just what i've been feeling lately..
produced by @neohnq <3

lyrics:
i just wanna run away
too much i wanna say
i don't think that i'm ok
i feel like i'm gonna break, apart
i love it when i bleed man, yeah i love my scars
i can't deal with all this paranoia

and i'm so sick and tired, of being stuck up in my head
i think i'm getting worse cus i can't get even get up out of bed
and i can't help it but my thoughts are so pathetically intense :/
i don't wanna talk about it so i'll keep it to myself

to be honest i'm afraid to fuck it up
but i'm really going through it and i think i've had enough
but it doesn't even matter so why do i give a fuck?
just give me a couple months and i'll be out of the mud..yah

god i'm such a mess
cause all i can see is you and him
not you and me
but it's just you and me..
fuck me it's happening again  

fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  
fuck it's happening again  

i just wanna run away
too much i wanna say
i don't think that i'm ok
i feel like i'm gonna break, apart
i love it when i bleed man, yeah i love my scars
i can't deal with all this paranoia

and i'm so sick and tired, of being stuck up in my head :(
i think i'm getting worse cus i can't get even get up out of bed
and i can't help it but my thoughts are so pathetically intense 
i don't wanna talk about it so i'll keep it to myself

break apart/fuck it's happening again (prod. neohn)

ironic

#honestly

When I adore I lose control
When I adore, I can't focus
Losing myself to an average girl
Losing myself like its a habit
I hate when your number hits my phone
I'm short of breath, I can't help it
I've done everything you've done before
I deserve everything that's happened

cause I used to value honesty, respect; no less
watch me throw it all away girl when you get undressed
panic disorder acting up, I can't claim "no stress"
I hate the person I'm becoming, no I'm not impressed
Like a tight rope, I can't sleep at night; nope.
Even when I tried dope, nothing ever works.
never tried coke, no I never tried snow, even if I did; light a fire in my hearse.
he's a liar, light his pants on fire, you can't trust a word that comes out of his mouth
Motherfucker. I js lost my lighter. I js want my cig, can I borrow a light ?

tight rope (dimple)

prod @ssj5-junk
sfx @bloodcryy
w/ @counterxo
@vasiliy-vershinin    amv w/ russian subs: https://youtu.be/KX9KZBIIhjM?si=XytgSsACm-YcSKH0

@s0lemn
itz Apparent u dont Care wat i go Thru  ,, : [ [-
U aint want me How i . . . how I Want u -/ . :
Do U care at all << ? I Dont Think u want2 , ,. ;+
ima KMS i Do wat I Told uU u ,  , . -

drop 2 Da floor ###,>>On My Soul ,, Lemme fade away ,_ )) 
theres A Knock at My door , , , if its Uu then i shld Stay away , ,, ,
Cut2my Core , ,,|| u Make it Hard 2stay wit Uuu 
drugs in The Pour ,, cut 2my Core ,, Drugs In the Pour . .. ,

@counterxo
I think I need some space, I think I’m paranoid
Stayed 10 toes in my place,
but I’m still making noise
They can’t fuck with my pace,
I had to make a choice
No smile on my face
the fakes make me annoyed

Cause I wasted so much time,
it got outta line,
it felt like a war with you
I’m having to clear my mind, 
took that as a sign that the end was overdue
This can’t knock me off of my grind
Don’t wanna remind myself of what I would do
So I put the past all behind me,
said that im fine
Work too hard to say the truth

But I feel it with my soul
And I still tried, cried again I’m just too far in the hole
And I’m still fried, lied again I’m just trying to hit all my goals
But I’m still tied, still so high from the drugs playing their roles

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on my soul w/ counter [ssj5]

lil track! s/o @jaseybounded 
Lyrics

I don’t wanna talk/ 
get these thoughts up out my head/
Give me mental block/
thinking bout what you said/ 
Going to the top/
I can’t fall off like the rest/
I’ll do this shit my own way/
I’ll say it with my chest/

I see they way she lookin, she like the way I dress/ 
Smoke another ounce, man that shit jus have me stressed/ 
did this shit for years bruh I feel jus like a vet/
They say they really tough, bitch let’s put it to the test/ 

They always talkin down, man I swear they just sum pests/
I’m feeling like an outcast, I might jus be depressed/
I always keep it real bruh, don’t have to get so pressed/
I always fuck it up but, I really try my best/

Outcast (Prod. Jasey)

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