chase ur dreams playlist

take everythin frm me
dnt care boout this money
i jus need u by me
need u right bside me

i remembr watching the sunset
my world it got darker
my life is it done yet ^.^
wrap it up lik a spider

girl i kno that its hard 2 be with me
iv been tryin so hard 2 b what u need


i had 2 take awalk im nervous wonder when ur comin back
i can feel the distance growing was it something that isaid
u make me feel like im important not just smthing 2 forget
without ugirl my life is boring hope this moment nevr ends

smile i kno that life hurts but well b alright in the end
n baby this cycle think of u ovr n ovr again

girl u make my head hurt
we shuld b togethr
do u think o fme evr
i wana show u ur special

its hard :/

****music vid :..)****
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRFS_aVCJHw&list=LL3LaZlYVsBqvGfNMzTtNPwg&index=2&t=0s

@oaf1
omg b--
imso off it
i b pouring up grl u never catch me coughin
kiss me while i count it :*
she dnt rly like me but she rly like my outfit
i jus smoked a bat 2 the face 0.0
i am walking with my bros in da rain
grl u look just like aghost thru the screen
i dnt think u ever kno what i mean 😪

Aha im so gone
imon my phone
i hate this song
i do it wrong
x2

@dreamcache
imspillin it on my shirt
im fuckin everybodys night up :)
im gettin2 work
i cannot show out if its light out 
y is she tryna flirt
rly not feelin it rn
im steady sippn on dirt
me n my bros tryna die ε/̵͇̿̿/’̿’̿ ̿(◡︵◡)
fuckin rox onmy jeans hurt n its weighing me down
fuckin heavy w that leisure i stay sleepn on em 💤
mixin liters of seizure im jus tryna stay calm
christian™️ im rockin clean i dont fw this song🖕 

@oaf1
me n dreamcache
smokin out the fiend pack
its like a movie u shuld go n see that
swag at the imax™️
i dnt check the price tag
i kno u like that


prod me

doing it wrong

doing it wrong w/ @dreamcache

https://open.spotify.com/track/337H7R2AWIlI9s7M4ugelQ?si=Hw144VyOTiyi8xWOQvyjOQ

was very crazy when i made this

art by @rhodiumnights on twitter

IRIS

𝔥8 𝔪𝔢 𝔰𝔲𝔪𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔰 (ಥ_ಥ)
prod @powerdolls
mixing @blackwinterwells

skinz 〚powerdoll 𝑥 wells〛

+ @02day

hook:
im alright on my own far away from my home
wheres my mind where'd it go? somewhere nobody knows

i remember drinking everynight when we took the train up to the other side
of the city i was blinded by the lights when you kissed me and it took me by surprise

i was buying fendi and the gucci spending cause its really nothing to me
cant get caught up f*king with these groupiess
tragedy, my life is like a movie

oh idk where to go, oh you leave me all alone

[hook]

im stuck inside im stuck up
im falling hard i fucked up
do anyting to come up
do anything for your love

oh i wasna fly away, to a better day i wanna see your face

Nobody Knows (@dayrick_travel)

@oakscreen
@careinq

spotify art by @bird_esquire
https://open.spotify.com/track/2CmAfhjGUwWGSidD1i4ehW?si=qxgarq15Q6GY6iIKRlluyA

lion feat. oakscreen (+maple)

[kurtains]
i'll b honest
i wna cry bout it
im on these drugs
u gon frown bout it 
i hate that i always gotta lie bout it
n i hate how i feel like all this time

[kuru]
hotel 3rd floor throwin up in a bathroom
i aint messin w a fool i jus needa get my cash soon
u can lie2 me 
smokin thrax ina motherfuckn bathroom

[kurtains]
rollin loud cuz i had2
me n keegan had 2 smoke em w a bassoon
(angelus: no u didnt)
bro did i ask u 
u dont kno a thing ab me all the shit i went thru

[kuru]
u dont kno a thing ab me
posted up w kurtains and my double s 0 3s 

[kurtains]
u dont kno a thing ab me 
u dont kno a single thing ab

[kuru] 
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

[kurtains] 
i kno u got ur problems
n i got mine 2
i jus want sum 2 put my mind 2
n the only thing i think ab
stressin me the fuck ab
one day this shit gna die out
yea thats the truth n u kno it 
got a bag n u playin w some drugs, clowns
fuck u even doin?? u disgrace fuckn clueless
dont talk yo shit bout me your life is bogus

[kuru] 
i jus rly wna die now
i jus wna b w all my friends wna dine out
actin up they should put u inna time out
even tho i say all this shit i still love u
thatll never change
even tho im goin thru it jus kno that ill never change
even tho im goin crazy standin by my fuckin self
i think its best that u kno that ill stay the same 

put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

https://soundcloud.com/kurtains
https://soundcloud.com/thefthproject
https://soundcloud.com/holidaykiss
https://soundcloud.com/lunamatic
https://soundcloud.com/mynameisvalentine

clueless +kurtains (lunamatic + holidaykiss)

