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prod me

lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

spotify

cut my lips.

ｔｈａｗ　ｔｈｅ　ｇｕａｒｄ　ｔｈａｔ　ｓｈａｄｏｗｓ　ｍｅ

produced by dash vv
https://www.youtube.com/@dash8518

love y'all so much.
thank you for listening.
thank you for being here
more to come, in hopes

realistically wasting my time, and
don't claim you understand
you'll run out of road if you're way too gassed
we'll never last this
i wanna know myself 'fore i should take my life

the other side's so inviting

why you hanging 'round the wrong peers?
2D smiles but they're full of fear
i can see through the white lies
fuck a check, i ain't switch sides
matter of fact, think i'll own mine
call it wraps, called her 5 times
colon cramps, body's prolly fine
i been worse, and burnt more ties than mountains climbed
what the fuck

i hardly get any rest
when i lay me some ground
all my dreams make me sweat
well, honestly what'd i expect, i'm a tremor
who's born to make course with a crest
and since you've got room to assume,
i'll repaint the walls to a shade you once knew
but i'll say it once to conclude
it's only to falter youth

sending it down through my face to my gut
fireworks sound while i've waited enough
i ain't care much, i been down on my love shit
after effect of it damage and lunges
kicking and punching
wonder and covet
smoke in this oven i claim to be nothing
under the covers, i wake into sunder
and panic, then start to malfunction
these eyes are so indecisive
catching the sights that are so uninvited
well, anything but ultraviolet
going outside, my anxiety heightens
so i'll stay inside and be silent
minus the music and all of the crying
don't keep a snooze 'cause i'm up when the sky dim
yet prone to mute and respond autopilot

she told me that i'm smart
"i'm better than that?"
she told me i can start to feel something
she told me i could be something greater
then she left a hole inside my chest, like a crater

no one
to lend a hand
through the sawdust
in this foreign land
is this all that you want?
forever we run, even if we're not
indefinite rot
smoldered lungs while i talk

and no it ain't from the green
from birth i've been clean
but i kinda wanna be, to escape reality
no way this life was meant for me
never will i come to be fine with low expectancies
i'm fucking selfish, can't you see?
a frozen-hearted entity
thaw the guard that shadows me
too intolerant to speak
cut my lips and break my teeth
numb my limbs, but make it brief
i've got nowhere else to be
but miss the way it used to be
did you feel the same for me?

my eyes cry with the help of high life
can't you tell i repel with a fat lie
any sort of love will numb me;
numb enough to pass life
i sense two decisions
one's to splurge my thoughts and cast rhymes

it was 8 in the morning, i'm shipped like i'm cargo
heart in my chest beating out like a bongo
swipin' a scan of myself like a bar code
way past the date by some days, not alarmed though
rotten a bit, feelin' sick, sorta rank
'lil bit of soap, it could wash out the stains
i ain't been fuckin' with none of y'all lames
a couple of plays, now you thinkin' you great
this not a game, fuck a charade
pressin the keys until i feel okay
throughout the day
'till i collapse and wake up on my face
block out the sound with a video game
or something to drink
lemon and sugar remind me of fate
it's sorta sour but sweet by the grain
sweet by the grain, ay

she told me i was smart
"i'm better than that?"
she told me i can feel something
she told me i could be something greater
then she left a hole inside my chest, like a crater

by the grain [prod. dash]

people keep telling me i'm a guardin clone, so here's this in spite to start off 2024 :)

Lyrics:

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

she could read minds in the first place
she could read minds in the worst way
that means she should know that i can't stay :(
that means she should know this ain't my day
spent my whole life chasing first place
somehow i'm 5th wheeling on my birthday
taco bell 3am on a thursday
wish i could share it with you come to my place
ay
double stack chicken wrap yuh
ay
babygirl where you at love :(
crush up 9 grams gurl i'm terrified
still i'm feeling alright this deep in your eyes 

