Yesss i love the screaming and yelling 🥺✨✨✨✨

you tore my heart apart 
now I try to put it back together 
you’re my only love 
I wish that I could be with you forever 
Yeah I fucked up and now you’re gone 
and I don’t know what to do with myself 
Every days the same 
I can’t wash away the pain
so I switch up my meds 
can’t sleep in my bed 
cause I’m always wondering if I’m in your head 

wakin up every day to this life it Fuckin sucks 
Always having you on my mind and I wanna wish you luck 
wish we could’ve worked, I’m always drinking now, I’m fucked 
im going days without eating and only filling up my cup 

I’m running on empty 
cause I don’t have you here anymore 

I do the same thing every day 
Getting high is my escape 
so I don’t have to think of all the problems 
how I couldn’t solve them 
so I write these poems 
singing how I feel so numb 

nothing works anymore 
I’m so empty down to the core 
you closed up all of your doors 
left me here on the floor 

I’m feeling so anxious 
Cause I be fighting this depression 
I never learned my lesson 
always waiting for a message 

God don’t even listen to me 
answer all my questions 
I am always fuckin stressed 
living without any direction 

You were such a blessing 
gave so much affection 
just enough attention 
a beautiful connection 
I always see your reflection 
When I am looking for perfection 
writing songs about you 
fuck, I’m feeling so depressive

everyday's the same (prod. Afterlife)

regret

(intro)
i struggle deep down with my sorrow
at this point i’ll be gone by tomorrow
the world has left me cold and broken hollow
if you see me disappear don’t follow

(chorus)

i struggle deep down with my sorrow
at this point i’ll be gone by tomorrow
the world has left me cold and broken hollow
if you see me disappear don’t follow
i’ve been broken before but this feels different 
did you make it your mission
to make me question my existence 

(post chorus)
my existence 
i can’t deal with it 
but still i get 

(paperthinwalls)
o-o-o-over it￼
i’m over this
bleeding on the ground think i’m done with it all
and i can hear them talking through my walls
you’ll never see it coming i’ll haunt these halls
e-e-e-e-every night i fall back in time
i know i can’t rewind this tragic hopeless life 
(the things you said)
the things you said to me i hope you take ‘em back
you scream and lie to me about things i never said
things i never did can you leave it in the past 
i never seem to make these feelings last 

(pre chorus)
(the things you said to me i hope you take ‘em back
you scream and lie to me about things i never said
things i never did can you leave it in the past 
i never seem to make these feelings last)

(chorus) 

i struggle deep down with my sorrow
at this point i’ll be gone by tomorrow
the world has left me cold and broken hollow
if you see me disappear don’t follow
i’ve been broken before but this feels different 
you made it your mission
to make me end my existence

ill be gone by tomorrow w/ paperthinwalls (metlast)

welcom to moss

experimenting with mixing n stuff but that's what these lofi projects are all about :)

lyrics

feeing hazy
u sayin “make me”
uve had ur world up in a twist and not just lately
look up in the sky coz u dont think you’ll fall to sefety
look at the ground, plant ur foot i don’t care if it means you’ll hate me

just run, keep running
take it in ‘fore you can locate where the sun is  
grey clouds, then tears plummet
i think u need to grow up if im honest

see your not taking advantage 
absorbing all this damage
its not healthy and im not sure how much longer u can manage

windy fucking roads no matter how well out you can plan it
cleary not the issue i hope that you understand this 

oh i hope u understand 
quit standing, think u can coast just coz ur hiding all this talent
worst thing u can is fucking nothing 
just believe me fr once
dont ever take a break from being who tf u wanna be

just grow grow 
grow grow 
grow grow 
grow grow 
grow grow
grow grow 
grow grow 

i know it takes but it will show
small steps, how many i dont know
these things take time 
just do what’s in ur controll

just run, keep running
take it in ‘fore you can locate where the sun is  
grey clouds, then tears plummet
i think u need to grow up if im honest

see your not taking advantage 
absorbing all this damage
its not healthy and im not sure how much longer u can manage

windy fucking roads no matter how well out you can plan it
cleary not the issue i hope that you understand this 

woah yeah lots of times 

woah woah
I just hope u grow
I got tears inside my eyes but I will never scold
woah woah woah woah woah woah 
moss

growîng (tatami construct)

Lyrics:

everything gets better if you let yourself believe
ignore the facts
and maybe it'll get easier to breathe 
ignore the signs it's easier to be a fucking sheep
ur in their sights but they won't kill u they jus wanna hear ur screams
remember why we're fighting in the first place
it's getting violent finally and i taste blood
i can't tell if it's mine or not
i couldn't care if it's mine or not
i've had no meal in like 4 days
i'm unsure now if i need that to survive
and i guess that's my own fault
but still i'll blame it on you or try

its just a song
yea i know
but this is everything i'd say
to enlighten
any listener who wants 2 know my state
guess it wasn't that important 
hold my urge to fuck ur face
love sounds rlly nice until u get a fuckin taste
how she not around and she got me this fucked
i just made a good decision and i'm not even drunk
we all got a breaking point and mine's jus down the rung
think u better bite ur tongue 
oh no really 
bite ur tongue

if my blood stains up the carpet 
will it wash out all the same
i read a passage from the dead and they're offended i relate
we're wasting time 
get the point 
through your barely human brain
if you like a bit of comfort
ill be everything you hate
go back in time preserve your words
in undisturbed till fired clay
but only if you mean it 
cause meant words will read the same
one thousand years from now i'll be just another voided name
you'll come across it by coincidence and skip over my page

just another song (canyouseetheghost)

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

how
how come i'm never enough?
my friends- keep on telling me it's just bad luck
im in a bit of a rut
misfortune of feelings i mistook for love

and you keep on texting me lately
don't understand why you're calling me "baby"
this isn't temporary, this is for real
you never would listen to how i would feel.

but now-
ur on the edge of the earth, my dear
now
u want us to run and just disappear

but you...

