters
can't be free
to be myself

put down shame
speak with gentle grace

and

act like a woman and fight
for a world that needs no nights
act like a woman and fight
for a world that needs no more knights

punch up no down x3
only wear your armor 
when you're fighting the crown

it's not enough to say I'm sorry
but i hope that its a start 
i'm listening and i'm humbled 
i can hear you now

Other Monsters

I never learned where you were going last night
you crashed your car before arriving 

I will never get to tell you

I heard the messages from last week 
how he needs you more than me

I will never get to tell you

now begins the hard regret 

What We Began To Be

A Rusty Time

I am so thrown
Like break up
Open window

Defenistrated
Hopes 
I had in order

I'm so stone
Like feel this 
All tomorrow

Not now

Home isn't where I left it yesterday
Common ghosts that haunt us stay
Assurances that we all break
Seems so hard belief in fate

I'm so blown
Like a joke i
Told too late

Make our way
Through
Awkward talk and hate

I'm so noun
Like found out
Who I am

Now

Home is where I'm filled with warm
Common dreams feel owned
Assurances are sure
It's so easy being home

I'm So Noun

Man up and cry
You won't last long like this
Its not a badge you wear 

All your holidays are empty
loveless dates of selfish waining
All your holidays are empty

Can't stand another round
Is drinking all I am
Not enough to say
I'm better off this way

All your holidays are empty
All your holidays are empty
All your holidays are empty
I can't wait I can't wait
It's summer 

It's summer and it's over
It's season passing slower
It's summer and it's over
It's seasons passing slower

All your holidays are empty
All your holidays are empty
All your holidays are empty
You can't wait you can't wait 
It's summer
It's summer 

It's summer and it's over

SpaceBeard