@toadstooltea cover (remastered  👍)

i guess it's true
that i hate everyone
that i want to watch the world burn
and i hate people having fun

yeah it's true
i hate you

idk what's wrong with me
guilt or maybe jealousy
but in reality
it's just your personality

yeah it's true
i hate you

i can't think about anything else but you
dying in a car accident
putting a bullet to your head
watching you get covered in red (yeah it's true)

i'm gonna kill you

i'm gonna kill you
i'm gonna kill you
i'm gonna kill you
i'm gonna kill you

I Hate You

Valentine

from 20 october 2022
chords: G 4x ABCB Am FGF

there's something that i can say
that we can both agree
i really fucking hate you bitch
i really fucking hate you bitch

yeah, wouldn't you agree with me?
you really fucking hate me
i'm sorry that i made you feel that way
and that you're a such a dumb little bitch
listening to your heart instead of your head

there's nothing i can say
to make you feel a bit tame
i really fucking hate you bitch
i really fucking hate you bitch

but just like i said
there's this thing we agree
that we fucking hate each other's guts
and that we feel like shooting a gun
whenever you listen to my voice or name

ain't nothing i can do
nothing you can do
will stop me from hating you
i really fuckin hate you bitch

i really fucking hate you bitch (acoustic)

Bad Reputation

My Only Sunshine

in misery, feeling like total shit
well it's funny to me, the origins of this feeling
i'm a black sheep, even the weirdest people dislike me
i guess i care too much about what people think of me

so please don't be mean

people around always putting each other down
i was happy before, now i don't know anymore
i wish i never met you, sick and tired all because of you
i guess i care too much about what people think of me

so don't be mean

Mean

negative xp cover

don't have a chance so i don't know why try
she's over there, she doesn't care
yeah i'm ready to die

Ready 2 Die

might delete this sometime

update january 14th 2024: nvm lol gotta update sc to have bandcamp's love songs comp

Fuck

expanded and enhanced edition, after 4 months in the making, hopefully it has been worth the wait

lyrics:
sitting here with nothing to do
sitting here thinking only of you
i try hard i try to clear my mind
i do my best to waste my time

bc i want to see you again
i want to see you all weekend

sitting here with nothing to do
sitting here staring at pictures of you
my heart skips with a crazy beat
whenever you look back at me

it makes me go all crazy
you make me feel so happy

LOVEFUEL

i don’t give a fuck, because you’re so fucked up
i can’t believe i fell in love with someone so messed up 
you made me feel grateful for your love
but why should i feel happy when it hurts so much

so for years i put up with your abuse
so for years i believed you were true
so for years i waited here for you
so for years i loved you through and through

bloom (acoustic demo)

tie me up, make me bleed, cannot breathe, feels like shit
i dont wanna live anymore

I Don't Want To Live Anymore

i feel the pressure building up
i try to act normal but doesn't work
it hurts with every step i take
i wonder why i feel this way

i can feel when they look at me
it feels like i'm getting sick
pace synced with my heartbeat
running away to hide my fear

and i wonder why i feel this way
i wonder why i was born this way

Social Anxiety

Fear And Misery (Joji Cover)

i'm sorry, i literally forgot the chords for this, it's an old song that i recorded a while a ago, i just finished it today, i had to guess the right notes for the bass
i know the verse is F G# B and the intro/outro is something like F G# A B
the bass notes i played on the bridge part thingy was C D# F

lyrics:
i can feel it deep down inside
beating every time it crosses my mind
i see it in my dreams every night
and in the morning i wake up wanting to die

i think something is coming out of my neck
it's like something is begging to be fed
sometimes it gets hard to breath
sometimes it gets hard to live

i don't know how much more i can take
my head's gonna blow up with this headache
will someone please rip this shit off me
before i hang myself from the ceiling