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

(you really do fuckin blow. and i know i'm too emotional but you?)
[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

YEA YOU SUCK.

you really- you really suck

YEA YOU SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

suck.

[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

(you're a piece of shit, fuck you!)

yea, you suck.
yea, you.

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @splashgvng & @overthro
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
You said this was for the best and I'd
Feel better once I got some rest
You lied
I thought that sobriety would bring me peace of mind
It's not

I couldn't be more wrong
Turns out I need a crutch to lean on
Without it I'm too fucked up
Despite my pride
I know I need help
Surely I'm too young to die
I'm too traumatized to think rationally
Like why do bad things always happen to me
You cut ties and turned your back to leave
I really thought that it'd be hard for you

(sendflowrs)
I'll be honest really thought that it'd be hard for you 
I even stopped my friends smoking in my car for you
I know you hate it when I'm faded
That's the shit I lean on
And I'm sippin' care plus until my blood turns neon 

Never thought that it would happen to me
You just told me I'm a fool and stabbed my back and then leave
And I don't wanna hear your voice no more just close your teeth
And I been feelin' hella wavy so just get off me 

You make it seem so easy
Turning your back on me

Listen on Spotify!

Too Young to Die w/ sendflowrs (Prod. Splashgvng & overthro)

my second full length album, dearly departing

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
artwork by @/ashleydhe on instagram

featuring:
@cherryrizla
@betweentheveinsandi
@ejcarrmusic

additional production by:
@irby314
@user-757072975
@taylor
@sainttomorrow
@pekarot_161

thank you all for everything. i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i press pause & rewind
it all feels like a movie
maybe thats how i kill time
i swear its amusing
i make a victim of myself
& im crying to no one
its a cycle of nature,
and i live in darkness,
no moon & no sun 

i hope this reads like a letter
whenever you hear it
nothing would make me feel better
than knowing u feel it too
this island it paints me blue
sincerely, it’s cause of u
the way the leaves they hold me
it almost feels like u got to know me 

[evan]
wave after wave 
and i’ve been drowning in a sea of my own thoughts
a clear image of everything i’m not 
hold on and hope it’s not a lot

i know this too well 
here reading the same old story 
i’m stuck in this cycle 
all i can do is wonder if 

are you coming to save me 
i’m empty 
pull me out of the shit that’s preventing me
is it too late to get out of this 
draw my name in the sand are you coming to save me 

are you coming to save me 
am i coming to save me
i put it all line 
draw my name in the sand 
are you coming to save me

stream everywhere!

VIII. sincerely (ft. evan carr) [jolst x pekarot]

22@
nothing more than u.^^^^^^
,goodnight
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;lyrics
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dreaming, a nightmare, comes over my head!
i forgot, where I am
i drove out, too far, and somehow don't understand
every single thing in this world, hates all my plans!

in the middle, of nowhere, i been calling your name!
as the time, keeps on passing, i hope that youll stay!
everybody in this world, is too busy to stay!
ill drive, these kilometers, are too much to even say!

I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU
I JUST WANNA DREAM WITH YOU!
im sorry that im broke my dear, 
there isn't much i can do

sell the car, and stop buying food
cancel trips, and seeing all my dudes
the ciggs, the drugs, the alcohol too\
the fun is over, death, number 2

see me in the streets tonight!
i just wanna feel, alive
i just wanna be someone, before i finally die

in the middle, of nowhere, i been calling your name!
as the time, keeps on passing, i hope that you'll stay!
everybody in this world, is too busy to stay!
ill drive, these kilometers, are too much to even say!

death number 2

soft lights all burn out eventually
prod. @nevrfall
love u all, here's to two years of skyline
enjoy <3

lyrics:
summer came and went without a trace of you
i’ve spent days and nights with just a pretty view
something’s in the way of having of piece of mind
captioning my life is only passing time

wake up and the sky’s still pitch black
my life’s just a worn down placemat
hard times come and go i’ll face that
don’t go, i can change my cadence
time finds new ways to ruin me
soft lights all burn out eventually

im losing my patience
with actions i’ve wasted
the night’s only cold
if im turning in late and if
i find a way to come back
change in the ways you hope then
im just naive i know that
the future’s far from golden

wake up and the sky’s still pitch black
(when night falls i sleep till im alright)
my life’s just a worn down placemat
hard times come and go i’ll face that
(the skyline reminds me of better times)
don’t go, i can change my cadence
time finds new ways to ruin me
soft lights all burn out eventually
time finds new ways to ruin me
soft lights all burn out eventually

skyline, pt. 2 [nevrfall]

spotify & apple music

Produced by Reytee
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@nevermadeithome
Yeah, I get sad sometimes
It's on my mind basically all the time
Yeah, I get sad sometimes
It's on my mind basically all the time

Svnam @sideviewdriveca
All the time, it's running through my head
I can't slow down
Tripping over words, I always end up on the ground
& I know that it's gonna get harder the more we move forward
So baby, be honest
Is this really even working for us?
Do you really wanna move on forward?
You can take the time that you need
As long as you come back to me

@onlyfriendyeah
I can't bear to call this home
& I can't do this alone
Well I'll be holding onto hope
'Cause without you I'm not home

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

++++

Nevermadeithome, Svnam & Onlyfriend: Sometimes (reytee)

loveless.

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