Fuck The Moon

4888
it's everything
      despair
      lust
      hatred
      frustration
      motivation
all there is

wrote this on jupiter

let me put my y ma ask on bitch
and then i wont smell your bullshit
open up your mouth up wide up bitch
and i spit in it on some nascar shit
im a faggot bitch but you must admit
my flag got more colors than my outfit
sucking my dick you a hypocrite
close your mouth or i'll cum in it (lmfao)
i take the phobic out of homophobic leave that bitch just homo
paint my nails rock your shit (i like tiddies too tho)
take your bitch use her tits just to sniff off coco
take her out treat her right i'll send you a photo
i sniff cocaine off her tits! tits! tits! tits!
in your bed i'll take a shit! shit! shit! shit!
i take off her make up and tuck her to sleep
you lost your girl because you're homophobic bitch
and now all you can do is sit wait and weep
don't think she's coming back cuz, she don't like dick
i'll jump on your head 8x

I'LL JUMP ON YA HEAD!!!

I'LL JUMP ON YA HEAD!!! [prod. by abelskittles]

are these tears or is it sweat, i can't seem to catch my breath
and i wake up head unrested musta shared my bed with death
as i go to check my phone i can't decipher what being shown
in the corner there's a crone atleast i didn't wake alone
she points at the little man sitting on my desk
he looks kinda funny with his arms on his chest
he says look out the window **** you're awake
i grab the blinds pull em off reality bre-a=k++*s
first thing in the sky is Jupiter
look at the reflection i see lucifer
4888 birds
fly through the sky as i watch them disperse
there's a blue mist approaching
blue sky blue clouds and misfortune
i try to run. but im bad at dodging
there is no sun. i can feel them watching
i see a patch of poison ivy
i try to run to it but my legs are dying
i know that it would hurt but the mist is prying
it's catching up to me and im tired of trying
i wake up in a puddle of sweat
blue mist surrounding my bed
compulsions come rushing my head
start the day off with my cumbersome dread

feverdreams

feverdreams (prod. YUNG PROD)

https://soundcloud.com/sadocc

bitch you're  toxic with your gossip
but i love it messing up my head
bitch i know you better 
shoulda happened never 
guilty pleasure
sweet but sour treasure 
bitch you're toxic with your gossip
but i love it messing up my head
knock my life off set
moving on not yet
dopamine in dept
with my fears unsaid
(bitch) should know better
better than upset a
vandetta haver
am i going back never
i want a hell bitch don't want a bitch from heaven 
and they gon start shit already see the heading
but im still staying in love with all the playing
me they're craving darling we ain't dating
keep me waiting eachother we are baiting
myself im hating got both of our hearts aching 
bitch you're toxic with your gossip
but i love it messing up my head
knock my life off set
moving on not yet
dopamine in dept
with my fears unsaid

i treated you bad made eachother sad
and yet still im glad to know you bitch
you haunt on my dreams in them you switch teams
never how it seems with you lil bitch
wanna take off your clothes put my knife real close
intentions who know my hand might twitch
won't be careful at all it might be fatal
could be your downfall wanna hurt you bitch

you make me hate breathing why are you always fucking leaving
i know pain is pleasing either kill me or stop fucking teasing
do you have a reason to always come back (or) are you missing
and you love a heathen you wishing these arms you could squeeze in
https://linktr.ee/BitchImBlue

CadmiuM

CadmiuM feat. Saddoc (Prod. by Donnie Katana)

BEAT BY SME
(partially edited by me)

pretty demon with the red hair
evil bitch sharp fangs with no dad there
walking in she a darling make the room stare
snare, bass. with my voice make her tights tear
cult following online yea they praise her
every night i dream of kissing her with a razor
wanna see the blood flow damn what a flavor
it's amazing try it and you'll chase it
and she basic lunar she got phases
tiktok humor she a tumor my head spaces
sometimes she feel cold she got too many faces
perfume like a ghost i'll smell it many places
shawty gon break all the hearts she an animal
but its okay cuz she pretty it's acceptable 
she a hearteater like the song bitch a cannibal 
she don't give a fuck bout no dude you expendable 
succubus bitches man goddamn i love em
i want a hell bitch dont want bitch from heaven
shit is demonic so balance with seven
seven hell bitches on bible read sessions
she's like meru
*yo imma be honest, i lied when i said this shit was a freestyle. i was just too embarased i wrote this shit cuz goddamn it's garbage*
she's like meru

merufreestyle

body shots of codeine off the judges offspring
bad lil bitch she horny suck my dick till morning
lean with no warning drink pour some more in
cat in the coffin die off drugs often
the daughter show me her home oh ight
her mother the judge see me all high
first word that i hear from her oh my
her little princess likes a guy
on top of all things went wrong it's me
remember the day she locked up a fiend
pick me up throwing my hands in the field
putting my foot in the mouth of weak willed
lean twins!
bitch i fucking HATE what the judges do
they don't deserve respect
don't give it straight when they talk to you
they'll stab you in the back
and they get paid with no value too 
all puppets to a master 
use a blade on them push it through 
*fuckinh epic coo transition*
i did lean with the lean twins nasty things with no strings
fuck a judges daughter just to get back uh
true story big things drink too much and get wings
still hung over had to see it through
can't focus on shit purple shit im off it 
intoxicated can't write songs oo
saw a half of hard drink down it cuz i saw fit
slav blood up in me i'm sober too

