[Artists: @failure404, @hiraethsry]

[Producers: @irby314, @jolst]

it gets harder to breathe at night

epitomeoffailure x hiraeth - it gets harder to breathe at night

self produced

lyrics

just forget u ever knew me and that
all the memories i hold so fondly
never happened and that im not lonely
just forget u ever knew me

think im doing fine im over it ig
coughing up my lungs is the way i deal with stress
sorry that i vented had to get it off my chest
its been an awful while and im tryna do my best
theres sadness in the subtleties
they make it more profound
like the mound of dirty laundry and the garbage on the ground
no overwhelming darkness and no aggravating sounds
just the fact im always tired and the fact ur not around

oh so overwhelmed when the switch inside me flipped
i was breaking down so i went and lost my shit
it left me feeling drained, i wanna call it quits
im sick of being angry and im sick of all my shit

ive given up on love
ive given up on trust
ive given up on truth
ive given up on u

give.

listen on spotify plz

u did dis 2 mee (dercept & jolst)

my bathroom floor is my bed (xmichaelwarren)

blue dress (prod.timeless)

And oh I'm losing all my hope
Don't know where ima go
Its something you should know oh oh
Pack my bags up momma I'm coming home
I tried my best but my best isn't good enough
I made a house full of glass and its turning to stone
And I really wish I was normal
Please pardon me I'm so far gone
I couldn't tell you where it all went wrong ooo
Am I something that you want
Or do I got something you need
Lately I been tryna keep my head above the water
Baby I don't wanna drown and you act like this shits a puddle
I been stepping over everyone while they step on me
My father always told nothing in this life is free
I think ill learn the hard way its how its gotta be
Like ever since I was young I been working on this one
I cant stop until I'm done but I feel like I'm wrong
I cant even stare inside the mirror lately
I hate my appearance baby
Tryna find a reason not to end it all and leave it
Can you stop saying I changed cause I know it and it hurts
They always judge me before they know me and I hate it its the worst
Just another black dude with shitty tattoos and attitude
My anxiety a bitch its not my fault that I cant talk to you
And I bet when I'm rich they'll all switch and act like it was cool
Can we leave the drama all behind this aint high school
And I know I walk this road alone
Even when they say they love me I know that they don't
This life broke me down and turned my little heart into stone
I'm scared as shit to go back home don't want my momma to know
I'm doing any substance to make me feel something
And when I'm out of it I tweak and spend my bread on nothing
I think I needa find some peace but its been hard as hell
I just wanna go to sleep and wake up feeling well oh

i need to find a piece of mine or peace of mind.. either way somethings missing

i need to find a piece of mine or peace of mind.. either way somethings missing [p. king theta]

Featuring @killing-art-music & @swiiif
Produced by @jakeangelbeats & @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals & mandolin by Horosha
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
Nobody knows me like you
And lately baby
I’ve been missing you
I can’t stand the games
That you been playing with my feelings

(Killing Art)
I had a drink 
Maybe one or two
Lost count like my thoughts of you
I can’t explain it
It’s so frustrating
But I sat outside 
On my four-wheel drive
And missed you all night 
But I’ll keep it all inside
‘Cause cowboys don’t cry

(Swiiif)
Playing with my heart and mind
At the same time
I hate it but I got used to you
She don’t even have to say a word she’s perfect
She’s got that look in her eyes
Yeah she’s worth it
Like the fourth of July
I’m burning up inside
She’s the light inside my life

But you keep playing anyway
Come on
Won’t you please just give my heart a break
There’s no use pleading with you

Like You Do w/ Killing Art & Swiiif (Prod. Jake Angel & Horosha)

"The panopticon is a type of institutional building and a system of control designed by the English philosopher and social theorist Jeremy Bentham in the 18th century. The concept of the design is to allow all prisoners of an institution to be observed by a single security guard, without the inmates being able to tell whether they are being watched.

