sometimes i wish i could gatekeep love-sadKiD’s music but at the same time, they need to be heard by more people

Music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nex9EBEuJgA

Lyrics:
Top off my tank with some high octane
No way to stop this flame
hop off the hype train
now I'm on track, make my getaway
haven’t held my head so elevated since like hella days
anyway 
I go off on a tangent when I vent what's on my mental
I think I must be destined the pen is what I am meant for
headed for the summit or maybe somewhere above it
I do it for the buzz, nah I do it cause I love it uh

and this might seem nothing much at all, 
but I can’t afford to stall, after all I took it this far so
don’t bother if you think you wanna stop me
watch me, isn’t it obvious I’m a hot MC
empty stomach how I’m hungry for that hundred 
percent, I’m never content, I never regret
a single second that I spent getting closer to perfection
doing what I can so I can hone my self direction 

I’m out here and I'm bout to get it right
I’m working by the day and I’m grinding by the night
I might just write another verse about the come up
and if I keep it up I could be done before the sun up
Wassup to everybody 
I'm here, I know I'm ready
Let's cut with all the bullshit
I don't have time for any
Every moment matters 
I'd rather be planning than passing the time doing jack shit, 
and that's it 

Hope everybody from the bay is watching
codes got that hotter than the summer flow
whack brothers don’t got a thing on me
honestly you all don’t even come close
Back to the board when I be deep in thought
if it wasn’t really clear, I don’t sleep a lot
I've got it under control, cause I’m still trying to light some
dynamite, and I might just blow
 so underrated I think I should make it I’m taking the rules and I’m aiming to break ‘em
Impatient as hell but I’m saying I got it 
I’m just being honest I spit what I want and I’m gone

And then I get back on, 
take a second to step back and better my songs 
if I don’t get it right, then it’s back to square one
when I’m writing I put the rest of my life on pause
the devil's in the details for those who pay attention
I’m going for the gold, not some honorable mention
(hook)
When I’m feeling the vibe I'm like that’s it
When the stars are aligned, I’m like that’s it 
With my feet on the ground, I’m gonna let it all out
I’m just thinking aloud, really that’s it

I’m just trying to turn my status into classic
I just wanna make cool stuff like it’s a habit 
Turtle-type speed and these rappers like rabbits
but remember who won that race? ok that’s it

That's It

@atlas
@miraa on the beat
@joncraps on the mixing and editing

why do i sound like a dude that just needs a hug
why am i so unscrewed why does dude need a lug
i guess that's what happens when you're betrayed by people you love
emotions under the rug
gettin' good at that, gettin' way too good at that 
i just bottle shit up 
like my favorite cognac, yo fuck that
hold me back, mic me up
yo let me flow this wack ass shit i wrote 
and recently, my mental is so iraq
i've trippin' for several seasons
tip-toein' and avoidin' all these lego pieces
metaphorically, of course, but Atlas
tell me where i belong in this almanac
like, my girlfriend fuckin' hates me, my dad doesn't talk to me yo
i've been gettin' lost in like all of the sauce in the bowl but
yo i don't know whats up with that

shits bad but it'll only feel worse 
when your stuck inside focusin' on nothin' but your curses
gotta find a way to break the negativity 
cuz life is fuckin' tough but your tougher you gotta just believe it
shits bad and it'll never hurt less
if you're layin here obsessin over everything your stressin' about 
gotta find a method to break the cycle
gotta find a method to break the cycle, before it eats you alive

why do i plug a message in every song that only you could possibly understand 
and the worst part is you don't listen to them
and i know you already moved on and that's what's killin' me 
actually, it's how you did it so seemlessly yo
you know i dont even feel like an artist anymore
it's like at best im a fuckin' comformist with just my thoughts on record
i think this life is just a type-o
i've been feelin' mad psycho yo you gotta break that cycle phe 
but honestly dawg, i don't think it's even up to me
and if it was, i don't know what i would change
it's just, it fucks with me yo 
and i really wanted to end on a positive note but
but it's gettin hard like when i'm constantly hit with these monsterous blows
it's so monotonous and slow and, shitty
and i truly don't know what's up with that

shits bad but it'll only feel worse 
when your stuck inside focusin' on nothin' but your curses
gotta find a way to break the negativity 
cuz life is fuckin' tough but your tougher you gotta just believe it
shits bad and it'll never hurt less
if you're layin here obsessin over everything your stressin' about 
gotta find a method to break the cycle
gotta find a method to break the cycle, before it eats you alive

break the cycle w/ atlas (prod. miraa)