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope- 

YUH

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

solitary (dash)

produced by me

lyrics:
old friends went from wanting to grow up
to not waking up at all
and im not one to talk
ive been shooting thoughts at the wall
but in my head i disappear
away from here, away from here

but im so tired
all i do is think
maybe there's a town
a town thats far away
and we could relocate and settle down
until our days begin to fray
baby you dont have to frown
cause i love what we create

i hyperfixate on everything that i do
but you start a conversation with me changing my mood
girl you're brighter than the moon
even if the world turned against us i'll never turn away from you

old friends went from wanting to grow up
to not waking up at all
and im not one to talk
ive been shooting thoughts at the wall
but in my head i disappear
away from here, away from here
old friends went from wanting to grow up
to not waking up at all
and im not one to talk
ive been shooting thoughts at the wall
but in my head i disappear
away from here, away from here
away from here

away from here

lose control feat. vails (prod. myss)

postive+ (sorrow bringer)

prod neverforever & marlon

im on the fence
with smoke in my lungs 
i lost a friend 
burning bridges to dust
it bothers me how
ill forget in a month
i wont think about 
the damage ive done

im just worn out
indifferent to everything
and nothing seems to matter
ive grown into apathy
im tired of trying to keep my feelings on a shelf
why should i need an excuse, when i need time for myself

im on the fence
with smoke in my lungs 
i lost a friend 
burning bridges to dust
it bothers me how
ill forget in a month
i wont think about 
the damage ive done

apathy

(prod. natebeatz)

this is another witch's tale

im sorry
im sorry,
i love you like its war
sorry i push just to need you more
its not you,
its the noise in my brain

im trying to love you through the pain
i wake up and you're still here
but sometimes that feels to near

you touch my hand i pull away
then beg you not leave that day
i dont even know who's loving you today
 my reflection keeps changing names
one minute your my safe place
the next your the storm

i say im leaving just to see 
if you'll chase me
i know its not easy
loving someone who turns on a dime
but when you say my name softly
the chaos quiets for awhile
i know its not your fault i break like this
you're fighting my shadow
when all you wanted was light

you see the calm inside my hurricane
you stayed when i was hard to hold
i live with my hearts its got your face
you're my calm in this crowded place
you say its okay when i go numb
but i see the hurt ive done
i dont mean to twist your words
its just how my brain learns

im sorry i pull,
im sorry i cling,
sorry i turn small things into everything
but when i see you sleeping beside me
i start to believe i'm worth keeping

and i'm still learning 
one day at a time 
to love you softly 

not just with my mind

half of me hates you, all of me needs you (natebeatz)

you're listening to another witch's tail.

call me a witch vampire
i can manifest your love 
(your love)
or i can sink my teeth 
into your skin (your skin)
but no you're not running away
(you're not running away)
you're not escaping
i got you in a trans
(you're mine)

ima get your name tatted on my neck
(witch's tail)
yeah i promise that
just let me sink my teeth 
into your skin
i call em my love bites
(little love bites)

the harder i bite
 the more love i give
so dont be afraid 
when you wake up my too
my love bites

my love bites
(little love bites)
my little love bites

i just wanna show you love
i dont have any other way
to show my love to you
so i sink my teeth 
into your skin
little love bites

i just wanna show you my love.

little love bites (prod. lostangel.)

non-profit
(prod. dead spyro x 2001)

this is another witch's tale.

i picked up the bottle
and i blacked out
cause i,  
i couldn't put the bottle down

life got too stressful
so i picked it up
and i drunk it all
and i couldn't put it back down
until the bottle hit the ground
and it shattered
just like my sobriety
but i quit
cause i might be carrying an angel

i might be carrying an angel
i grew up in the shadows
where the walls were never safe
but im building something different
so no kid of mine feels that way
im breaking every cycle
that tried to bury me alive

every bruise i ever carried
turned to strength inside my spine
im not perfect
but im learning how to love
without the fear
and the child im dreaming of
wont inherit what was here

what was here
this child im dreaming of

this child im dreaming of (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

non-profit 

(prod. lostcage)

do you want another witch's tale.

i said I'm cold
you said let's go

sometimes when i look at you
i grieve the kid i use to be
wishing they could've felt this warmth
you give out so easily

cause i grew up 
bracing for the worse
but with you
i don't have to rehearse ever way 
i might break

maybe love was never missing
it just waited for your arms to exist in
your heartbeat taught me safety
like a language i never learned
(i never learned)

somewhere along the line
i got addicted to your touch
realizing love is more than just a person
its the reality of comfort they bring you

with the comfort of my head on your chest
with your arms around my head (my head)
(with your arms around my head)
cause when you hold me
its the first time i ever felt safe
safe with you

maybe love was never missing
it just waited for your arms to exist in

waited for your arms to exist in (prod.lostcage)

21 years old and i make music, pretty swag right?

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postive+ (sorrow bringer)

lostangel.

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