[lyrics] 

When I lay in bed and close my eyes I think to myself we live just to die so why do I even try 

Leave for now just know this isn’t over got bad luck need a four leaf clover in my bed I overthink wondering why I never sleep 

I’ve been wondering why I never sleep at night oh wait it cuz I’ve got too much on my mind on my mind 


I’m just a teen but I’m wasting my youth wasting my life in this very room I wanna get away I wanna get away 

Leave for now just know this isn’t over got bad luck need a four leaf clover in my bed I overthink wondering why I never sleep

this isn't over (prod. dvamane)

[lyrics]
tired of trying getting nowhere everything goes to shit despairs been on my ass so i live my life and don't look back but its so hard when i got so many regrets tears left to shed oh another headache from another fucking lecture why cant i learn my fucking lesson

losing all my friends and feeling depressed but I'm just growing up but I feel so young feels like yesterday I was just fifteen skipping class skating with friends not a worry in the world

tired of trying getting nowhere everything goes to shit despairs been on my ass so I live my life and don't look back but its so hard when i got so many regrets tears left to shed oh another headache from another fucking lecture why cant I learn my fucking lesson

rain falls from the sky I feel more alone at night almost eighteen don't wanna grow up feeling so numb I don't wanna move nah memories make us alive but they hurt so bad at night

memories (prod. salah)

life

I tried to crack the code your words were like riddles 

thought you changed but you’re still the same rotten to the bone with a heart Ice cold you brought me up just to watch me fall decoding every word you said to me  

your words were like riddles I tried to crack the code I ended up just feeling more alone 

These days I just couldn’t care less everything I do just turns into a mess I’m sorry I’m such a burden I know I’m the root to all of your problems 

your words were like riddles I tried to crack the code I ended up just feeling more alone 

thought you changed but you’re still the same rotten to the bone with a heart Ice cold you brought me up just to watch me fall decoding every word you said to me

ur words were like riddles (prod. metlast)

Prod. Sketchmyname

Lyrics 

lovedi3d :
I know I’m awful losing myself these days trying my best but I’m not worth shit I feel so worthless 


Said what I said I know ima mess and I said sum fucked things but take me back I know I’m crazy I fucking hate me blood on the floor and she’s saying you made me oh no where the fuck did we go wrong everything Id do you’d always said that it’s my fault it’s last thing that I wanna hear leave me alone yeah I’m living in fear

dead broke :
I know I said some evil things but take me back
Had to take sum space and now your at your dads 
And I’m sorry I hate being sorry what do you want from me girl you do not talk to me I feel you defiling

Alone in my own escape  if we both fell apart and picked each other back up you know it wouldn’t be easy we’d be missing parts 


lovedi3d :
Said what I said I know ima mess and I said sum fucked things but take me back I know I’m crazy I fucking hate me blood on the floor and she’s saying you made me oh no where the fuck did we go wrong everything Id do you’d always said that it’s my fault it’s last thing that I wanna hear leave me alone yeah I’m living in fear

blood on the floor w/ dead broke (prod. sketchmyname)

my fault (prod. iof)

(lyrics)
swear i wasted all my time but i know im not alright

back back where i started my heart is still hardened i never know how to find who once was think I'm over it fuck I swear I'm the one for you baby I'm sorry I know that I'm bad but I'm not the worst love dreaming about a better day with you in my arms fuck

ohhhhh no don't you go swear I wasted all my time but I know I'm not alright

back back where i started my heart is still hardened i never know how to find who once was think I'm over it fuck I swear I'm the one for you

i never know (prod. nvki)

Lyrics:
It was just as much my fault as it was yours i shouldn't have stayed out so late anyway
But you're the nicest girl i've ever met and we have so much fun together i'd sure hate to ruin everything 
 

 Baby oh i know this shit seem bad (tell me if you need some space) i know i'm the worst i admit that baby yeah lets go you get in my soul feel you close to home baby you're my home 

ohhh took too much to drink last night now im all fucked up i called a million times you know i miss you why 

baby oh just tell me why why is it always a fight i don't want to leave this time i don't want to lose you why 


Did me so damn wrong so many times do you even love me tell me why

Why would you do that why would you do that why would you do that why would you do that tell me why

tell me why (prod. kaydo)

[Lyrics]

(lovedi3d)
Ohhh tell me what it is you hear oh gon kick shit high gear ohh this gon be my year ohh uhh uh ion need nobody else to make shit happen

(sakuradoves)
we get active
with his bitch in the back
gaining traction
flood my wrist up it flash
stressed out
cigarettes fuck my lungs
blow my breath out