Although it is physically impossible for the single guard to observe all the inmates' cells at once, the fact that the inmates cannot know when they are being watched means that they are motivated to act as though they are being watched at all times. Thus, the inmates are effectively compelled to regulate their own behaviour. The architecture consists of a rotunda with an inspection house at its centre. From the centre, the manager or staff of the institution are able to watch the inmates. Bentham conceived the basic plan as being equally applicable to hospitals, schools, sanatoriums, and asylums, but he devoted most of his efforts to developing a design for a panopticon prison. It is his prison that is now most widely meant by the term "panopticon"."

do with that what you will

LYRICS:

i could do it forwards 
i could do it backwards
i could do it any way i like
the thought of someone watching
led me to a caution dictate how i live my life
observing who will spectate
perception of a vague hate
projection of opinions on my mind 
i don’t know who’s watching keep the panopticon alive 


one step and i’m a revenant
my pacing set a precedent
that i don’t gotta wear a letterman to be a better man than my fellow man
those empaths? go ahead let em in
cause the company that i keep unseen by me cause i’m not counting em i’m asleep
dreaming about options taken progress i’ve forsaken 
for the fear judging spectators to berate my creation
maybe B-Rate in relation to my peers in speculation
maybe i won’t pull the favorite to win and i’m still debating


whether i’m still growing up or simply grown and in a rut
my buried trauma come in clutch when i believe i’ll make the cut
say i only know the things i’ve ever known 
cacophony of crowds won’t you please just take my hone
i could take a longer time than planned but cool composure in demand
although i don’t know who commands these screams into the void i’m in
who is watching let them in
show the face i’m trynna win


laying in my bed sipping chamomile
chilling with my cat, chamomile 
without another voice reality just isn’t real
i found a cover from acceptance of the way i feel
i feel enlightened half the time but confidences half life isn’t high
so i’m up and down a sin wave is the function of my mind
and in conjunction with occurring trends and my deviance away from them
i lack the confidence to feel secure about decisions
that i make
break away from echo chambers bubbles trolls and instigators
saving face and shame go hand in hand when done for commentators
faceless wardens this a prison with no warning 
judge and jury in my head and still i worry 
bout the outcome and reception of my vulnerability 
shouldn’t look to others for mental stability 
eyes will drain your energy
but validation is a drug to me
and i can’t seem to get clean 
and that shit really gets to me

panopticon [prod. pieper]

One.... Two... I took a step and fell in love with you,
when you decide, come to terms with your mind,
I'll come back to you, (repeated)

Through all the lies, I feel you in my skin,
I see you in my dreams,
*humming*
I feel you in my skin

Get Out My Skin

produced by wisssery and noahmadethiss

can we slow down?
can't get to the phone now
make it stop
what'd you say? 
my bad i zoned out
i hate crowds and noises
that's why i don't go out
maybe one day i'll get better
just not right now

everytime I leave my bed its an endless cycle of fear and resentment
Even if everythings alright, can’t help but wonder why I live in the past tense
One step forward is five back
Missed a shot in the dark and it’s too bad
Six feet deep in the ground my remains still say you really didn’t have to do that
Forever the worst, never the best
You’re really toxic and that’s not a flex
got something to say, I invite you to test
Calling your bluff you just cap like the rest
Stay hella bored but I don’t leave the house
i gotta go get it, just push through the doubt
Deep in my thoughts
Stomach in knots
Im begging to stop
Just leave me to rot

Constantly fighting a war with my head 
sometimes I think I’d be better off dead 
everyone says it can only get better 
then why do I constantly wake up in dread? 
running in circles again and again 
i just wish I could be there for my friends 
forever the worst, never the best 
always talking that shit but it’s not with your chest 
everyone here’s just talking 
can’t pay no mind, gotta clock in 
yeah I took some l’s for a while
my mind is a prison, im locked in 
stay hella bored but I don’t leave the house
i gotta go get it just push through the doubt 
deep in my thoughts 
stomach in knots 
I’m begging to stop
just leave me to rot

leave me to rot (prod. wisssery x noahmadethiss)

Produced by Jolst
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@decksmusic
I feel my life is at a standstill
Memories of broken handheld cameras underneath my bed frame
I'd say I'm stuck behind the handle of a door
I can’t take it anymore
No, I can’t take it anymore tonight

@chxrryrxzla
& I can't take another night of empty hearts
But thoughts in my head, plenty
Hard to get just what you said
You promised we were never ending
Feels like I'm stuck behind the handlebars
Of a bike that's going way too fast
And I can't brake
No, I just can't get off
No..

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Decks & cherryrizla: Standstill (jolst)

loveless.