@hvvean @ilychrxme @shyne2400

cardinal:
your love is fake ill never find it
you dont fw me like nevermind then
you never cared abt my problems
and i dont think that we will solve them
is this the end of all that we know?
you gave me your heart i will not keep it
i think im going off the deep end
i go thru life without a reason
i cannot make my life have meaning
i fell asleep wish i was dreaming
yea
fuck it all but thats just life
even thru the pain and strife
at the end of the tunnel i found a light
now i know i must keep going
and the rain it just keeps pouring
ive always thought my life was boring
but at this point this shits abhorrent
lying down im on the floor and
thinking about what im becoming
my new self is so unbecoming
if youre out there then please just help me

hvvean:
yea just tell me why you lied
no i don’t wanna cry
please don’t let this be goodbye
yea you make me wanna die
yea i just wanna know
yea was it all for show
yea you fake like sweet n low
yea why did you leave me
yea i sing to you like riri
yea i know you got my shit on repeat
still to this day
u know i don’t play about you
yea about you

end of the tunnel w/ hvvean (ilychrxme + shyne)

brace yourself - nenji, ryuu noah, gëmz, & b1em {bxxngan} #dmc

i want u so bad (nassim)

can't get u out of my mind (nassim)

be ok (candle)

unseen: wit the team (shyne)

life is stränge {333since} #comeherebaby

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev
Produced by Matt Beats (https://www.youtube.com/@MattBeats1.)

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I’ve been tryna hit
All night this ecstasy 
At night I talk in my sleep and say
That I’m better of without anyone else with me
This weather devours no one else but me

[Chorus]
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna make it full of drugs and drinking all night
Yeah this life is up to me
If I wanna find true love or constantly fight
These demons in my mind
They make me overthink and I see signs 
About my future and how I will die
My whole head filled with these dark lies

[Verse 2]
I’ve been tryna get out of the zone of fear
I think I just need someone to hear me out 
Venting my brain my thoughts and my doubts
I need someone that does not care about what I say
I need someone that knows me fully and not far away
I need someone that I know will stay 
Think the answer to that is only me
I can’t stand anyone else
I just wanna spend time with myself

Uptome (prod.mattbeats)

pills over slicing w/ gëmz (dreamboi, wokeups)

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@rewind214 - 2
@glimpseofdespair - 5
@1revert - last

can't get u out of my mind (nassim)

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