Take a trip without the drugs, that's a race to the bottom.

Produced and Mixed by @ibr

Art by me

Lyrics:

Whoever said a plane could solve any problems
I'll spin a hundred thousand miles drinking straight from the bottle
Before I load up on a tin can with wings for the slalom
And a take a trip without the drugs, that's a race to the bottom, yeah
Can you keep a secret code, I got messages with hoes
I ain't talking to my bros, don't bother
Cause they got women of they own, never thought that we'd be grown,
Saw some shoes I didn't own so I bought em
Yeah that's the life that I've been living lately
Centerfolds and kissing babies
Gone a dozen days 'fore they wonder if I'm missing maybe
Been trynna remember what my purpose is, it's getting hazy
I don't wanna feel like I'm alone so I need my lady
And she wanna feel like she's all mine
But I'm probably the worst when not online
So hit me what your subtweets I'll be fine
If I'm running bet it's always towards your mind


Summers like an open door, but I don't wanna walk through it
Got a lotta thoughts in your head, but you don't wanna talk through it


I can't afford no emotional discretion
If i open up my soul don't go firing no weapons
I been running on this coal like the fire was a blessing
But I still burned my feet on the ashes
Patches got the raps, but lately I been singing more
Ever since i met that little maverick, I'm swinging more
Catch me on that high beam, put me on your wide screen,
I forgot to bring the chords
So maybe we can disconnect to reconnect, reconfigure routers
Have an intellect and intersect our thoughts without the power
Like a revolution, recomputing factors i'm a spacious student
Got a lot of room to improve but I space and a lose it
Start an ageless movement, 
Motivate some kids who way too young to try and face the music
Contradicting, selfless, prudent, arrogant,
Bordering on alcoholic, parents went
They separate ways so I don't know what marriage is, 
I wear my flaws

Spotify

Race To The Bottom || prod. by ibrahim

Sick prod. by https://soundcloud.com/xmittens
mixed by me

Naturally prod. by https://soundcloud.com/ntourageephekt
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/teeawgo
mixed by me

Lyrics:

I'm sick of rappers
My note pad been takin prophylactics
I'm sick of acting
Opaque as if nothing really matters
I'm sick of asking 
if i went what would've happened
Convinced it ain't worth the hassle
Like I'll just land in my castle right? 
I'm sick of bad advice and won't take my own
I sit up afternight with pads and write these neat little poems
Get each of the moments to sit tight so they have a nice home
I'm sick of actin like home is a place that I've never known
Cuz all along... mom and dad just want me to grow
And i didn't know it at the time but see they know that you won't (that's real)
See, we the type of folk that got a different kind of dialect
I promise when you find this you'll sub track like minuses
Can you find a sec to like this shit
I'm chillin with Midas while the pious poppin percocets
Or at least the so-called, self titled, hell's rivals
The sickening faux cause, to say they know god, but never upheld the Bible

