the hell i made myself

The Story Of Project Black

(intro)

(chours)
Run away from me, I’ll love you until you’re gone, until you’re gone, until you’re gone, so don’t run away from
me! I feel you tryna run away, I just wanted to know if you wanted to stay,
so don’t run away and don’t run away, I’ll be in love with you until your hair 
turns grey. 
(verse)
You said our love wasn’t worth it why would you say 
that, I used to love talking to you now you’re always mad. It’s me and you in 

this space so don’t be scared of me, cause I
remember how we used to be, now it seems like you don’t love me. Just keep me close and don’t forget about me
were intertwined its just you and i , i just wanna to see both parricides
(verse 2)

me and you got into a fight than you had to leave when you are not by side 
it really hard to sleep
i can keep on thinking about you. your  nice skin on my teeth
it something beautiful i need.

(verse3)
you see our love isn't perfect but i want be with you

 i just love how you talk and how you look at me two
i think i like you i think im in love with you
i love your black hair and your stupide laugh to

(verse4)

cover your neck with hickeys as i suck on your blood i would say that i love you just to feel your fucking touch

i just wanted to be with you but this is forbidden love
so hold me close before i die i might forget about us

as i touch your pale skin i rember how it feels to be in love than my
adrenaline  thrills i put my hand in your black hair rub your agnest my chest and tell you that i love you

YOUR ONLY MINEE
(CHORSE)
Run away from me, I’ll love you until you’re gone, until you’re gone, until you’re gone, so don’t run away from
me! I feel you tryna run away, I just wanted to know if you wanted to stay,
so don’t run away and don’t run away, I’ll be in love with you until your hair 
turns grey. 
(outro)
i keep on loving you intel your hair turns grey

it my bday tmr so plz stream it

infatuation

prod @odihu i help mix and master
ft @blurxy

desmi chan

Closer w/ mesmerizing

do you want to fall in love 
you seem like you want to be loved
im sorry i cant give you up
do you want to be in love 
or do you want drugs
cut my skin open to see all of there blood
 i slam my head  on the wall blame it on fucking withdraws
cause i hate you 

 i want see you bleed 
it be the prettys thing 
i want kill you
do you want die before you 18
i want find you seem
like  your not scared of me
tell me do you want to live before your 17
i want find you but god knows i probby kill you

god knows fucking going hurt you 
i slim you from fucking limb spread your blood all over the floor
 god knows he cant save u from me

see i just want love you
but you make it hard
but i need kill you
why dont you die for me and watch you bleed i make sure nobody comes find you 
i make sure your scared i make sure nobody finds you there dont worry
i be right here
as i cut off your skin and watch you cry for help
it the most prettys thing i have ever seen

do you wannt to fall in love
cuz i will find you 
i promise i will find you
outtro
screaming...

do you want to fall in love?

i swear i will come and find you!
blood on the walls it seems like your scared of me
i thought i was only thing you need
but it was a lie
why did u lie!
im so anger  i might come find you, gods knows i really hate you
so i will find you
i really hate youuu
i knew you never change
 i knew you stay the same
but what we had was real love 2x
you said you got nine lives why dont you just cut yourself let it bleed out 2x you got nine lives why dont you just cut yourself or are  u scared of hell

dont be scared of it i knew you love me to 
i know i hate you forever 

but everything 2x

1234
do you love yourself or do you hate yourself 
bc what we had was real love2x

i hope you know this that i acc like you
and now u find someone else.

What We Had Was Real

so dont be afraid 
i be there with you
are scared of me
cause im in love with you
im going haunt you
no nobody will find you
odhiu part idk guys.....

i will find haunt you
do you even love meee
cause ik i can love you
maybe i can fill you
i just need you
cause  i really love 
i just really miss you
i just wanna kiss
i just wanna know 
i wanna fix you
but you dont love me
so i kill you 
only god will see

