realize +mental (maknae & sense)

feat @0arid n @angelicxmei
prod @neohnq & @012207
mastered by @chriad
ty 4 1.5k im not stopping anytime soon :D #gogogo

lyrics :
@whyhaze
i’ve been off the pills n they got me losing focus
tell me is it real is it your hand that im holding
all these scars on my body i didn’t want u to notice 
girl u leave me hopeless 
toying with my feelings & you know it

almost had it right there
don’t know why im trying 
look me in my eyes i got a feeling that ur lying
i thought it was right but ig it’s bad timing 
so long.. it felt so wrong
but i had to say goodbye

ik u dont want it either i can see it in ur face
counting big bankk
but i still can’t replicate 
i was thinking ab buying u a diamond ring
i can feel my dreams dying 
i hope it’s not getting tiring

@0arid
all the words on ur fingertips
i just wanna make a final wish
to be as one
i know its harder wen ur gone
u ask me if i like that i dont even know
i dont wanna be here wanna stay home
but i dont wanna be alone
i guess ill do it on my own

@angelicxmei
i cant never get it right
i guess theres no one by my side...
i took pills like twice
what is going on idkkk
put a bullet to my heart
make it hollow
getting closer to the end
and i thought you would follow
does it all really make sense
i be going backwards
i cant never progress
never again
i think ive lost my way...

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so wrong w/ arid & angelicxmei (neohn & baz)

prod: @1altr & @loveismisery
mixed: @1altr & @1vacy

Lyrics

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

君の顔を見ながら
体ふるっていた
今は淵に沈んでいる
心は痛すぎる

僕らの愛はがせだったもんわ
逃げたいけど、いつもi cant stop
falling in love with you
i dont know what to do
目を見ると俺の意志は鈍る

@1vacy
Its over, done for, call it...
take my heart until it all ends...
played my part made me feel nauseous..
tore me down, knock me unconscious..

talk shit... constant-ly making me feel sick

toxic... constant-ly making me feel sick

you leave me nothing i know
tun back on me my eyes closed...

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

care

altr & vacy - care (altr + kyoa)

prod me

@domerrz

art - https://www.instagram.com/5555555555/

all these racks up on the table
dig my grave a cradle
yeahh u call me the worst
blood is seepin thru my shirt
and i cant pinpoint where it hurts
i like ya company
but what u want from me
what do i got that u want
these problems weighin a ton
but they dissolve on my tongue
i do what i can to cope
until im comatose
until im crippled over
im goin coast 2 coast
see u in da layover 👋
say that u know me
theres no us
girl, idk ya. . .
late nights; paranoia
i cant be there for ya
put it on the line
for one last time
i got a flight
so make up ur mindd

comatose ft dom

@whyhaze
@prodkirian
@ripwarheart

[arid]
bc it feels like the last time idrc ab it
i dont wanna think rn yea my memories clouded
u told u would hit me but i rlly doubt it
u told me youd leave me yea go right ahead
i dont need u on the right hand
i feel it killing me am i dead
its all ok lay on my shoulder
i dont think u wanted me had to take it slower

[whyhaze]
take it slower
take ur time girl
i'll give u the whole world just stay by my side yaa 
she wanna feel my body
only mine only mine
ur the one one i want with me
when i lay awake at night 
pain in my chest sometimes i feel like im not enough
sit and wait for ur response
girl u got me feeling rough
feels like the last time
u said i didnt care enough
little do u know u rly tear me tear me up
last night
u opened up told me ur tired
that time works against us
im still behind u if u need me
if u got me i got u

slower w/ whyhaze [kirian + warheart + riki]

like a cryogenic heart imma freeze until im dead
i was crazy from the start from the very words u said
so you thought itd be so different but we messed it up again
can i give u all my trust can i let u in my head

push me to the edge
i dont know how much more i can take of this
u took a knife right to my heart then u drove it in
then u drove it in again 
is it over yet?
i aint askin this again

ever since u left
i been struggling so hard
hard to catch my breath
ur the only thing i want
left me on the steps
i would crawl unto my knees 
would u go that far for me i dont think u woukd

give my heart a rest
or would u rip it out instead
u been coming less
i cant imagine what i said
girl u hold me up
i been hanging by a thread

is it over yet? (decago + kirian)