(lovedi3d)
I've been on the road for a week looking at these pictures no sleep tell me baby what it is you need

(sakuradoves)
then she leave i told that bitch
suck me like her name is marceline
she saying that she love it
cause im clean
i be in the function high off the lean
you thought that
was your bitch but that bitch all me
and you won't off me

(lovedi3d)
Tell me what it is you used too ive been in my head im losing losing all my brain shit can you give me sum i just need you like fuck ive been in my head for a while this shit is survival

Ohhh tell me what it is you hear oh gon kick shit high gear ohh this gon be my year ohh uhh uh ion need nobody else to make shit happen

(sakuradoves)
we get active
with his bitch in the back
gaining traction
flood my wrist up it flash
stressed out
cigarettes fuck my lungs
blow my breath out

(lovedi3d)
I've been on the road for a week looking at these pictures no sleep tell me baby what it is you need

(sakuradoves)
Yeah she said im exactly what she need
im too unique
i be getting high
floating off of the drink
i be there in five too high off the weed
ima hit then i leave
yeah its the end for you weak

(lovedi3d)
Tell me what it is you used too ive been in my head im losing losing all my brain shit can you give me sum i just need you like fuck ive been in my head for a while this shit is survival

survival w/ 2gleam (prod. jabarionthebeat)

lyrics 

I'm falling forever this time (ohh) can you please love me or try (ohh)
my heart fell save me from my sorrow i won't see tomorrow never again
(all the starts inside)
you have all my heart you can't love me right can you try
but I guess that just too damn hard for you
you said that your sick I'm sick of you hurting my heart
I'm falling forever this time can you try to love me right
love me love me love me love me

love me (prod. vinogradov)

lyrics

I wanna fall into your arms and hold on until i am gone wait for me
we can't go together into the afterlife
the thought of losing you just makes me wanna die i can't let you go
You reap with what you sow hatred in my bones but its hard
Save me from the anxiety and rage jealousy is taking over all of my damn brain

I wanna fall into your arms and hold on until i am gone wait for me
we can't go together into the afterlife

afterlife (prod. dvrkness13)

lyrics 

lovedi3d:
Sitting here and I wait lose myself I’m not okay thought I had it all figured out but now I realize I’m such a clown I hate myself I hate my face so many flaws Ima damn disgrace want to see it all go away every little ounce of this pain. 

cutdeep:
I’m sorry that I cannot take your pain away it’s so hard to look you in your face okay and laid on the floor in pouring rain ask if me if I’m fine I’m not okay not okay and begone I won’t give up on you I can’t forget what I did to you 


lovedi3d:
Thought I had it all figured out but now I realize I’m such a clown I hate myself I hate my face so many flaws Ima damn disgrace.

disgrace ft. cutdeep (prod. aureola)

poltergeist (prod.hwf.hadi)

lyrics

I don't want to talk, starting to fall deeper in my head
Stumble on, I barely speak, the stars they fall before my feet at dawn
Oh, I wonder if you can hear my voice in the afterlife
I know it's been a year, but still, I hurt, I miss your words
Ohhh, ohhh

Thought I could find some type of way in time
But life's never been on my side
They're telling me this and they're telling me that
Fuck with my head and I can't accept that
Life is a bitch and I always knew that
I never knew that it'd go by this fast

in time (prod. kosei)

in the end ft samsdiary

Lyrics 

Intro 1:
I never actually told you
I’m the prince of darkness
Next in line to be king
I know I can feel it

Verse 1: 
I don’t even know no more
My body feels so sore
It hurts when you’re not more
It rains, I watch it pour
Bounce back, baby, I'ma bounce back
Live life alone, shit gets too cold
I’m on the road to go insane from losing you

Light in darkness, your heart I'ma harvest
Waste time, night lights, I want your mind
All alone, nobody cares about me
This life's depressing, I can’t lie

Intro 2:
Black and white, darkness and light
Earth and sky, though we may be apart
We’ll still support each other without fail
Yes, till next time we meet

Verse 2: 
I don’t even know no more
My body feels so sore
It hurts when you’re not more
It rains, I watch it pour
Bounce back, baby, I'ma bounce back
Live life alone, shit gets too cold
I’m on the road to go insane from losing you

light in darkness (p. kaydo)

where i belong (p. dvrkness13 )

Fighting forever inside my head,
Peace is all I want,
Loving you is war, my heart is torn,
I'm falling.