I Wanna Haunt You Love w/odihu

such a dumb whore

prod @odihu

make sure you hide your friends and make sure you run away
the spooky season is coming so make sure you stay away everybody has a costume on tonight going be beautiful day so dont be scared of me 
its Halloween
you run away in the house so i cant not find you 
you had a smell of a beautiful queen 
i think might need to hurt you and kill you
cause i dont want see you crying to me

make sure you hide your friends and make sure you run away
the spooky season is coming so make sure you stay away everybody has a costume on tonight going be beautiful day so dont be scared of me 
its Halloween
but will find me cause i will come find you
smell you trying to get away from me
and now i have to fucking come and kill you
why do you make this so difficult for me
take your blood all over the floor god knows i hate you  fucking more
blood all over the fucking floor you make god so difficult for me
why do you make it so fucking difficult
you had blood all over the walls i dont know what to do 

make sure you hide your friends and make sure you run away
the spooky season is coming so make sure you stay away everybody has a costume on tonight going be beautiful day so dont be scared of me 
its Halloween
im sorry if im weird i been following you
i want kiss you to i want to devour you
you said u hated me but im in love with you
i have a obsession with pretty girls that look like you

make sure you hide your friends and make sure you run away
the spooky season is coming so make sure you stay away everybody has a costume on tonight going be beautiful day so dont be scared of me 
its Halloween

Make Sure You Hide

@thisismyreality

i see your mirors on the wall 
i wonder if u need me 
do you need my love bc i feel you watching
i feel you stalking me i feel you neediing 
i feel you feasting for me 
do you like stalking me bc i feel someone watching me and im scared u going leave me
im in love with my stalker
she follows me she watchs what i do online 
she such pretty stalker i need her  she my little stalker i really need her
she watching  me from miles away i hope she will always stay she my stalker she my stalker she watches me  from miles away i hope she watches me well i bath

do you like stalking me bc i feel someone watching me and im scared u going leave me
im in love with my stalker

you do stuff for me you do the stuff i couldnt bear you are my little stalker 

my lover i found one for meee

do you like stalking me bc i feel someone watching me and im scared u going leave me
im in love with my stalker
she follows me she watchs what i do online 
she such pretty stalker i need her  she my little stalker i really need her

Alien Stalker

prod @alphieafterlife

lovecupid
she was the girl i met in winter 
she had pretty black hair
she was cold as the winter
she knew god could not save her
how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad

you said your life going bad way well i believe you
just look at yourself 
we both know you need your mental heath
you so fucking degusting
i know i cant help you
just look at me and look at you two broken parallels 


how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad



alphie

im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak

girl i met in winter w/ alphie

@odihu PROD


i fucking hate your guts  i want to see you dead
the pretty's girl in the world doesn't seem so dead
yuh i hate you yuh i love you 
that bs you said
it kinda ironic that i really want to see you dead

i hate your promises it all bull shit ig im dumb asf to believe some dumb ass bitch yea im stupid im stupid to believe you ig it some dumb shit i do

you said loving you wouldn't be the same how about you just 
put a bullet in my brain
you love 2x it all the same
ig im dumb asf to think you give me your brain

i wouldn't want fucking see you cry
you got me ploting in my own fucking demise
i hate you 2x
so much you always love to see me down well i fucking cry
it funny that you hate 
bc everything i say would blow your mind
is it crazy that you love me
ig everything say was a fucking lie

you said loving you wouldn't be the same how about you just 
put a bullet in my brain
you love 2x it all the same
ig im dumb asf to think you give me your brain

i hate ur guts

PROD @adewww

hold my hand unitl i die do you like the  sound of  suicide
do you like the idea of dying inside
i dont feel alive
crave your name in my chest tell me im the only one
would you like the idea of falling in love 
cause your the only one
you fall in love with someone else
just tell me im i better than anyone else

do you the idea of falling in love ?
just tell me that you need me 
i always been in love
i have a question for you 
plz don fucking pick and choose
just tell me if you are   in love with me
why do you look so scared of me
you cut yourself and watch yourself bleed
it was the most degusting thing i ever seen
you never ever love me
i was degusting as you see

do you the idea of falling in love ?
just tell me that you need me 
i always been in love
i have a question for you 
plz don fucking pick and choose
just tell me if you are   in love with me
why do you look so scared of me
you cut yourself and watch yourself bleed
it was the most degusting thing i ever seen
you never ever love me
i was degusting as you see

do you want me for you
or do you just want use me
abuse me and hurt meee
you know what you good at...

i rember being in love
i was in love with her
i stilll look at her
i still just want her 3x

