「即便我知道生活會莫名設計出很多花招，讓你覺得灰暗並不是永恆的，但這又有什麼用。」—— 胡遷《漫長的閉眼》

“I know life randomly creates some flukes to make you feel that darkness isn’t eternal, but what use is that?”
          —— Hu Xian, “The Eternal Shut-eye”

Everything I Cherish Easily Disintegrates into Dust at the Lightest Touch

All instruments, vocals, recording, mixing, & mastering by Lounge Act Jam.

Diabolical

They say the one you're waiting for only appears in your dreams, in the soothing embrace of slumber-- the ultimate comfort and release before you awaken each morning to face yet another unknown tomorrow, and so on.

Sunshine After Rain, Lighting Up All My Favorite Spots

I need u (Synth Version)

Fuck This (I'm Outta Here)

A fun cover of a joint off of Jodeci's 1991 album, Forever My Lady 

The X's We Share (Jodeci Cover- Funky Metronome)

Reversed "Terrible Lie" by Nine Inch Nails off his debut, Pretty Hate Machine. Plus a little of my own interpretation. 

Terrible Lie -Nine Inch Nails Reversed-

A tribute to Michael Jackson, one of the greatest performers of all time. Rest in peace MJ, you're in a better place now.

Billie Jean- Beat Box + Baby crying (Michael Jackson Cover)

We all know how a trip feels. This track emulates how I feel while trippy. 

Chronic Intoxication

A rather techno remix of my funk rock track, Chronic Intoxication

Chronic Intoxication Remix

My 2nd take, after I blew my voice out during the 1st take. 

Nirvana-Territorial Pissings (Acoustic Cover)

I've always loved Daniel Johnston's music, and this song is a gem, so I decided to play it since it's easy and I was bored on a Sunday night. 

Walking The Cow (Daniel Johnston Cover)

I was bored a few nights ago, so decided to cover one of my favorite songs. 
You walk down Alameda shuffling your deck of trick cards over everyone
Like some precious only son
Face down, bow to the champion
You walk down Alameda looking at the cracks in the sidewalk, thinking about your friends
How you maintain all them in a constant set of suspense

For your own protection, over their affection
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own 'cos you can't finish what you start

Walk down Alameda brushing off the nightmares you wish could plague me when I'm awake
So now you see your first mistake was thinking that you could relate
For one or two minutes she liked you
But the fix is in

You're all pretension, I never pay attention
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own 'cos you can't finish what you start
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own 'cos you can't finish what you start
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own 'cos you can't finish what you start
Nobody broke your heart
If you're alone, it must be you that wants to be apart

Alameda (Elliott Smith Cover)

Always liked this song, and just happened to be free a few nights ago, so recorded a rough cover. 

I'll fake it through the day with some help
From Johnny Walker Red
And the cold pain behind my eyes
That shoots back through my head

With two tickets torn in half
In a lot with nothing to do
But it's alright 'cause some enchanted night
I'll be with you

Tarot cards and the lines in my hand
Tell me I'm wrong but they're untrue

I got plans for both of us
That involve a trip out of town
To a place I've seen in a magazine
That you left lyin' around

I can't hold my liquor
But I keep a good attitude
'Cause it's alright, some enchanted night
I'll be with you

And though you'd rather see me gone
Than to see there come the day
I'll be waiting for you anyway

Next on the TV's flashing
Blue frames on the wall
It's a comedy from the '70s
With a lead no one recalls

He vanished into oblivion, it's easy to do
And I cried a sea when you talked to me
The day you said we were through

But it's alright, some enchanted night
I'll be with you


Miss Misery-New Moon Version (Elliott Smith Cover)

A slightly cheesy song I wrote about 9 months ago. 

Court a mother shoot the reaper
I don't really get it
Fallen trees will wake the dreamer
I don't really get it
Spotted hand searching for candies
I don't really want it
Sympathy don't come in handy
I don't really want it- No.
Say your goodbyes Head to sleep - No
Please- I don't wanna dream about it- No
Just- No more mercy, mother fucker-go
No more-sad puppy eyes, I don't want it- no more
Though I no longer am addicted
I will keep on waiting
Though I once really resisted
People give up you know?
Hurt myself because I'm lazy
I don't really want to
Help me I'm a helpless baby
I know you don't want to
Chorus
Turn off your TV
Let time flow back to me
Purge me thoroughly
Next time you see I'll be
All you'll ever need
Baby don't you see
I know one day I'll be
All you'll ever need


I Don't Really Get It (Original)

Acoustic version of a shoegaze song I wrote for my band:
The sky was fading like a man on life support
Your dreams are waiting for you to come and abort
In my heart, I wait for someone to appear

I can let you free
I can let you be
The one you dream

In the darkness of my living room there's a light
The light was saying that "close your eyes baby, you'll be fine"
And in my heart, I said, "Fuck this world"

Carry me away
x3

In my heart I'm still living
In my heart I'm still breathing
I know I love you more than I love myself
I do admit I get carried away 

Do I look like I'm joking?
Let's fight tonight, let's fight tomorrow!

