lyrics :

Let me go, let me go, let me freeze in the snow x4


Since the day you left me I wanted to cry, Since the day you met him I wanted to die, 

When I wasn't a ghost I didn't feel seen, 

But now that I'm a ghost I feel seen 

What the fuck do you mean you ain't in love with me, 

When I die will you cry? 

When you die will I cry? 

I don't think so because I don't care for you, 

But I know when I die there will be crøws surrounding my grave,

Waiting for me to arise one day, 

The emotions I put on my face are fake just like her love for me, she asked are you fine? I said yeah I'm alright

Let me go, let me go, let me freeze in the snow x3

I'll die and die and die again i don't need no friends I'll die without them, 

I don't need no bitchs I'll die without them 

I don't need no hugs I'll die without them 

I don't need you and you don't need me so why are you still trying to be with me 


Can you please just let me go out so I can die in the snow please, 

Let me go, let me go, let me freeze in the snow x5
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crøw. ( prod. p4ra x whitejeen)

lyrics:

They ask why I'm silent? 
Well I don't like to talk, 
If you listened to my shit then you'll know I talk, 
And what I really feel, emotions coming like the plague and I know it's gonna kill
I told her I'm fine, and she believed that lie, 
If she heard what I said about her, she'll fucking cry 
But I don't care because she makes me cry every night 
I can't wait to leave this place we call earth
And when I die I'ma leave all of you cursed 
Finally I'm free from the curse she set upon me, 
Now I can say what I want, and not worry about her tryin' stab me in the gut , 
I hope she feels bad for what she did, 
But I don't think she's gonna repent for her sins, 
But it's alright I ain't, I hope we don't see each other again, 
I look at the sky and wait for the rain to fall down,
They say are you crazy? 
Hell nah I'm just broken, 
When I find another I hope she won't leave me broken and hopeless, 
again I don't wanna go through that bullshit again, and I'm still getting better, 
but I cannot cope and I cannot find my hope, 
I don't know where the fuck to go, 
I know I say this all the time , 
but I'm really fucking broke down, wrote down all my fucking emotions on this note pad now, I'm hopeless now 
leave me alone so I can cope by myself, 
and don't ask me to go out i don't like the crowds, 
rottin' all alone on the top of the shelf, 
and don't try to cheer me up, leave me under the weather I like it here 

It feels like I see that bitch everywhere 
Drowning in despair, throw me into the ocean so I can get swept away by the TIDE!, 
I know if I tell you my feelings your gonna laugh and I'm gonna cry, 


I'm a laugh stock, give me the pill then I pop, knife in my hand slice away then I drop, all these thoughts in my mind it feels like I'm lost, what the fuck is wrong with me 16 and I wish I was dead, 
I wanna get put in the ditch so I can get a hand out of it, 
but no ones ever there to give me it 

what the fuck am I gonna do now? 
walking with my head down, 
fucking frown up on my face , 
dont tryna make me happy I don't like this place, 
don't tryna cheer me up at all , 
nothing to smile about , I don't feel alive at all, I just wanna go home , so I can lay in my bed, why do I feel so alone?, 
when their right here next to me 
coping on my own, 
no one to hold when I'm freezing to the fucking bone. 

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silent. | prod. Nekogod

lyrics:

I could've saved you, from that hell you was in, 
You couldn't save me, from this hell that i'm in, 
I feel melancholy, every time I see her around town, and not wearing a frown 
I'll be in the ground, before I feel better now
Tell myself everything, will get better somehow
But I know it won't, and I know I won't
Music will pay off someday, but I don't know how, 
Somehow someway, this is all just a phase
Somehow someway, I'll see better days 
Somehow someway, you'll find me again
Somehow someday, I'll get left again, 
When you found him he was better than me, you didn't tell me bye you just got up and left
Leave my room and all I see is you, 
Leave my tomb and then I'll curse you 

No I don't feel alive, girl you can't save me so don't even try
I thank you for trying, but please don't waste your time, 
On someone like me, who wastes their time, crying on the floor about some whore
Who doesn't care about him no more, he thinks she do, but she's really through
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melancholy. | prod. Lxst Ghxul

lyrics :

Only speak when spoken to, 

That's how my life goes, 

No one ever noticed me so I guess I'm a ghost, 

The words I speak come from hell, 

And No one ever knows what I really feel so I guess I'll just go, 

Struck dead, 

Give me the gun, 

Then I pop at my top, 

Forever stuck, 

My body will rot, 

In my bed thoughts about us strike then I stop, 

Hate the image I put out of myself now, 

I just wanna be alone now, 

I cannot imagine a life without you now, 

Why so sad?, and why so mad? 