WANT HERRRR I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER
JUST KILL ME WITH YOUR WORDS AND SAY  THAT YOU HATE ME
TELL ME THAT YOU NEED  ME I MIGHT GO TEST THE TIME
I WOULD ANYTHING FOR YOU I WOULD COMIT SUICDIE 
I WOULD WANT YOU I WOULD MISS YOU YOUR THE ONLY ONE FOR ME
I KILL FOR YOU MURDER FOR YOU IF IT ANYTHIN THAT YOU NEED

dont pick and choose

they made the beat @bloodsekai

i walk around town with a gun at my head
if i shoot myself will i end up dead?
would u still love me when i leave this world
if i told you
you where like a angel to me
would you cut my wings and let me free
but you want control of me
so take control of me
and promise me you wont let me free
why would u do this to mee

i dont want fucking die agin
you bring back from the dead agin
it feels like a game agin
but my soul on the line agin

my angel

i wanna to die lovecupid supporters

i live in a hell i made myself
i wanna be alive but i might kill myself
no one knows what i been thru no one cares
i feel so useless
10 years being alive tell me what im i ?
10 years wanting to die god knows i just wanna
do agin and kill myselff wondering what i did wrong 
everything hurts and im crying what did i do wrong

i ask this girl out and she rejected me what did i do wrong 
ouuuu
she said she wants to be friends but i just want some more
she tell me is it poor that i want you to be mine
ig it weird to be in love with someone who wont be mine

she really nice to me but god knows ii might decline
she always love me 
but ik she would go fine someone knew
and leave me here crying alone
just tell me do you love me
ouuuu

gods knows you hate meeee
god knows he dont love meee
god knows you hate meee
dont lie you need me to
but you found someone new
im fine im picking up the clues 
 i cry aloneee
i really hate youuuuu
tell me a pretty lie
i need you to tell a lie

this is me and sinsa fav song heeehehehe

10 years of no love

i feel disgusting 
i dont feel human
my body fumbling its rumbilng cause i dont know
what takes come back home  to you
i wanna say that i love you
i have feeling i cant forgive you i cant love you
i have a feeling i cant not trust you i cant not love you
i think your words going butcher 
it makes me sick to my stomache i cant even eat
this cant be heathy 2x

i have a feeling

you didn't? know me before we met each other

why would you say you love another
was it my fault
just tell me why did i do you wrong
you called me back on sunday 
i called you back on Friday
you said i couldn't do you wrong
i didn't know what to even what to even do
you said  you just make love songs
its not what you think but ik that i fuck it all up
it like a headache
but i dont want to give it all up
it like my brain does not want to work
do you feel good well you crying on the ground
do you want me to help you up
it not what you thought 
its not what you wanted it 
it not what you need

my head hurts

prod lovecupid

i watch you run
do i look like saint to you 
your skin is pretty i just want to touch it
ouuuuuuu
i think girl im in love she in the church screaming top of her lungs
dear god pray for her for the sins she committed
but ig i did it 2x
i think i did it agin 2x
 i think i killed her agin2x
why is she here agin?
i think i scared her agin
i think im scared of her 2x 
i dont want to go home
i think im in love but i got no hope
i think i did it agin 4x

I'm not as much of a saint as you thought i was

i sit in the back of the classs
why did my life end this bad
just tell me what i did wrong i dont understand
you dont know me im such a weirdo piece of shit
i feel so weird i feel so wrong
i take a blade let begone
my soul is yours my soul is cross
i told you secrets now there gone
ig it weird that im in love
i give u my heart now it all gone
im so sick of all thses game that you would always play
your like a poison that i cant get enough of it
just tell me im in love and i come back to you
i promise im the only one for you
cut my soul into pieces im the one for you 
you had my heart then you had to destroy it too
so cut my skin open and come into me 
i promise your the only addictive drug i need
so cut me open 
and take me away from here
i need your love my dear
 i cant survive here

take my angel wings

you been drinking alone
i been crying alone 
you said you where my home 
i said just leave alone
you said your scared of me
i drink until i cant breath 
you said you in love with me
did you still wirte about me
im i the guy you need
drugs in my styem 
you taught me how im sorry
you that ik that fuck it up
just give me chance 2x
you know that ik 
im in love 
my mom told me girls like you are evil
the fishnets and black hair got me in 
despair 
im impressed
that you knew this cause im fuck up
you prob have dif guy but it will be alr
i did it agin i fuck everything that comes my way agin 
i think dif girl she told me pretty things
i do fuck up and it mess me up
did i do it agin2x 
im sorry if u hear this 
im reall fucked up
you have a way with your words that just priced me down
its like i did not need to make a single sound
i did it agin2x