In My Heart, I Say Fuck This World (Original)

Throwback to one of my childhood favorites. Haha I just gave away where I grew up but who cares.

Alan Yang's Album

反方向的鐘 The Counter-clockwise Clock (Jay Chou Cover)

For the weekend you stayed home
There’s nowhere for you to roam
Cuz your lithium is running low
And outside is where you’ll fall 

And you could never understand why people are that way
Cuz you’re afraid
And you could never figure out why your love faded
cuz you’re jaded

For the courage we all lack
There’s no way that you’ll call back
leaving fate to play its role
Ignoring your lack of soul

For The Weekend You Stayed Home

MC Heavy A: 
This is MC Heavy A
We’re gonna take you back to 94, West Coast
Let’s get it!

Y’all need to shut the fuck up and hear out my man
MC LOST!

MC Lost:
Who’s gonna stop me
When I ride top speed
80 on the freeway
And they hate me for the relays
Bitch please imma make this bitch screech
And this chink is gonna make your bitch scream
Get cream, get teams and new seams
And if you ever try to fuck with my vehicle
I’ll deepthroat your neck
And I will curbstomp your head
You bitch
Driving faster than Nascar 
You pass out
When MC Lost begins to spit some rap bars
You lash out
When I be on the throne
There’s no games played
Bitches calling for mayday
Riches building in my pockets: it’s payday
No limits to my heydays
Fuck whatever they say
Call me your sensei
Big as the stars, driving my car, my Cadillac
On the way to the club
My natural habitat
You poor now, I rich 
You pour now, you bitch
My only wish is for the stars
Get to see me come this far

Chorus:
Gazing at Starlight, sitting in my Cadillac x4

MC: 
Now allow me to introduce myself
MC Heavy A

MC Heavy A:
I’m straddling shallow vanity 
and old traumatic memories
The rhythm flow just takes me back
To when I locked my bike on a rack 
I’m On my way to the top of the crop 
The beat runs through my veins 
To memory lane 
Of power
On a flower
Helicopter 
Erupter 
Bomb a glider
I’m a fighter 
Of fate and destiny 
Listen to this melody 
Imma produce this bitch
And save the witch 

She’s fucking telescopic 
She read my mind over gin and tonic
We exchanged souls 
And faults and lows
as the starlight gazing
We started blazing
The light on my moped was fading 
She told me she knew magic 
Tho her past was tragic 
The fire’s burning in our eyes
A million fireflies 
I asked her for a Cadillac 
But now I just want her to come back 

Chorus

We’re paralysed 
And burglarized
No place to hide
Just take a ride
my Cadillac
Will take you back 
Just pop a few bars
And reach for the stars

Check out MC Lost and Moobella's Soundcloud profiles!
MC Lost:
https://soundcloud.com/user-500589591
Moobella:
https://soundcloud.com/moobella

Gazing at starlight in my Cadillac (Ft. MC Lost) (Samp. Moobella)

I’ve been thinking of you forever 
Maybe Cupid will string us together 
When the river flows in you 
Imagine a world where you loved yourself 

But it’s keeping me up- this crushing down 
Can I still wear my customary frown?
Got my mind like the moon, strung up on you
Because love is 

Violent
It’s violent

Violent Love

It’s pouring in your chest and pouring on street signs
In the hazy distance i could see you shine
I’m in love
With the way you shine

But I know this love is fleeting
Pointless, nauseating
I hate myself

Shine (Interlude)

Pluto Waits For Nothing

O tell me, what to do
when your father and your mother 
won't allow you to forget
all about 
all the monsters under your bed and in your head
searching for red?

And it's all pointless searching
I guess I'll just succumb to my fate
of being second rate

On and on and on and on and on 
my parents love their idea of me

Idea of Me

Just run, that’s all you know how to do
You know it’s true
Idiot kid
This is why you never get nice things

You drink yourself into a montage of unsent letters with a stamp that’s expired
The burning nectar makes perfect fuel for you to 

Push away

Live Through Spring

When you drink your daily kool aid
Do you sprinkle it with gold flaked paint
Don’t put your trust in a junkyard of false starts- I’m waiting for a bus, been waiting for the bus
No one’s even listening.
But the bus broke down

Just keep playing

Oh hey! do you see me with my guitar on the tiny stage, feeling exposed 
Cuz I’m taking out my insides and laying them out in an empty marketplace 
Just feeding off the vibes of imaginary ears who help me make it through my set 
so I can go home and be alone
And disconnect my brain

Afterparty

All instruments, vocals, mixing, and mastering by Lounge Act Jam

//Lyrics//
*There aren't that many words, listen for yourself lmao

The Sun Shines Over The River

All instruments, vocals, mixing, and mastering by Lounge Act Jam. 