Lookin for good looks
Got none now they bookin
Lookin good to a non believer though 
These demons is shooken
I felt crooked
Got better posture now
Posted up and boxed em out
See most of yall act hopeless or walk around with ya pockets out
I'm sick of the sadness
Sick of throwin away my assets
Sick of leaving my happiness up to someone else's actions
Cuz that shit got me to the lowest lows I've ever felt
And now I'm higher than ever because i learned to know myself
And i love that dude
But i used to say fuck that dude
Cuz i was that dude
Just always doin nothing new
So i tried to switch a bit
Change it up and get rid of it
I used to be sick of myself until i just got sick of it 
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I kept the bars rationed, now i got strep throat
I was dreaming bout the top my homie told me let's go
We went to Colorado and climbed a couple of mountains
After driving for hours shit rejuvenated my prowess
Nature's got powers, and i believe that fully
Came in contact with her out there and this is what she said to me
If you pushing I'm pulling
Aint got no time for no fooling
All of your scars are like gullies
To show you what you're enduring
You're weathered but you're still doing
Now you can tell them your stories 
You got the strength to keep going
And that outweighs all your worries 
I mean this waters the healing component shouts out to Mick
It breaks you down to rebuild you so you can say you have lived
Like i am here
And i am this
I am that which exists
I am cemented in time
And i embrace the abyss 
I live my life through these rhymes, lines, the scribbles and scripts
I tend to shine when the vibes right, and that's how it is, shit

[THIAGO]

It's about that time
The rays intersect with the dial
Yeah I'm sunnin em like, RA
Blessed be the child 
Inhaling breath of the wild when the rules high
Breakin parameters we shatter what they call the blue sky
Nothin is funny but, way too many lols in conversations
Speakin with god, way too many lulls in conversations
My chalice is never half full but half vacant
You saw, so don't get chained when you adjacent
I don't play games, not for em like fraggednation
Those who make the most moves tend to lack patience
Wanting to make a splash
What am i wading in the water for?
Hesitant order, tell the waiter let the water pour
Twirl my straw round and get seasick
Don't see the big pitcher, i see each sip
With each scripture written, i break it down to the prefix
It's in my double helix
Naturally

Sick || Naturally, feat. THIAGO

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Cr97jBQRlwlAO8AMQs14A?si=5MvL592JQLW2e_iN4mY2Cg
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/elegance-feat-ryce-cloud-mac-bluknight-single/1434571553

merry christmas lol 
(also thank you all for 100k on this!)

produced by me & bluknight
https://soundcloud.com/bbluknight
feat. RYCE & Cloud Mac
https://soundcloud.com/noeldac, https://soundcloud.com/CloudMacX
mixed by halberd
https://soundcloud.com/polearm
mastered by me


cover art by https://twitter.com/stkales

Elegance

GRAM

elegance (w/ RYCE, Cloud Mac & bluknight)

Stream the song on spotify! <3
[ https://open.spotify.com/track/2KNM2nMH266bN0y7l7eJAB?si=V3g8OkOhQ0GPBdYOa8z-8w ]

credits/ty for the beat/follow @mtdrei

photo taken by me :p

idk if im suppose to actually write stuff here anymore but ay first track for me in 2018. free dl 

trying to find other stuff to rap about kinda hard lol but i had fun messing with this. 

ty for 200 can yall get me to 300 though? 👀
~stay healthy <3

3/13/18 edit: YO WTF GUYS THANKS FOR THE 10K ILYSM ILL TRY TO PUT MORE STUFF OUT <3

[lyrics]
Thought i had some wings, but I aint never fly right
I be running, stumblin for change
Go ahead giiirl do yo thang, i support dont need that brain
Tie my hair and then braid it up
Spending money like my bread is up
Buy a lotto ticket win them bucks
Dont need that luck, dont need that luck, you know yeah
You just wanna be with me like bullets to a soldier 
music got my soul up
Driving like i stole it
there in an instant 
Ramen noodle minutes 
Asking me “When you come and kick it?”
Well I feel so damn different
Im in this for more than a minute 
Im grooving and zooming
But minding my business
Inside a prius so you cant hear us
Thats okay we dont need to interact
I be everywhere concrete or crack
Workflow all day
Im grinding , grinding ask me where you find it, find it? X2
2018 care about yourself
Dont worry bout them cuttin ties
You do you and they'll watch you fly
They come back like a bunch of flies
They smell that you the shit
Call it manure maneuvers 
dont fuck with them old things, unless you a cougar 
Then come on and pounce 
Yo lo hago todo (ill do it all)
Living in the lodo (living in the mud)
This my fe (this is my faith)
My mente never let rest (my mind never let me rest)
And yes This is me in my doubt 
Imagine me when i b out
Liberated im my oown now
Actually idk ive been stuck for so daaamn long
What i gotta do to get thru this
gotta switch the flow
ooh yeah

wings [prod mt. drei]

