believe me,
he flows, i ebb
he's caught up in the spider web i weave

he caters to my every need 
he helps me up
he's watched me bleed

i give myself these corner sores
and rip them til they weep
i do this til i'm red raw
and only then i sleep

you can leave me down
you'll drown

something about a river (demo)

my first time ever using a midi keyboard improv!
no lyrics cos i was just vocal phrasing

i will develop this...

Hey Luna (improv, 2022)

Believe me,
He flows, I ebb
He's caught up in the spider web I weave

He caters to my every need
he helped me up
he watched me bleed

I give myself these corner sores
and rip them 'til they weep
I do this 'til I'm red raw
and only then I'll sleep

You can leave me down
You'll drown

Something About a River

All Gone Now (Intro)

You’re stuck in the cupboard
Cos it’s not true 
You drank all my wine so how could I love you 
I’m tired from breaking bread 
This cut is mine instead 

Don’t go 
You wont go
He wont go
Don’t go

And I’ll pick the pieces rotting round my bed
Because the moths are feeding on detritus there

Don’t go 
He wont go
Don’t go

Malted milk

Don’t go 
You won’t go
He wont go
Don’t go

malted milk demo 2.wav

i crave the inbetween
the only place im free is under my tree
i tie my Hair in twine
and i can give you this but don't take what's mine

you know what they say
when it's going good
it's really going great
and has he shoves me away
in this cat's cradle is where I'll stay

the wooden wizard is watching me
the wooden wizard is who i want to see

you can take your time
i'll get mine
you can take your time
but i'll get mine

cats cradle demo

Feet in the water
I’ve found friends
You clutched upon a callow doll
And flew overhead

Oh out for prey
No flies on me

And in this hall of mirrors
You won’t look at your face
You stare into a crooked corner
Of your made up place

He won’t pay penance, babe
No flies on me

I saw toward an open door 
And made for my escape
Crawled up through the quaggy floor
Sat back down by the lake

The bird can’t be saved
No flies on me

He’s in my way
Oh
I’ll stop

no flies on me - demo

he will not swallow stones
there is no branch to hold
eyes of silk
skin of milk
to think of it makes me sick

she doesn't know where it goes
stick of wood
mouth of rose
softly kiss
velvet lips
secrets are dimly lit

her head is on your lap
soft cheek
sweet milk in her mouth

she doesn't know where it goes
skin of milk
mouth of rose
softly kiss velvet lips
to think of it
makes me sick

I started writing this at age 16/17 - i kept the structure but re wrote the lyrics to fit with how I feel 8 years later ( I kept 'her head is on your lap
soft cheek
sweet milk in her mouth' from the original)

art by my 10 year old genius sister

Milk Skin - demo

I wrote this when I was 16

Time to go to sleep
And dream of things which will torture me
I ache when I awake
I want to go to sleep but I hate my dreams
My dreams

Time to go to sleep
Cover myself with the comfort that smothers me
So I cannot breathe 
I want to go to sleep but I cannot breathe
I can’t breathe 

The virtual reality where I am happy
It constantly reminds me of what I am hiding
He loves me in my dreams
Oh he loves me in my dreams
In my dreams
he loves me

Time to go to sleep
The place where I swell unconsciously 
Where I’m not lonely
I want to go to sleep but I better not dream

Slumber.m4a

shut my eyes
i must not look
i'm mouth high
close to the hook

you and i 
must swim away
to the sea floor
i'll play your game

i want you
come catch me
i'll feed you
if you want me

being crushed i'm 
caught by the net
i can't reach you
i'm sad we met

slip and slide 
through the mesh
to find you
you've left again

i want you 
come catch me
i'll feed you
if you want me

i want you
do you want me
i need you 
but you don't need me

Deep Beneath The Sea

blackberry fingertips
tobacco scented sheets
looks like blood
tastes so sweet

it's in my grasp
but i'll let it spill
gravel scraped knees
distract me please

is he looking at me?
please don't look at me
i hope he's looking at me

Purple Coffee

poke my cheek 
and i'll chew 
your finger through
he's made me so weak 
i've turned into goo

i'll trickle down the drain
down i go
can i climb up again
or will he know?

i wish he'd crawl on me
trapped in his hold
wrapped around 
so tightly
we'd never feel cold

i'll trace the shape of him
he'll become my mold
and settle right in
solidify in his bones

oh please
you don't want me to go
no don't say
because i don't want to know

it's okay
it's not your fault
it's my brain
that made you feel like home

oh 
poke me 
i don't want to leave
because something
still feels incomplete

cuckoo spit

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