one chance plz

i dont feel happy no more
i want my wings to swore
look at you look at him 
this life seems so brim
do you wanna be with me  we can go A cross the 
do you want to be with ,e 2x
hold my hand thru the dark
tell me what i did wrong
tell me what i did wrong
my body not that strong
i dont feel happy no more
i feel like my wings are torn
look you look at him 
your life seems so bring
my soul could just be yours
i could be yours 2x

do you want to be with mev2 master

someday in hell
i should leave you cut up on the floor 
your so ugly 
i dont want you here with me 
no more

i think your stupid
i think your ugly
your just like cupid
nobody loves me


you say im crazy
how do you know that anyways
im sorry that im fuck up anyways
you hate mee
but i love you
 i need to kil you 
you cant be mine anyways
i know that im scary
ik that you hate me
ik that you want me
ik that im delusional
this is how things go
im just one fuck up hoe
this is just how it goes

you sound crazy w/thisismyreality

i never fall in love so fast
but so its so unpredictable 
i hope you think im likeable
i hope you think I'm delectable
i like your voices and your eyes
so when i die would u miss me
so when i die
you said u hated me
do you want me to dieeeee
its like memory but i cant get rid of it
your pretty white skin so is so beautiful  i cant get enough of it
you said you dont know if u like me
i hope you love me
i love calling your name
your so beautiful 
you said your ex did u bad well baby i can do better
you told me you hated his guts well baby i can curve him out
watch him all bleed about
i make him to a bloody mess
you said u hate his guts well i hate em to
i make a bloody mess
you said you his guts.

your ex sounds shit so ima kill him

i wanna eat your heart i wanna make you scream
i wanna see you cry and watch it glistening
i wanna feel your pain i wanna feel you close
i wanna hear you scream and take off your clothes
i wanna hear you moan i wanna scream
i wanna slit your skin  well you look at me
i wanna hear your moans i wanna hear your voice
i wanna feel your pain i wanna feel you close
have you ever seen darkest parts of your life
have you ever wonder why you cant sleep at night
have you ever heard da monsters creeping at night
do you wonder if im going kill you tonight
i hope you dont end up dead
make sure you run away from agin
i hope you rember da smell
when i crave my name into your legs
i hope you dont tell another soul.

idk what i said

skin

so i dont want be alone but its okay
its alr
cause when im alone i have no one to consult to
cause i hope your alr cause 
i really drinking alone for so long
and that i dont want to know
every time breath my lungs still hurt
and then i over think about what i did wrong
its like cycle
that i cant forget
you said you wouldnt go away
ohmy god knows i cant have dat yet
girl go home girl dont leave me alone
girl don't leave alone
I'm obsess i just want to know if you love me

it will be okay

@thisismyreality
tell me what did you do for me?
you told me bunch of lies i cant forget
i hold your soul so closely
i just cant forget what you did to me
im so useless
pointless i did everything for you but you just left me
useless pointless
im so useless pointless
im so useless pointless
uselsees pointless
you told me x2
that i have nothing to be scared 
you loved 2x
left me so scared
tell me your scared 
and tell me that you wouldnt leave me
just tell me just tell me what i did
just tell me all my fears
dont tell me 4x
you loved me 3x
you told me2x
did nothing wrong 
you told me 2x
did i do something wrong

im a masochist for your love

prod casper's pishogue 
i think im obbess with how i look at you
every time we talk i just wanna kill you
so im sick and tired of all things you do
im sick tired of all things you d0
bloodstains on all the walls
im so tired of theses fucking withdraws
i really hope you get my call
cause im so done with you 
its so scary in my inside  my head
hold my breath and hope i can count 10
i hope i make it 10 secs

kill

prod my nigga @odihu 
chronically always online
i just want talk to you all night
be with you like all the time
i just want talk to you one last time
stupid bf always online
retard bf always online
chronically always online do you want play games all da time 
i like you do you love me ?
ant social loser online
im such loser online 
dont even talk im so lost online 
loser bf always online
i just want play game all the time
i love you do love me
i just want play games all the time
ouuuu
i just want be onlineee
im your loser bf online

online bf

so why im i so human
it takes one builet go away 
and lately i dont feel so safe
take the gun to my head so i can fly away
i dont feel human 
i dont feel human
i feel so selfish 
i feel so inhuman 
i cry 1ms times
ik  
im such a selfish freak
you know that im unstable
but you stay here well i was alone
well i wanted to kill myself
you said i was the holy ghost 
ig you found someone else

lovecupid

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