first day of my life (cover)

street signs
i count them pass
on the late night
drives that i take 
to clear my mind
filled up with thoughts
about past times
i'm running on empty

i think you'd be
good for me 
but my chances
are unlikely

i think you'd be
good for me
but my chances
are unlikely

days pass
turn into weeks
into month bends
strung out for hours
on weekends
maybe for now
we could pretend
this feels like a lifetime

i know i'd be 
good to you
but my chances 
are unlikely

i promise that
my word is true

street signs

earth angel
earth angel
will you be mine?
my darling dear,
love you all the time
i'm just a fool
a fool in love
with you

earth angel
earth angel
the one i adore
love you forever 
and evermore 
i'm just a fool
a fool in love
with you

earth angel (cover)

so listen up
don't be scared
hold my hand
caress your hair

you speak softly
in such a way
i listen to just about
every single word you say

if things get rough
don't get stressed
i'll fix it right up
& clean up the mess

all i ask
is don't break my heart
cause i dove in head first
right from the start

days blur by
leave us in a daze
you always seem to
amaze me in a million ways

was never one for love songs
& i know this sounds cheesy
i just find it funny how
it all fell into place so easy



(recorded by john larkin)

less than three

old feels take hold
leading into
i’ve been honest
with myself
it’s been some time now

let’s not lose sense
of ourselves
we’ve got
so much left
here for us

don’t you hold out
for me
it’s not,
it’s not time no
hold me,
hold me still
just enough for
me to feel

hold me still
i’m not
giving up yet
as long 
as you still
hold me too

dedicated to my dad💙

hold me still (demo)

walk on the shoreline
beam rays of sunshine
could things stay like this for a while?
makes me break down & smile

pit in my stomach,
it sinks & i hold it
was it important?
can’t recall what i had said

meet with a greeting
they’ll forget then leave me
maybe i wasn’t part of the plan
feel it slip through my fingers like sand 

like sand
my hands
look in the mirror
what do you see?

who are you tonight?
who are you tonight?
who are you tonight?
who are you tonight?

life moves too fast lately
sinking feeling holding steady

who are you tonight? (demo)

pass it on
send it off
i never thought
well you know i can't
something in your eyes was red

well you know that i got caught
was it sought?
or just the way i feel,
the way i knew it
you are sinking
mind still thinking
you're so draining with those

you were wanderlust 
i can't control
fell apart
took a whole 

must've been something i said
something in your face was red

well you know that i got caught
was it sought? 
or just the way i feel,
the way i knew it
you're so draining
mind left thinking
yours still sinking with those

pass it on 
send it off
i never thought
well you know i can't
must've been something i said
something in your eyes was red

you were wanderlust 
i can't control
fell apart
took a whole

wanderlust

seems like it's been forever
well this time only takes up
space between us
lives dwell over
i'll keep count in my head
but get so caught up
i will never calculate it
maybe i've miscalculated
along the lines
well that's fine
i mean i never really predicted it
words are miscalculated
words seem outdated
or maybe they're just expired
or retired
or filled up with trust
or maybe i need it
maybe not just pleading
well baby i'm just seeking

now i know how i felt
you never missed a calculation
well i wasn't keeping number
maybe i should
seems miscalculated

i know
i tried
i failed
maybe not a fool but,
i guess we've calculated
maybe i'm just mistaken
not yet awakened 
just let me rest 
one more hour
call it off
call it off

i was never keeping number
maybe i should
seems miscalculated
maybe i'm outdated
or just expired
call it retired
i'm at the altar
i've been waiting
what seems like forever
call it off i'm done

altar

i can see what they can't see
how can i make them believe me?
without being passed off as "crazy"
cause honestly that's my thoughts lately

lately

once more
open the door(for me)
into your heart
where we stood before

it's freezing
when you're close to me
we're sleeping
or wide awake

two three
would you return to me?
into the light
so we can see

it's freezing
but you're close to me
we're sleeping
or wide awake

three four
would you open the door (once more)
into your heart
where we stood before

it's freezing 
when you're close to me
we're sleeping
or wide awake

once more (demo)

songs from my heart; demos, covers, & other oddities - Steven Dasilva

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