yeahhh that background adlib hits right 👀

this is an ode to pain
produced by the lovely @jolst and @splashgvng
featuring the dude @ejcarrmusic
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
(decks)
taking time for myself never ends well,
its rather dull all alone, how can i tell
that things aren’t ever just going to fix
its my fault and im convinced

im in misery
no in between
im suffering in my bed
and its taken me
so long to see
all the parts of me that are dead
they dont notice that we’re gone
but we’ve been here all along
and they’ll try to see
so desperately
where they have gone so wrong

(evan carr)
how did we get here and where do we go
cuz i've been staring at pavement wondering whats below
my skin can it handle all of this
or will i bend and break from all this lack of bliss
take me back to where it started
when life was good left no place uncharted
i look to you, my dearly departed
but knowing you i'll be broken hearted

(decks)
don’t tell me that i’ve wasted my time
i’ve spent too damn long tryna fix my life
i know we been driftin further but the faults not mine
i won’t let this go, everything’s not fine with us

im in misery
no in between
im suffering in my bed
and its taken me
so long to see
all the parts of me that are dead
they dont notice that we’re gone
but we’ve been here all along
and they’ll try to see
so desperately
where they have gone so wrong

what they don't know (ft. evan carr) [p. jolst x splashgvng]

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what they don't know (ft. evan carr) [jolst x splashgvng]

Produced by nevrfall
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@onlyfriendyeah
How damn long can I wait here?
My kicks got left on the pavement as I crashed into the sun
I don't know if I'll find a way back from what I've become

Just a body in the background, ay
Just a body with a burned out brain
Been a minute since we been the same
Put a round in the chamber again

So save me a space
Hold the door
I won't be saved
I can't say for sure
We won't leave radio silence now
We won't leave radio silence

@brokekeeps
Just a kid who's been missing you
Just a kid who can't sleep at night
Just a kid who's been trying so hard not to fuck up life
So I ran away from home & I'm never coming back
'Cause my friends did the same & that ended their pain
But I miss them so much sometimes

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@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

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Onlyfriend & Broke Keeps: Hold The Door (nevrfall)

Feat: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova

Prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxaOkiKd0n_Ufvbq6gEnSow

hey i miss you w/hazenova (prod. AKAMII)

who i am w/ kais & i'm geist (remghost)

hiraeth. eight months in the making.
featuring: @onlyfriendyeah
produced by: @lindenblossom
cover art by: @ejcarrmusic
i hope you enjoy <3
thank you for everything.

lyrics:
it feels like im missing something
a portrait unfinished
my life has been next to nothing
a chord thats diminished

cuz i’ll wait for change
and better days
just to come home with nothin
or maybe i’ll
just stay the same
cuz im too good at suffering
and i could always
take the blame
for all of my shortcomings 

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(onlyfriend)
maybe it's all for nothing
all the choices i make lead me closer to the coffin
no i can't take the weight of the changes
and i don't rly know what i'm doing
just pretend that you can't see me fading
and shy away raising no alarms
like i'm safe from harm
when i'm too far gone
and i can't hear a word from you

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(both)
hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

hiraeth (feat. onlyfriend) [linden]

originally performed by nothing, nowhere
reprod by caves
non profit cover

lyrics

I'm a 20 something 
somethings running thru my veins
I'm feeling quite alone
used to say I gave a fuck about a shit
but now that shit that I dismiss gets in my bones
and u can tell ur friends that ima mess and that I always stay at home 
but ur alcohol will fade away
those local bars and glory days are gone

how about that?
still stuck in the past
did u think it would last?
this too shall pass

passed out slow, yeah 
and it's all in my head
or its all too real
either way I'm fucked
either way I've had enough
and I did this to myself 

_twenty_something_(nothing, nowhere cover; caves)

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

Death of My Teenage

Fear'16

INTRO:
promise you won’t forget me
i’ve been feeling so empty
is this the end of tonight
am i saying goodbye 
for the very last time
i don’t want to rewind
i can’t go on living this lie

CHORUS:
oh where did the time go?
you said you’d be back tomorrow
i took your lead i followed (followed)
straight back to my sorrows (sorrows)
so i’ll ask you again where did the time go (where did it go)

POST CHORUS:
you left me here defenseless
i’ve never 
been so fuckin helpless
whatever
you gotta be so desperate 
to even turn to me for pleasure

SENDFLOWRS VERSE:
for pleasure i can’t lie i’m fucked 
droolin from my mouth like everytime we talk
you always told me i can look but i can’t touch
wait that’s the weed man i think i’m finally done
erase my name from your phone
you better
tell him straight and never come home
i’m gonna
tear his flesh from the bone
and i might 
catch a case you made me so cold (so cold)
you fake bitches
i’m a sinner
i stay sinning 
i dream of you but i’m not the one you’re kissing
like baby come over here lemme show you what you missing

OUTRO:
see my head spin
round and round
i just wanna get out of this town
look at my face and you’ll see a frown
but don’t be surprised 
when you see my wounds are open wide
don’t cry tonight
with your ocean blue eyes

where did the time go ft. sendflowrs (wisssery x jolst)

right person, wrong time.

i wish you the best even though i wanna die
i dont wanna live in this life if im a lie
im hitting random guys up online
just to maybe spite you and have what you have
but its not working
why is it not working?
they said "tryins' perfect"
but tryins' only hurtin
me more
im so bored
of trying so long for nothing

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

ive never been more ready, or maybe im not
cause ive learned life ignores you when youre blocked
just like your love did
and i know that it hurts, baby, you dont have to 
explain to me how bad it sucks
staying up, waiting, draining, fuck
and maybe this is compensation
but online is all that i have 
and ever will.. yeah ever will.

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

i tried to feel love for so long
everything i tried is soloft
im so gone

all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully
all i will ever have is me
and all you will ever have is him
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully

all i will ever have is me.
and all you will ever have is him.
it makes me sad that i cant be alone peacefully..

Onlyfriend & Broke Keeps: Hold The Door (nevrfall)

loveless.

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