Drown

tribute to @hvrm_reduction

edit: i just realized i misremembered the last line on the first verse lol

Harm Reduction (Cover)

had to reupload because i thought the bits were too poorly configured (i also extended because i love this song), enjoy the new nice sharp saws and triangles

i used a bitcrusher (open source btw, it's called bitunz) instead of simulated sound hardware for the authentic 4 bit sound from the gameboy, fraud cover

robocop.mp3

NA SUA ESTANTE

what can i do?
i feel like i'm losing you
is that true?
coz i really like you

is it a little selfish to think this way?
coz i thought it would be okay
but i didn't mean to hurt that way
and now i feel so bad after i made the mistake

will you ever be okay?
will you ever feel the same?
because now i know i'll never do it again

shit

did you know bailey jay used to make songs?

i couldn't find the lyrics ANYWHERE so i tried transcribing:

we met on the floor of the club and it was saturday night yeah i was feeling alright uh huh
sitting there with cute hair and im all like hey let's get out of here this place is totally queer
you look so hot in your car you make me feel like a star you're getting lucky tonight uh huh
the bass is pumping so loud, i feel like im on a cloud and im surrounded by lights

you're gonna get lucky, you're gonna get lucky, you're gonna get lucky tonight uh huh
you're gonna get lucky, you're gonna get lucky, you're gonna get lucky tonight uh huh

i feel the wind in my hair i wanna bend over in there and then i'll make out with you uh huh
i see you're checking me out i wonder what you're about wow your eyes are so bluee
i bet you'll make me feel good i think i know that you could and idc if it's wrong uh huh
and now you're driving so fast and yeah i'm having a blast, i hope this lasts all night yeah uh

the music i feel it over me, you're getting lucky tonight yeah i know that i'm right uh huh
as im down on your knees under you, you're getting lucky tonight yeah i know that you like what you see

i feel the wind in my hair i wanna bend over in there and then i'll make out with you uh huh
i see you're checking me out i wonder what you're about wow your eyes are so bluee
i bet you'll make me feel good i think i know that you could and idc if it's wrong uh huh
and now you're driving so fast yeah i'm having a blast, i hope this lasts all night yeah uh

the music i feel it over me, you're getting lucky tonight yeah i know that i'm right uh huh
as im down on your knees under you, you're getting lucky tonight yeah i know that you like what you see
the music i feel it over me, you're getting lucky tonight yeah i know that i'm right uh huh
as im down on your knees under you, you're getting lucky tonight yeah i know that you like what you see

you're gonna get lucky, you're gonna get lucky, you're gonna get lucky tonight uh huh 4x

You're Getting Lucky Tonight (Bailey Jay Cover)

could you believe?
singing songs about being weird
do you know what i mean?
god i hate those freaks

i know i won't be like them
coz i know i'll never be like you
i know you will be like them
coz i hate all the things you do

are they just 16?
or are they past 23
coz oh man it's so sad to see
it's sad to watch how they live

i know i won't be like them
coz i know i'll never be like you
i think u should kill yourself
i think you should all burn in hell

I Hate Incels

Girlfriend

Joji/Pink Guy cover

I love hentai
I need hentai in my life
All day all day I love hentai
I need hentai in my life (yeah)
I love hentai
I need hentai in my life
If I cannot have my hentai
I will die
I will kill myself
Yeah, I love hentai
It helps me
Control my rape tendencies

I need you hentai
You've always been in my life for me
For me, for me
I need you hentai
You've always been in my life for me
For me, for me

I love hentai
I need hentai in my life
All day all day I love hentai
I need hentai in my life (yeah)
I love hentai
I need hentai in my life
If I cannot have my hentai
I will die
I will kill myself
Yes, I love hentai
It helps me
Control my rape tendencies

Without this hentai I would die
In this lonely painful life
This lonely painful life, life
It makes me happy, makes me cry
Makes me laugh, makes me nut

Hentai

ramones

Last night I took a walk after dark
A swingin' place called Palisades Park
To have some fun and see what I could see
That's where the girls are

