Decided to re-write a song I wrote a long time ago
Cover art by Eduardo Lopez
Shoutout to Wes Park for the help with mixing

Lyrics:

Running away from the clutches of the sea
Of worries chasing after, coming for me
Run that way, it won’t go away
I can stop the cause, or face the chaos

Walls closing in, squeezing life out of me
Understand, this is how it’s supposed to be
No redo, no rest, no lingering sentiment
Leave this place, or you have to pay the rent

Escape as much as you want, you’ll have to face me
Nothing held back, just between you and me
No time left for hesitation, only consequence
Face the muse, or end up being used

It’s all mixed up in your head
Just sleep it off instead

Wait

OUT NOW ON BANDCAMP: https://darktapeca.bandcamp.com/track/wait
written, recorded, and produced by me in my poorly ventilated bedroom

lyrics:

waiting for the right time to pass
and call my name
sitting in the room
wasting my time and confused
not knowing what to do
should I go and let myself through

as time passed on by
i fell down to the side
i didn’t know what to say
is this how things will stay
i found myself deeper 
into a hole of doubt
but is this how I look back
wondering if and how

Wait (2018 Demo)

OUT NOW ON BANDCAMP: https://darktapeca.bandcamp.com/track/harmless
written, recorded, and produced by me in my poorly ventilated bedroom

lyrics:

your words
they come and suck me away
harmless thoughts
oh that’s what they all say
you think you know
how I always seem to feel
but your words
they hit me quite real

i fall into a spiral of uncertainty
yet you brush it off
thinking that it’s okay
but no, that’s not how I feel

it’s more than just your view
one day you’ll realize too
but then it’ll be too late
and you’ll wallow in your own self-hate

Harmless

STREAM ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/3lG3HfMBaPshvL1Us8oTAe?si=oLUB4CyxQ0a0ilcO1S7vtA
OUT NOW ON BANDCAMP: https://darktapeca.bandcamp.com/track/passing-by
written, recorded, and produced by me in my dorm room

lyrics:

i’ve never felt this way before 
so many faces that I don’t know 
i know that things will get better 
but now I can’t really say for sure 

not enough time 
too many things on my mind 
i didn’t realize life passing by 
and it was all just a lie 
thinking about all those days 
spent staring at the sky

Passing By

cover art by diego guerrera: www.instagram.com/gogeid/
OUT NOW ON BANDCAMP: https://darktapeca.bandcamp.com/track/a-new-perspective
written, recorded, and produced by me in my dorm and bedroom back home

lyrics:

all those times we had
joking around
it was all fun and games
yet you didn’t take it that way
all I wanted to be was friends with you
yet my words had rubbed you the wrong way

and I know it was stupid of me to continue
i didn’t realize that I had hurt you
i know that we should have stopped and looked at ourselves
but our ignorance had gotten the better of us

you showed me my own flaws and carelessness
i tried to change my own ways
but it was too late
i really should have been more aware
but I realized there is  nothing I can do but go on

and now I can say that I have changed
to be more mindful of what I say and do
what matters is to listen to your feelings
and to hold no grudge against you

Popular tracks by Lost Ghosts