October +prod.Blxnk Mind+

@loveushiyoko
shawty ik that you miss me..
yk i got a Samsung woahhhh
shawty got a iphone tell me if u miss me 
so i can hit from the back yk my diamonds be glissing 
threw my backpack yeah i got the molly and they hitting 
no I'm so betrayed for the things i didn't do 
baby I'm sorry your just a slut and i miss it :(
crying on the bathroom floor telling myself i can kill myself!
blood on my wrist i don't think ima make it 
take a oxy for the pain its crazy i think someone laced it 
xanax with the perc tell me if you miss me
cause yk that i miss you and i want kisses :(

@1anesthesia

vampire princess
raspberry kisses
blood in my syringes
I don’t know forgiveness

don’t talk to me now don’t talk to me ever
life’s kinda funny I feel like the jester
I been snorting blue pills floatin like a spectre
And I can’t trust a soul when they switch up like the weather...

KISSESXOXO2 <3 w/ anesthesia [goonyears]

everytime i try to forget i come back to this song and start thinking of u again

ホームシック

toxicz ft ry36 (prod. bleachcraft + augury)

controller by 9aradox 
prod. valentine kxl 
-lyrics- 

im steppin in the club angel wings on me 

flashing lights shining everywhere i can see 

i tried so hard but i let u down thats on me 

and im drowning in the ocean so i cant breathe 

yea i cant breathe 

girl i cant sleep 

yea i cant eat 

these kids so fake yea they be lying thru their teeth 

yea im lost so deep in the ocean  

baby come and save me in drowning in emotion 

sippin on elixr yea im sippin on tht potion 

got this fur coat on my body cuz my heart is frozen 

oh oh oh, and the weather gettin colder 

girl i hate to say it but we’re slowly growing older 

conversations with the devil sittin on my shoulder 

baby touch my body play with me like a controller 

oh oh oh and i wake up everyday 

everything i do to put a smile on ur face 

and we’re in the club like baby can u feel the bass?  

if u break my heart that shit will never be replaced 

if u throw my heart away ill nvr get it back 

zombii gang up in the party we all dressed black 

smoking on exotic that shit had me on my ass 

dont know why they hate on me these kids be hella whack  


ohhh 

oh-ohhhhh, yea

im steppin in the club angel wings on me 

flashing lights shining everywhere i can see 

i tried so hard but i let u down thats on me 

and im drowning in the ocean so i cant breathe 

yea yea yea i be going crazy 

so much luv inside my heart idk why they hate me 

girl i hate to see u cry i swear it really pains me 

every time my flow is picture perfect like a painting  

yea yea yea 

dancing off the molly 

faces in the wall yea my skin starts crawling 

i can hear them talking when im walking through the hallway

girl your on my mind think about you almost always 

in my dreams hear them speak i cant focus

hating in my comments little bitch that shit is bogus 

and im aiming through the scop im so focused 

omfg im gonna go into psychosis 

omfg i gotta misson that im on 

up inside the club im taking drugs n im so gone 

cop some DMT n then i smoke it outta bong 

angel on my shoulder but we never get along

controller [valentine kxl + swanboy]

ST4YYY(´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`) w/elies_riot {ilybeam}

withdrawin & fiendin' (yahfs)

i was just a ft 

i love you ry

@ry36
he sounds like lilsodaboi

ry36 leavemealone x shiyoko

@loveushiyoko
@misalivee
@wiltedangel
@amecandy

stayaway ft misalive + angel! + ame (prod. beQUITE)

love it when I can feel you in the palm of my hand

it feels so good to be loved i know that you understand

every little part of me and why I am the way that I am

I'm so glad that your patient, I know I cant demand

anymore than what you give me  trust me this is more than enough

everyday I'm getting stronger with the strength of your love

but am I strong enough to fix myself shit I couldn't know

because I'm sitting here smoking up a ton of my dope

know that this different this ain't like any high I can reach

smoking this new pack swear to god that this shit smell like bleach

winter finally coming I was getting sick of all the heat

finally making changes, no more promises I can't complete

grinding down my bones til I'm loaded up on tons of keef

smoking to get high or im smoking just to get to sleep

struggling to work, I cant get my flows to be on beat 

struggling to live, I can barely get myself to eat




struggling with everything it's part of my identity 

it's fucking with me mentally, no matter the severity 

I'm always filled with jealousy, I feel like I cannot compete 

I know that Im potentially, missing opportunity 

to be in this community and feel that there is unity

between myself and all my work, and i guess to be brutally 

honest with myself I don't think I'm going anywhere

my music is my life and I'm always finding myself at square one



October +prod.Blxnk Mind+

shiyoko

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