The Upload

i tried at least.

production: me
mixing & mastering: me & windfield @findwield

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

these last few months in these thin walls
blood spilt w words, i’ve been through it all
n i grow tired day by day 
watching all my “friends” leave me 
wish they’d just stayed...
don’t know who i am anymore
i just don’t wanna b ignored
sick of it all…
cuz i’ve changed for y’all for far too long 
n all ur lies roll off ya tongue 
i’m done j being what u want 
it’s clear that i do not belong 

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

my memory’s faded and i’ve lost who i am
this piece i’ve painted, fragments of what was then 
let’s leave it in the past
let it decay to ash
let it just falter… away
feel like my whole life, i’ve been erased
always made me feel like i’m a waste
wishing i could never ever wake 
people switching up on me, it’s hard to say 
but i don’t really feel a thing but apathy
yeah every part of me is numb to pain 
everyday is just a cycle of my misery
and i hate it
cuz it’s always my fault and i’m always the cause of my fall

i could change the way i look
i could switch the way i talk 
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me 
i just try again n again
so i can feel like i fit in
but everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me
making the same mistakes
these problems, i create
ingrained inside my brain
falling back to my old ways
i’m tired, don’t wanna let myself go any further 
cuz everything i do is not enough
cuz i’m still the same old me

stream <3

same old me

on the table ( p. tenoji )

produced by @sprr00w + @craves <3
written recorded and mixed by me 

as of making this I'm not doing good

🠟 lyrics 🠟

i wish that i could say
that im at my worst

but i know you’re here too


took my mind to a place
where i can hide my pain

so i can fucking hear you


and when you’re done
i turn my phone off
so i can disappear 

u dont wanna know
the things i do to cope
when ur not here


so don’t you worry your 
little head

im all ears for you 
as i should be

ill keep lying and saying
that im fine

until your problems
eat
away at me



time we get away from here
and see a place that doesn’t rain 

its time to say goodbye to home
cuz all it brought us both was pain 

its time for us to vanish 
in a way where they ask
are we sane ?

its time 

for us to walk alone


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of time


ill go left and you go right

ill go dark and you go light

ill accept while you deny

and say im not a waste of your time

i wish i had more to give

where u are + wstdyth + sparr00w (odel + soma)

prod 2001
i wish you understood what i mean
i wish u rlly felt proud of me
i wish i had a home
let it go
the ppl that i know
never show themselves to me
i’m crying aching see
off a pill bitch i’m stuck in a dream
my head hurts i’m so deep
where do i go now
i can’t put my pants on
i cant do shit now
i feel like a moron
life is a headache
every fucking mistake
is haunting me so bad
wont u come hold me
tell me it’s okay
tell me i’m alright
plz don’t ignore me
i wait till the morning
but you do not text back
i feel so fucking stupid
why won’t u message me please

kill me softly please
when you speak will you speak slowly
do you love me like u say you’ll get me killed if i hurt you
why do you hurt me
please don’t ignore me
i ask you to calm down
you stay for a while
we drink until we pass out
draining me slowly
killing me softly
calm down
why are you shouting
fucking calm down
please just stop your whining
you tell me you’re stressed out
you tell me to calm down
but you are the one that
is causing the problems
why don’t you see that

wish u rlly

ty 3k 0_0
https://twitter.com/lostmyescape

regret

@diligencexs
in the end

https://open.spotify.com/album/6flSgOHm06B7tSvYE2lij2?si=ZNjo5z1sSg64dhohnA-pcg

light

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhuPb84I7ek
MUSIC VID BY @dullgirl

runnin in circlez til im
lozt in da forest
but u still loop in my head wen im
out of storage
wake up evryfuckin dayyy
feelin lik a tourist
i hold myself in my armz
babie no1 ccan hurt uz

uhhh
i i i iuhiiihui i wuz gonna uhhh
drdr i i i uhUh i wuz gona azk 4 directionzzz but
u don look lik u kno where ur goin eithr ;]

a a aAaA aaah aahhh

ku do jesh sot? (where will u b 2nite?)
ne qielli o ne tok? (in da sky or on da ground?)
me ke do jesh sot? (who will u b wid 2nite?)
me mua o me zot? (wid me or wid god?)

lost *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

Headshot! W/ Moodyriley & Kuriosity

all plats

ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

atelophobia (ft. tigerstar) [p. crona]

prod by @waystalkerr + @erdo

Lyrics: starts at 0:39

They talk alotta shit but they dont know
How i got racks and u still broke u get exposed
He want some likes nobody hittin that look at your clothes
Take my advice get off the internet go get some hoess
I got the party goin nuts
I took your bitch she put some molly in her butt
Get off of instagram this hoe is a slut
I love the money cuz it never switch up