Over when we write our goodbyes,
So don't give up on us,
Know that I still want us,
Loving you is hard, but you still have my heart.

Why do I even try,
I'm so worthless,
Rot my life away,
Say you'll always stay,
So is this all that I am these days?
I'll just lay and rot away,
Waste all my youth,
I don't even know who I am am, 
These days grow old, boring love,
Say you care still,
I feel numb,
Patiently just wait and fall,
I just feel so damn dumb.

i still want us (prod. michael harrison)

lyrics:
We fight and we argue all damn night
Told me you’d be here every time, but it’s not enough, my love
I need you here with me
You told me that you’ll wait, love
I’ve been waiting for you, but you’re miles farther from me
But it’s fine, while you’re at college, I’ll be fine
Why do I bother wasting all my time
Making these shitty songs, nobody gets it
Oh, it’s hard trying to process while falling apart
I don’t wanna run, I wanna prove them all wrong and be someone
I don’t wanna live like this no more, no more
Sorry, I’m fucked up, I want love, baby, I’ve been alone
You told me that you’ll wait, love
I’ve been waiting for you, but you’re miles farther from me
But it’s fine, while you’re at college, I’ll be fine
Why, why, why, why, why has life always been so fucked up for me

you’re miles farther but i’ll be fine (prod. michael harrison)

Lyrics

(lovedi3d)
If we’re worlds away, I will find a way to your heart, to your heart.

Say you care and hold me closer, kiss my skull, and love me over, all again, all again.
Honestly, I'm so lost in your eyes, you take my breath, you take my breath.

(sinxi)
And it ain't fun to get exactly right where you want.
I love it when you press against my heart, no matter all the wounds you inflict.
I'll still be right there; I hope you know it takes a lot to kill me off.

Stuck inside a fantasy, now you base me on chase perfection to the point where I'm broken down.
Such a shame that all of this is not enough.

(lovedi3d)
Say you care and hold me closer, kiss my skull, and love me over, all again, all again.
Honestly, I'm so lost in your eyes, you take my breath, you take my breath.

I was alone, but I still am.
Two years now we've grown, and it's showing.
My love, I fall, I'm broken, but you still heal my wounds the same.
I'll kiss your head like there's no end, even if we're worlds away.
I will always find a way.

in a world away ft sinxi (prod. kashi)

Lyrics 

I’ll be someone someone you’d love just hold me closer 

falling in love save me the heart ache save me the pain 

save me the rage save me the hurt save me myself love 

I wanna die I lose my mind I lose my mind save me

save me (prod.miercoles)

lyrics:

One more life is all
 all i ask
 so i can make it last
 the memories
 that i threw all away for 
 a temporary fix
 throw me in a ditch
 cut me and my wrist
 i deserve this shit 
 karma is a bitch 
 Cursed me like a witch 
 Losing all i love 
 Oh i've had enough 

 Far away i'll go 
 My stories not yet told
 I'll prove them wrong i know 
 I'll be someone's hope 
 I can't find a reason not to cry

karma is a bitch (prod. neverforever)

lyrics


You don't say you love me anymore
Why do I still try if I'm ignored
You don't say you want this anymore
Anymore
Anymore
And I don't think that you care
Your smile's not there
So where do we go from here
I've been blowing up your phone every day
You barely even answer, if you do, I'm in the way
I feel like a burden to you in your eyes
You don't say you love me anymore
Why do I still try if I'm ignored
You don't say you want this anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Pulling out my hair, driving me insane
Every single time you tell me that you'll change
I fall for the same old shit now
And I don't think that you care
Your smile's not there
So where do we go from here
I've been blowing up your phone every day
You barely answer, if you do, I'm in the way
I feel like a burden to you in your eyes
You don't say you love me anymore
Why do I still try if I'm ignored
You don't say you want this anymore
Anymore 
Anymore

anymore (prod. Chill Sebs x Daniel Saint x Triazo)

rotting slowly till im dead (prod. metlast)

[lyrics]
how dumb was i to wait for you not once but twice too am i the reason for all of this or is it your fault you stupid bitch

Time flies by I know that things aren't fine your on my mind i waste my time i waste my time on you i know I do i waited for you but where are you now 

where are you know gave you my love

i just wasted all my time how dumb was i your gone for good but im kind of glad what we had would never last i know

how dumb was i to wait for you not once but twice too am i the reason for all of this or is it your fault u stupid bitch wait where the fuck did the beat go

 Time flies by I know that things aren't fine your on my mind i waste my time i waste my time on you i know I do i waited for you but where are you now

lovedi3d

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