@ilymay
@spiritblossom
@shoiyi

[coldspades]
i met you at the wrong place at the right time
i cant deal with all my thoughts in the night time
i could never lie to you cause its not right
i just wanna be together in the next life
x2

baby can you tell me if we’re really something
every time i start to feel say its nothing
said you wanna be alone but you’re bluffing
maybe thats just what i get for being trusting
and i dont know why
you say the things you say
i need you right now
so tell me that we’ll be okay

[may]
dont wna believe it 
take it or leave it
i can say the words
but u don’t wna hear it
so maybe im js bound to u 
keep coming back no matter what i do 
tears on my face girl i cried for u
and u broke my heart but didnt mean to 
yeah i guess i js wasnt meant for u 
it was the wrong place at the right time

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next life ft. may (spirit & shoiyi)

can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside
can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside

wake up new day but i feel the same pain
your memories still stuck up in my brain
and its okay now i won't cry
and its okay now i won't cry because
wasted so many tears I don't care about you anymore
you left my heart shattered on the mafuckin floor
and it hurt so bad I thought you was the one
i don't look back and I hate you to the core
i'm on the grind with my bros we stacking them bands
JAL bitch i take a flight i'm in japan
catch me out in tokyo shopping animate
bro i spent like hundred racks on the brand new rem

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feelings inside (tores + wasterr)

ty @jonsve @victxrw <3
finally new music yayyy
also thank you guys sm for 1k ❤️

me:
you know js what u mean to me
n when ur not around i cannot fall asleep
i cant function when ur not around
m- me and u 2gethr swear our souls are bound
yea i flatline 
for the last time
time and time again i would give u my all
time and time again swear im taking the fall
(me n u 2gether swear our souls are bound)
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

@jonsve
this can't resolve anymore
you just walk out of the door, the door, the door
and after turns to before
and i keep coming back for more, for more

baby can you hear my heartbeat, so fast?
i can feel our hearts meet, again
i've been hurting from a heartbleed, so bad
don't you give up on me, again and again
do you think you'll ever call me, right back
relapse into my arms please, so sad
play right into the cards please, i can't 
cause i never draw the hearts i need, again and again

@victxrw
ill do it over again
everything you said is going straight to my head
can we still be friends
tell me that well never end
well never end
just feel alive thats what they always say
and ill be fine aslong as ur okay
i dont feel safe i wanna run away
i dont feel safe can u hold me in ur arms
its all surreal
i need more than medicine js to heal
i need u to love me how u did
like way back when
like way back then
never never thought i'd be
never thought i'd be
so weak so
so weakkk
and im begging 
begging you please
leave me beee

me again
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

ty for listening!!

need u +jons & victxrw (yandere)

@lifegiverr @decago

don't worry about me , i'll be fine 
know the pain in your heart , will subside 
put your head on my shoulder , its ok to cry 
you don't have to hold it all inside
don't worry about me , i'll be fine 
know the pain in your heart , will subside 
put your head on my shoulder , its ok to cry 
you don't have to hold it all inside

subside + life (hartfxlt decago)

weightless sins flip in midair like a coin without a face
catty-cornered fate, i embrace my fall from grace
embrazened trails, i leave no trace
i-i drown my ego to exonerate
propofol barely had the grit to sift through
all i did to deserve what i’ve been through
shelter my heart from pain like an igloo
vagus nerve telling me i shouldn’t miss you
solitary truths reveal my fragile state
only to myself have i - have i misbehaved
captive carnage leads to rudimentary escape
take me far away from that evil sullen place
i belong with all the extras,
i don’t need a name
i wish i could go away 
i don’t need a face 
intoxicated shame,
who will take the final blame?
exonerate your fate,
drown your ego in the bay
suffering with nothing to show for it
sacrificial lamb alone in obedience
in my solemnity, i’m vulnerable
to sacrilegious thorns 
wish that i could be reborn
i make myself a plate from the fruitless tree of life
i’ll sacrifice my wings right when pigs learn how to fly
i’m drinking holy water just so i survive the night
they ask me how i do the things that they just can’t get right
in the kudzu i have found my final resting place
they say i’m a bitch, 
well, that’s just my resting face
i don’t feel like fighting over things you never say
i won’t try to fix it i’ll get out of my own way
mercurial doom
pray to merciful moon
played like a fool
your tricks are see-through
cheshire smiles just to fade emotions
emotionless, but still drowning in oceans
propofol barely had the grit to sift through
all i did to deserve what i’ve been through
shelter my heart from pain like an igloo
vagus nerve telling me i shouldn’t miss you
but old habits die hard
without you, i’m half a heart

altr & vacy - care (altr + kyoa)

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