Confusion I can't relate , these thoughts in my head sincere to stay 
will I find that truth or start to pray?
because I kinda meant to do good today
gotta mind repenting no space to save
no fact or matter could uphold my grace
Was it truth we needed or the time to fade?
Will I find the answer, clocked in for crazy

Cannot line my faith, yeah it be devastating
When my conscious takes another look at me
What kinda monster fiends?
I see you're born for greed, like you could deal a mean one
taking falls for feeling
could you take me home?
late for the time to grow
nobody wrote a law
for working days or more
but my sins take over
when they fake control
yet I seek the foolish
study late or now for

*truth*

Did you really think that I'd be okay?
I was lost with the dollars counting up my days
we had never met cause I strayed away
and the boy that you knew had never stayed awake
so in memories I  been nothing but fake
loving you was the crucial part of living great
but I see the truth I was scared to hate
fooling you will I ever learn from my mistake

*heartbreak*

dead safe

*Lyrics*
Pathways couldn't be more than thought
Past all them dreams wouldn't see your loss
little bit of a worry to be talking that nonsense
kidding up your sense so we walk without promise
Couldn't be my bitch when I'm out here testing
everything I see and hear called blessing
sacrifice life for the one in my head
yet you're the best type of a girl for enlightenment

Stop for a minute gotta have my say
without that dream it's gonna fade away
trill day by day sucking up that frey
couldn't make no words so I talk with a play
grow from enemies in a truthful way
the ones in my mind, in the world
whats your traits
cut off that line to believe my baby
should've told mine that I can't do safety

*Bellic*

The people, the gutter, the traitor, the hope
Could've bandaged it if I hide up in that smoke
but I know y'all taking that life too slowly
took another sec to be out here flowing
toothpaste clean up that act too lonely
stained for your trip can't smile getta grip
just wonder why you in and out of the dip
Gotta talk from the heart when you lie about sickness

What could've been in the time of trapping
Don't know a man that could fuck up my act yet
I'm all talk when they're faking that traffic
calling it smart but a falls just attacking
knowing no heart to the cons they be lacking
Everything getting over that past sacking
all them demons could've helped find a path
and you're all dead when tryna make it last

losthonestly