maybe i’ll sit in a garden and listen
maybe i’ll hear everything i’ve been missing
i’m scared more friends will be gone any minute
i know i’ve done some shit wrong i admit that

i know its more than it seems
you won’t talk to me
not perfect by any means
oh i get it
hope you know that these things are upsetting me
is this as hard as it gets

i gave you everything i have
i gave you everything i have
but it was too much
i guess i have to tone it back
i gave you everything

i gave you everything i have
i gave you everything i have
but it was too much
i guess i have to tone it back
i gave you everything (x2)

some days i sit with my head in my hands
somedays i lay in my bed til i cant stand it
feel like its harder to pratice than to preach
it gets so bad i can’t stand it

i feel locked up inside this box
i put myself inside of
and i hope that
i can find a way to make it out

i gave you everything i have
i gave you everything i have
but it was too much
i guess i have to tone it back
i gave you everything

i gave you everything i have
i gave you everything i have
but it was too much
i guess i have to tone it back
i gave you everything (x2)

always too much but never enough (saint mike)

keep your hands off me
keep your eyes off me
i feel dirty
when you look at me

i could go a lifetime or more
before i ever
wanna see you again
i feel so disgusting
when you see me like this
when you see me like this, like this

when you come around
it makes my skin crawl
when you come around
i cant think at all

keep your hands off me
keep your eyes off me
i feel dirty
when you look at me

wish for
one night of resting well
cant slow these thoughts that overwhelm
it gets exhausting
didnt want you to see me like this
didnt want you to see me like this

when you come around
it makes my skin crawl
when you come around
i cant think at all

keep your hands off me
keep your eyes off me
i feel dirty
when you look at me

grime (saint mike)

put your arms around me
suffocate in your body
im trying not to end it here
but it gets so severe

(x2)

is it all downhill from here i hope not
ever second i think of you i cant stop
infectious desire
and i dont really want to escape it

would you lay in my arm
feel the beating of my heart
try and tell me that you dont feel the same
we’re falling in love

(x4)

put your arms around me
suffocate in your body
im trying not to end it here
but it gets so severe

(x2)

severity (saint mike)

can you keep a secret
wish i could leave my body
oh i mean it
its always let me down
like do i deserve this
all this weight and pressure
and the exertion
and it only worsens
only worsens

drowning in the bath
i try to grasp for air
but when i reach for help
theres nobody there

say it isnt fair
only so much i can bare
wanna pull out all my hair
theres not much i can do

oh its bad again
somedays its hard to take a step outside
i know its all just in my mind
so i just lay in my bed
and hide
oh i just lay in my bed

(x2)

i always feel like a burden
watch the walls crumble down
the whole buildings burning
and i been running out of time
to put the fire out
feel it all crumble down
all around me
and my blurred surroundings, surroundings

drowning in the bath
i try to grasp for air
but when i reach for help
theres nobody there

say it isnt fair
only so much i can bare
wanna pull out all my hair
theres not much i can do

oh its bad again
somedays its hard to take a step outside
i know its all just in my mind
so i just lay in my bed
and hide
oh i just lay in my bed

(x2)

agoraphobic (saint mike)

@zuuloh
<3 <3 <3 
@synthetickids
@moderndayuk

And Maybe thats a lesson i deserve
When we kiss it feel poision but it never really hurt
and i never u wanted wanted this but i know who u were
But u miss me lets be honest
Im exactly what u wanted
Im exactly what u wanted

I threw something in a wishing well
And i cant get it out 
I can tell why u been looking down
Well figure something out 

We win 
I dont know where to begin
U know the ways to get under my skin
Tell me 
How bad it hurts
Wait can i rack up a line fist 

Tell me 
Send a msg or we could just say nothing 
I see everywhere and everything but didnt see it coming 
Just tell me lies and mess me up another time 
I just wanna be there next 2 u like every time i die 

And Maybe thats a lesson i deserve
When we kiss it feel poision but it never really hurt
and i never u wanted wanted this but i know who u were
But u miss me lets be honest
Im exactly what u wanted
Im exactly what u wanted


Wait Tell me u miss it 
I hate whenever ur distant
Ill stay up all night 
I hope im more than a victim

I need something that glisten 
I swear i cry when u listen
Dont know whats up with the system 
Feel like im trapped in a prison

Show me bliss
I just need another kiss
Modern day, synthetic kids
I smoke weed that smell like piss
U smoke mid u dont smoke piff
Im with the gang yeah u kno what it is 
I killed another 1 put on the list
U could never get me u not my bitch 

Tell me words tonight 
Sum to make me feel alive
Pour me up another line 
Im sorry that im never fine 

But i wont fix it i
Fuck it i tried
But i dont wanna die 
I dont wanna die

And Maybe thats a lesson i deserve
When we kiss it feel poision but it never really hurt
and i never u wanted wanted this but i know who u were
But u miss me lets be honest
Im exactly what u wanted
Im exactly what u wanted

Wishing Well [Zuuloh]

@joshuasageart
Producers:
@sparkl3xo
@m2monroe

Lyrics:
Got it scorchin'
I don't care just going through the motions
No words, think it's better left unspoken
I ride around, I cant get you out of focus
The only focus

Baby I can't forget
Every little word that you said
Always on my mind no we can't pretend
I know everything that you said
It's wrapped around my thoughts, it's wrapped around my cortex
X2

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Cortex 「+sparkle x m2monroe」

Rit - Wind Blows [Alure]

so go and take a picture im never comin back
made up my mind yeah thats just that
put a hole in my soul but you never fuckin noticed 
put a hole in my soul but you never fuckin noticed 

you held me up and threw me down
cant get the words out my mouth 
i swear im drowning in this doubt
you’re in my mind but then you’re out
you’re in my mind but then you’re out

broke my heart with a nosebleed
like a ghodt in the wall can you hear me?
been two weeks since you’ve called me
can you tell me you love me? x2

so go and take a picture im never comin back
made up my mind yeah thats just that
put a hole in my soul but you never fuckin noticed 
put a hole in my soul but you never fuckin noticed 

you held me up and threw me down
cant get the words out my mouth 
i swear im drowning in this doubt
you’re in my mind but then you’re out
you’re in my mind but then you’re out x2

take a picture (ocurie)

w/ @caponeti
prod me
mix by me & capo
cover by me

(thx to gauge fijimar pinkperc tera & neoprada for help w mix)

running back +caponeti

Above ft. JoshuaSageArt (wayza)

I Dont Sleep For Days Im Alone Thru The Night No One Will Find Me In Time To Stop The OD

lily ^_^
@lovecompound + shini gang + jsvc

grime (saint mike)

lovesickxo

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