They know im strapped like the fuckin army
What im sippin in my cup same color as barney
I only need 2 if im on a par 3 
That boi actin like my son put him in a car seat
These bitches fake as hell they act like some barbies
She ask me if im hard i said “bitch, hardly”
I know they dick ridin do it like a harley
And my stick crying bullets put u where the stars be
Im posted up in neiman marcus blowin raacks
Might fall in love with this hoe buy u a bag
U stayed down so u know i gotchu
And i watch my back cuz i got to

My life just like some dominoes falling over
Give me that money im like vamanos on the border
Im makin plays like im in denver bro Michael Porter
Yea im a white boi with that burner on me Kyle Korver
Cant talk to feds nahhh i’d never do that
If i get caught im bailing out i got my groove back
Im chasin green u chasin pussy wit yo goofy ass
We got a problem get off twitter where yo tooly at?
She made of plastic well lil bitch there aint no beauty in that
You fat as hell and then complain they being rude in the chat
Ha (me laughing) well maybe u should listen to that 
This shit dont make sense that shit just make me laugh

get off the internet!

get off the internet! (waystalker + erdo)

You’re my only hope
@vnusualxo
@y4ndere
@kamidere (prod. yandere)

Remembrance⋆ ˚｡⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚｡⋆ @Y4ndere

prod me

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7d348iq6ZhRoaA9aemCg4L?si=hbShiJb6QV-Ntb_9hX5SOQ

Ha, I Heard That She Like My Voice
I Don’t Even Got No Choice
I Don’t Even Got No Choice
I’ma Do Right For That Bag
The Tris Don’t Fill That Void
Draco Pull Out That Mag
I Don’t Even Got No Choice

She Wanna Feel My Vibe
I Had To Hardly Try
Yeah, I Got So Many Racks On Me
Pockets, Tramatized
Got That Glock, It Make Em Bleed
Please Don’t Kill My Vibe
Got That Glock, It Make Em Bleed
Please Don’t Kill My Vibe

I’m Not No Runner
Them Bullets Hit His Stomach
Broke Minds It Make Me Vomit
That Fye I May Do Somethin
My Life Aint Bout Just Money
But I Gotta Make This Quap
Gotta Make That Semi Talk
Gotta Turn That Boy To Chalk

Gotta Turn That Boy To Chalk
Gotta Turn That Boy To Chalk
I Heard That She Like My Voice
I Don’t Even Got No Choice
I Don’t Even Got No Choice
I’ma Do Right For That Bag
The Tris Don’t Fill That Void
Draco Pull Out That Mag
I Don’t Even Got No Choice
Ima Do Right For That Bag
The Tris Don’t Fill That Void
The Tris Don’t Fill That Void
The Tris Don’t Fill That Void

Don’t Care If They Like Me
I’ma Make Sure I Get The Check Just Like Nike
I Don’t Care If You Care
I Just Know I Like Me
Don’t Pull Up If You Scared
Just Know I’m Not Fighting
Don’t Pull Up If You Dare

I Just Pulled Up In A Sheisty
Yeah, I Pull Up In A Black Tee
Amg Is What I’m Driving
100m What I’m Thriving
100m What I’m Liking
100m What I’m Diving
100m Bet I’m Fighting
100m What I’m Thriving

Ha, I Heard That She Like My Voice
I Don’t Even Got No Choice
I Don’t Even Got No Choice
I’ma Do Right For That Bag
The Tris Don’t Fill That Void
Draco Pull Out That Mag
I Don’t Even Got No Choice

She Wanna Feel My Vibe
I Had To Hardly Try
Yeah, I Got So Many Racks On Me
Pockets’ Tramatized
Got That Glock, It Make Em Bleed
Please Don’t Kill My Vibe
Got That Glock, It Make Em Bleed
Please Don’t Kill My Vibe

( SLATT )

Like My Voice

НАУЧУ(demo) +runer

twitter.com/christianblair
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prod - @1hallow - twitter.com/1vyxs
art & master by me

getting back into posting this year, looking to work with more artists! dm me : )

https://soundcloud.com/1flea/para-ti

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4u (hallow)

lily ^_^
@lovecompound + shini gang + jsvc

where u are + wstdyth + sparr00w (odel + soma)

lovesickxo

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