Sunday

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an enfp versus intj,
some adderall pills will keep the sorrow away
a well-meaning loser in a meaningless world,
she's so fucking lonely and around you she'll curl

she lets you toy with her because she loves you
she keeps it a secret, but you know the truth
a subterranean alien, homesick and uptight,
homesick, yet homeless, her home is the night

you kissed her on new years, she's head over heels
she's determined to make you feel how she feels
don't ever welcome the adderall girl
she's so fucking lonely, and around you she'll curl.

Adderall Girl

i'm nauseous and my head hurts
but i've never felt happier in my entire life
i cried on the kitchen floor for an hour and a half
but then i got up and made pop tarts
oh i cannot tell if i love you
or i just hate myself
i want a man who can say 
"that girl's a mess, but she's my mess"
that would be really fucking cute
but for now, i will say
oh i cannot tell if i love you
or i just hate myself
i'm nauseous and my head hurts
but i've never felt happier in my entire life
i cried over you for the third time this week
but that's okay, i''ll die anyway
oh i cannot tell if i love you
or i just really fucking hate myself

lovelettering