Heyo! Constellations II has been postponed until Feb 3rd to be sure it's the best Constellations it can be! As an apology here's Leaf, with art by @bubblegumsuccubus produced by @kastrosplace and mixed by @halberd-3000

After all we've been through, I didn't think that you would leaf me...

Leaf (prod. Ka$tro)

mix and master: me
prod: @konteks
cover art: @itsbubblegum
youtube: youtu.be/O1vzpz1SfIM

So this song is not about a girl, but about the holy spirit. (ew ryce is religious) I know I know just hear me out. It felt like I didn't write this song, like a higher force did. You guys can relate to the song in anyway you want, this was just my inspiration for it. 
This is one of the few times that I truly had a lot fun writing and recording a song. I hope you guys enjoy this song as much as I did making it. 
(P.S. elias is a nugget)
(P.S. afternoon is a bigger nugget)

yo i suck at fortnite frfr, if you got this low put your username in the comments so we can play, i need dat practice

Spells

TRACK OFF OF DREAM EASY EPHEMERAL TAPE WHICH IS OUT NOW >>> https://soundcloud.com/dreameasycollective/ephemeral
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prod. by https://soundcloud.com/saysooo
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/ibr
cover art by https://soundcloud.com/biskwiq

this song is just a cheesy little reminder to know not everything is bad as it may seem, thank you for all the support guys it means the world to me. 

NICE COLORS OUT MAY 17TH

Lyrics:

Today i failed a test
I didn't take it in the first place though
Cuz my alarm didn't go off for class
Or maybe it did, but i slept through all 4 of them.. i guess?
I mean that doesn't seem likely
Whatever though i guess it's behind me
This one girl said that she dont like me
I was like aight b
Then went back to sippin my tea
Today i spilt milk on my keyboard
Had me feelin... kinda like Eeyore
But then i remembered there's no sense
... in crying over spilled milk so i raised my chin!
I went and poured another glass in suspensssse
Tip toed it back to my desk and then i spilt it again
(Fuck!)

But whateveeeeer
That's what i always say
That's what i always say
That's what i alway-
Whateveeeeer

It's my choice ima love my day
Won't let no thing get in my way
When the rain starts pourin ima be unphased
I feel nice, feel light, feel good feel great cuz
I know it's gonna be okay
When everything's going sour i just use my tastes
Because i like sour foods and that's okay
Hey
It's gonna be okay

So whateveeeeer
That's what i always say
That's what i always say
That's what i alway-
Whateveeeeer

w/e (prod. by sayso !)

Merry Christmas from the HOTH family to you!

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1HU6Hc4bDctVYuSmotcVZ4?si=DRHxzkpdSxOtxj88Qup3WA
lyrics: https://genius.com/House-on-the-hill-hothmas-lyrics

vocalists:
@teeawgo
@zamirraps
@marcthepoet

produced by:
@masked-man-peace

art:
@zamirraps

HOTHMAS

thank you all so much for almost 500 followers. here's zzz 2 <3

tracklist:

I. dreams (prod @mt_fujitive)
II. cold (prod @hurlumdk)
III. tired [featuring @oddyssi] (prod @orangesodabandit)
IV. again (prod @mental)
V. moonlit lake (prod @juniordbeats)

thank you all so much. I have tons planned for 2019, and I hope you all enjoy<3, sweet dreams.

zzz. 2 [full ep]

Call me James now !
Still teaching the world how to love
art by @stkales

Leaf (prod. Ka$tro)

love-sadKiD

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