I took a ride on a shoot-dee-shoot
The girl I sat beside was awful cute
And when we stopped she was holding hands with me
My heart was flying

Up like a rocket ship
Down like a roller coaster
Fast like the loop-dee-loop
And around like a merry-go-round

We ate and ate at a hot dog stand
We danced around to a rockin' band
And when I could
I gave that girl a hug in the Tunnel Of Love

You'll never know how great a kiss can feel
When you're stopped at the top of a ferris wheel
When I fell in love
Down at Palasades Park

Palisades Park

Hiding The Secrets

ik the vocals are a little weird, this is an old song i've recently finished and i used to do vocals a whole different way and idk how to mix that

lyrics:
what are you looking at?
who do you think i am?
get your eyes away from me
im not really interesting

does something look weird about me?
you stare like i'm some sort of freak
you better stay away from me
i don't like when people look at me

i'm really weird and i dress really queer
but i dont give a fuck and i wish you could burn

i think you should kill yourself
i think you should die and burn in hell
it would mean a lot to me, it would mean a lot me
it would make me really happy, if you were dead

to that one person that kept looking at me weird

ik the vocals are a little weird, this is an old song i've recently finished and i used to do vocals a whole different way and idk how to mix that

lyrics:
i just wanna play all day
i dont care about anything

i should just die
i know it wont get better
lord knows i tried
but now it doesn't matter

i lost all that i had

oh my god
i can't take this
anymore

tell me why
i can't even try
nothing feels
alright

comatose again
comatose again

oh my god
just give me something
to feel alive

tell me why
i can't even try
my body's numb
and my mind is fried

comatose again
comatose again

Comatose

joji/pink guy cover

Ooh, I fucked your girl's titties!
Ooh, I fucked your girl's titties!
Ooh, I fucked your girl's titties!
Ooh, I fucked your girl's titties!
Ooh, I fucked your girl's titties!
Ooh, I fucked your girl's titties!
Ooh, I fucked your girl's titties!
Ooh, I fucked your girl's titties!

Oh, I'm sorry man, I didn't know!
JK, JK, I knew all along!
And she's sucking on my hose
I go twelve-inch deep in the pussy
After twenty minutes, you can drive a fucking Jeep in the pussy
Know what I'm talking 'bout? I smack her in the pussy
When I pee, it burns, let it burn like George Bushy
I regret to inform you I fucked your girl's pussy
Man I swear I didn't know
JK, JK, JK, JK I knew all along!
I just fucked your girl before this song
And I know it's kind of wrong
When she's sucking on my dong
And she's so fat like a land whale
Uh, shoot that poon with a harpoon
Yeah, I just wanna lick a whale in the fucking whale pussy
That's why I fucked your fat girlfriend, you fucking nerd!

But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice

She's so nice
She's so nice
She lets me use her body

But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice

Yeah, treat her like a bitch
I fuck her in the ass and I fuck her in the tits
If she can handle that, then I'll let her suck my dick
And her man is coming back, so I better make it quick
Yeah, you know who you are you piece of shit
Your girlfriend's always sucking on my dick like a Slim Jim stick
So next time you go down on her clit
Tell me how my dick tastes
Tell me how my motherfucking dick tastes!

But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice

I treat her badly
But she comes back, every time
It goes to show
That none of these hoes
Are worth a dime

But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice
But she's so nice

She's So Nice

shiver me timbers

xmas song from last year (omg last christmas reference)

lyrics:
last Christmas i didn't get a gift
this year i hope it'll be different
santa please forgive me for all the bad things i did
i know i'm not okay but i want to be

i try so hard to not be a freak
and i hope this means that at least i'll get a gift

you know i tried so hard
you know i walked so far
i'm tired and im hurt
i want to feel loved

mom and dad, you won't believe
what i got under the Christmas tree!

Christmas Gift

1991

i make music from time to time
ignoring the bad singing, my songs could actually be listenable

old old songs: @toadstooltea

LOVEFUEL

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