LEAN TWINS

LEAN_TWINS! (Prod. ShyGuyMadeIt)

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bzzbzzbeep

Honestly when you blocked me i kind of felt happy 
cuz that meant that you still thought about me
after all this time
(after all this time)
and i still think about you too
and i would take abuse over nothing
if it meant that i was getting something from you
yes i'd take anything from you
if it meant that it was coming from you
i'd take anything from you
if it meant that it was coming from you

Comfort Inn Hotel

i see our apple tree i see the rotting apples and i see it losing leaves
i wonder where I've been,  i didn't  see the apples
when they were healthy and green
take a look at my surroundings i look at all the faces, they don't  feel allright around me
im cynical i feel like i am drowning i sink with a smile so they think i look good dying
yet i dont  feel a thing i push away all people and all love that they could bring
self pity is my king i paint myself the man but im hardly such a thing
im held together by strings so i dont fall apart i put on other people's skins
my lies plague all my limbs and as they're just as fake i re-attach them with pins
at night i curse my maker but i see no god so i curse mother nature
and yell about
how i feel made out of paper,  i fall apart in water but i love my liquid braker
traitor
as it comes with me into contact  it leaves me in pieces and evaporates to vapor
yet i dont  feel a thing i push away all people and all love that they could bring
self pity is my king i paint myself the man but im hardly such a thing
im held together by strings so i dont fall apart i put on other people's skins
my lies plague all my limbs and as they're just as fake i re-attach them with pins

Orchard

blcktaaaar [Prod. $kiah]

tonight you called me to ask me if i'll ever forget about you
as long as i'll walk this earth i'll have a badly rolled cigarette for you
the last time i saw you i said i'll smoke this ciggie then im through
pretended like i would see you again but in truth i already knew
now i smoke by myself
i smoke by myself
now i smoke by myself
i smoke by myself
dry tobacco white papers and filters i borrowed from you
and a badly rolled cigarette that i keep saving, it's waiting just for you

badly rolled cigarette (prod.miercoles)

halucinate you skin
my hands on your chin
how could you have done
that to me
after all we been through
all we been through
i wanna be free
from you
after all we been through

vodka before you close

you say baby we can fix this
dont think you know what real love is
it isn't you its me that i miss
you're breaking promise after promise
i don't trust you im not all right
you and your friends could never kill me if you all tried
quetiapine and some wine yeah that just might
call me when you miss me after midnight
find me when im gone
im just a phase that's not long
blind love untill dawn
morning comes on my own
x2

call me when you miss me after midnight
know i shouldn't pick up but i just might
open up my arms you better hold tight
know this isn't love darling not quite
call me when you miss me after midnight x4
you say baby we can fix this
dont think you know what real love is
it isn't you its me that i miss
you're breaking promise after promise
i don't trust you im not all right
you and your friends could never kill me if you all tried
quetiapine and some wine yeah that just might
call me when you miss me after midnight

Camel Blue

my eyes stare at you but im not whats behind
i cannot feel a thing when i look at the sky
tonight i stare into your eyes
and i start to realize
that nothing feels alright
when you are around
nothing feels allright
when you are by my side
god

u.died.in.december

So when the saints go marching in
They won't be singing for your sins
They just hope to Hell you've learned something
Living and breathing

While She Sleeps - Four Walls intro cover

shoe gays

My ears start to ring again
As my room smells like smoke
Once again there's nothing left of me to show.
Break!
Break free
From this hell
Break me free
Break
Break
Break
Break
Fuck

my room is an amphitheatre of deterioration

Bountiful Harvest

https://soundcloud.com/user-4646
https://soundcloud.com/sadocc

Psych Ward Cypher

Psych Ward Cypher Feat. Saddoc, Veselko, Đoski

long story short my therapist told me to release my shit songs so i can get out of my writers block.
i hate this song and i feel like its a deftones parody or maybe that one tiktok kid that made the "as i slit your throat and watch you bleed" song
therefore i am releasing this to assault your eardrums 
LP

therapy assignment

i shoulda kept this one in the drafts tbh its so ass

terrible shit piss song prod. sxzu x erik rottenburg

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