//Lyrics//



I don’t feel right 
I wish I could drift away and out of sight
I cried all night
Anything can kill me I’m without a fight 

When the river flows, when the river flows, I am sad again
When the rain falls on the city I am sad again 
Cause you had left me hanging 
And in my head I’m already hanging

When The River Flows

Cover of "Pitseleh" by Elliott Smith

//LYRICS//
I'll tell you why I
Don't wanna know where you are
I gotta joke I've been dying to tell you
Silent kid is looking
Down the barrel
To make the noise that I kept so quiet
Kept it from you, Pitseleh

I'm not what's missing
From your life now
I could never be the puzzle pieces
They say that God makes problems
Just to see what you can stand
Before you do as the Devil pleases
Give up the thing you love

But no one deserves it

The first time I saw you
I knew it would never last
I'm not half what I wish I was
I'm so angry
I don't think it'll ever pass
And I was bad news for you just because
I never meant to hurt you

Pitseleh (Elliott Smith Cover)

I never find out till it's over
that is good, i don't have to fight.

That is all well and good (for a zero like me)

Lord take me, take me up today
lord take me, take me out of this place.

It will all be well and good (for a zero like me)

All Well and Good

let me be the one you want me to be
just some kid floating on vanity

Let Me Be The One You Want Me To Be

all instruments by Lounge Act Jam
lyrics:
Bobby was a young boy waiting for the sun to shine over his river
but the overcast winters of Taipei city kept Bobby locked up and fucked up.
Bobby thought, that's alright-
It's all love and there's only good intentions, right?
Bobby took a hit x3
again and again and again and again and again and make it stop yeah

Bobby never frowns
Bobby never frowns(when they are around)
Bobby never frowns (when you are around)
Bobby never frowns (when i am around)

Bobby Never Frowns

something i wrote in 2016, re-recorded in October
//lyrics//
Seeping it through the ground, o my dear please don’t fret
I won’t make another sound, if your heart is set
Don’t try to rewind, my feelings have resigned
I don’t even mind, if you would be so kind

CHORUS:
Don’t try to piece my soul together
It has been shattered forever
You don’t have to tell me you love me- it doesn't matter
I’ll anguish for eternity

Living life of the mind, there’s happiness you’ll find
Leave your luggage behind, body and soul intertwined
I wish I could fly- like you do in the sky
I will do my best- not to let you in on this mess

Cave In (2016 version, rerecorded)

refrain of "Cave in"
Seeping it through the ground, o my dear please don’t fret
I won’t make another sound, if your heart is set
Don’t try to rewind, my feelings have resigned
I don’t even mind, if you would be so kind

CHORUS:
Don’t try to piece my soul together
It has been shattered forever
You don’t have to tell me you love me- it doesn't matter
I’ll anguish for eternity

Living life of the mind, there’s happiness you’ll find
Leave your luggage behind, body and soul intertwined
I wish I could fly- like you do in the sky
I will do my best- not to let you in on this mess

Cave In (alternate version)

Sometimes you get stepped all over, but if you're like me you do nothing more than whine and make passive aggressive songs

Self Pity (Instrumental)

Big Blue (Prelude)

All vocals, instruments, and mixing by Lounge Act Jam

Sitting Back, Waiting For Nothing

An instrumental track in tribute to my home country!

La Ilha Formosa (寶島福爾摩沙)

A mandarin song I wrote last summer: 

好想把天上的太陽送給妳
腳下的城市卻把我困在這裡
鬼魂在我心裡揮之不去
路上的方向卻一直指向妳

又夢到妳
好想把腦中的回憶全部刪去

好想把心裡的感受送給妳
頭上烏雲一直讓我喘不過氣
游過一片一片春天的大海
夢裡依然都是妳銷魂的愛

城市憂曲 (demo)

A track for guitar players and appreciators

Everything Here is Mechanical (Instrumental)

A short reimagining of one of my favorite songs

直直去 (盪在空中 cover)

靠北靠爸一族之歌

An improv cover of “The Enemy is You” by Elliott Smith

The Enemy is You (One Take Cover)

Ray of Sunshine

Numb, I’m so numb 

Still in the same deep water, getting wetter 
Cause nothing ever gets better 
Everyone around me looking for gold (there is no gold)
But the game is getting old
(And so am I) 
The fuckers I grew up with, their words struck like thunder 
But I’m sure they’ll all love me, when I’m six feet under 
Cuz that’s how it works, I know it and you know it 

Numb, I’m so numb 

Cause I don’t feel a thing 
I don’t feel a thing 
I don’t feel a thing
I don’t feel a fuckin thing 
All the tragedies around me happening 
Like refugees and all the wars and poverty 
But I don’t feel a thing 
All I feel is that I’m a piece of shit 
Floating on kool aid, waiting to get lit
Like I always do every night (yeah you bet) 
Binge drinking in my own bed 
Wiping demons outta my head 
If I had a needle filled with lead
I would do it right now just to end this dread

Cuz that be how I roll, I know it and you know it

so numb

All instruments, vocals, and production by Lounge Act Jam

An abstract documentation of my gradual and continual decline. All instruments are played by Rutadel except when noted.

Check out my band: https://soundcloud.com/repeatedive

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