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

Spotify

sour w/ 8485

stream ❄️

to clear u from my head w/ 8485

BNO make u scream
do a show we make a scene 
i got everything u need
ill do anything u please
dirty drugs keep it clean
im w bro, mr bean
now they following my lead but its not enough for me

give me the key to ur heart
ik everythings falling apart
im gona take it to far
its not enough for me

(d1v
im ina benz pulling up to a show like this
im in a mall i just spent a band on kicks
i just woke up and im ready i dont need to waste time
think she regret that she met me i dont think her way now
whatever u say however it go can we keep it low
im in the club im with a hoe and im doing coke
they know thats why they pose with me
bno they roll with me

rocknroll ye heavy metal
i be geeked all in my mental
make it sound so sentimental
f**k it all its nothing special

scream (+d1v)

@alice-gass
@4ambhx

lyrics:
i feel like everything just a waste of time
you giving up your heart
i'll have to give u mine
he talkin shit
i cut the snakes off of the grapevine
she say i cut it close
im making racks through the e-mail
drop it on some clothes
i just hopped in the uber i dont like to drive
speed dial on the bros know they all gon slide
DOA imma kill em soon as i arrive
she wanna see how i live i'll show you what its like

im talking payment
rave shit
people on some fake shit
hair done
square one
we just tryna make it
party girl
drop a couple thousand on some fake lips
molly rock
she put it on her tongue cant even taste it
walking
stop asking if i need some other options
pop shit
every song im making bet i top it
target 
i got em talking bout me imma topic
heard he talking out his neck
pussy stop this

ay lit 
like a match stick
stretch like a elastic
posted inna back
got da bag
goin spastic
his new song? 
trashed it
her new man?
tragic
on my neck got moonstones
her man got plastic

gettin blood on my sneakers im asking boy if he had enough
i got bitches in my dms they tweaking this shit not adding up
i swear they think they funny look at me boy im not cracking up
like the bell just rang boy you the one that we packin up

you inside her comments but i dont think she need saving
he hasn't paid his rent but he flexing all his savings (LMAOOO)
hop inside the pit
bitch im lit you cant save him
they was talking bout me?
time to get back to what im saying

im talking payment
rave shit
people on some fake shit
hair done
square one
we just tryna make it
party girl
drop a couple thousand on some fake lips
molly rock
she put it on her tongue cant even taste it
walking
stop asking if i need some other options
pop shit
every song im making bet i top it
target 
i got em talking bout me imma topic
heard he talking out his neck
pussy stop this

sheaskedwhatmylifeislike

sheaskedwhatmylifeislike (alice gas & 4am)

ihonestlymightgiveup

‎ihonestlymightjustgiveup Prod vagex

evrybody askin mee oaf wat wrong
sry cant tel u its no t very fun
i just trying write this song
every word  wrong oaf why dou take so long
thanks soooo much
thee life u gave mme god it suckkcs
i gave u luv n u fucked me up
ubrokje my heart n noww i cant ttrust
thx soo much

:) 

:(

i don need freinds
i need meds
u dont make ssense
leave me agauin
its no t hard
we could pretetend
get in the car
wher the roasd ends
im gna take u to mmy head
do it ahgain
i  m  better offff deaaaadeddddddddd

thank u soo much ^_^

not on sc yet so I said fuck it ima put it up

song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqhIkLESdX8&ab_channel=Deko

@thisisdeko

Deko - crystal ball .ﾟ

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3wGuOZiFXDZlwD3gMYI0rt
production/backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

agony

dolly + alice + angelus - leg room [prod. dolly + alice]

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

comfortable

spotify <3

original song by jack conte - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dzr32OqGlOA

prod @blackwinterwells

thank u to ethan @soupandreas for help transcribing to midi

:D

jack conte - yeah yeah yeah (blackwinterwells)

beautiful song by @emotegi
https://soundcloud.com/emotegi/talent-show
<3
guitar/piano/drum programming/mixing/mastering by mee

talent show

prod @degenerate69 and @blackwinterwells
mixed by @blackwinterwells

there was a time once i thought i could be like you
you should have seen it
all of the meaning in all of what i can't do anymore

there was a time once that i believed in you
thought you would keep me safe from my weaknesses when i'd speak to you

burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
oh i'm better on my own
cause i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream

and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me
and i don't know how i can be clean again
think the dirt settled in way too deep
let it into the rest of me
and i give all the best of me too
i don't like what is left of me
i don't know what is left here to do

..and i don't know what happened to me
no i don't know what happened to me
there was a time once that i believed in you

pure (dgen + blackwinterwells)

lily ^_^
@lovecompound + shini gang + jsvc

chase ur dreams playlist

lovesickxo