I stand by myself now, it's not that bad, 

I don't care what you think, I do me, and you do you, 

I'm gonna make it no doubt about it fool,


Broken thoughts, 

And broken heart, 

I bounded my love to you now I'm locked

It's hard to act happy, when your fucking pissed, 

Now I'm friends with the boogie man, holding my hand, 

Walked into the lake and I won't come back up, 

Please I need your help can you come pick me up, 

I'm hurting, and my body is still shaking, 

And my wrist is still aching , 

This is so crazy how we're not talking daily now. 

I'm gonna off myself if it's the last thing that I do, 

and I wasted my time on a bitch that doesn't even like me,

What happened to the old you? , I don't know he's dead but I like this version of me it's the right me , 

when I die will I see the bright beams, or will I go down and burn for eternity, I don't really care tho , 

the girl that I thought loved me,  didn't fucking like me, so now im lost and im dead 

Only speak when spoken to, 

That's how my life goes, 

No one ever noticed me so I guess I'm a ghost, 

The words I speak come from hell, 

And No one ever knows what I really feel so I guess I'll just go, 
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time. (prod. Nekogod)

lyrics : 

blood stains, on my shirt I washed it, but it won't come out, 
My mind is just like our love, now I want out, 
I stopped going out, and became a loner now I'm not wanted now, 
They say, they love me but I know they don't, 
I said I loved you, but you didn't say it back so I'll just go now, 
Staying by myself now, rotting and becoming a waste in my room, 
All alone I'll make it out of this hell I'm in, 
And if I'm not, I'm dragging you in it, 


locked away, 
I'll stay away for now 
I guess I'll just go, 
I don't really care about nobody, but myself now, 
ever since that bitch broke me, 
I do, not wanna go back out, 
I do, not love, 
I do, not trust, 

My 50 is empty, the back up machete
Go to the grave head of enemies is plenty

I had your bitch laughing like Ed Edd and Eddie, don't give me the knife, cause I'll  

cut myself and then I'll cut you on your face and arms well you cry for help, but no one is 

coming because I killed them all,  don't give me the bonesaw cause I'll slice off both my arms 

 
Someone is creepin' 

My shadow is leaking

Why the fuck is my pulse still beating

You wouldn't believe the shit I Believein'

And my sadness. Is frequent 

i'll ask for forgiveness. But I know I won't get it, 


I know I'll die alone in the end! 

No one to hold my hand

When I fall into the pit 

I'm just a low life 

No reason for livein' 

I'll try to beat my demon 

But I know I won't beat it 


Tried to look into your eyes 

But I got stuck 

Said you loved me

But I can tell it was a bluff

I tried to call you. but you just hung up 

I tried to buy it. But it was just too much 


Drop it down, 
Body in ground now I'm rotting now, 
Talk about you when I'm feeling down, 

Hold up stop, pick up the phone I'm calling you now, 
Walk around town when the snow falls down, 

I don't care what you think about me now  So sad, and so depressed give me the nic then I inhale that shit, 

blood stains, on my shirt I washed it, but it won't come out, 
My mind is just like our love, now I want out, 

I stopped going out, and became a loner now I'm not wanted now, 
They say, they love me but I know they don't, 
I said I loved you, but you didn't say it back 

so I'll just go now, 
Staying by myself now, rotting and becoming a waste in my room, 
All alone I'll make it out of this hell I'm in, 
And if I'm not, I'm dragging you in it, 


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i know I'll die alone in the end! |Prod. BadSoul

(prod by. Bruks)

lyrics :

Only come out in the night, 
Night life, night time
Stay in the shade. When the sun comes up so I'll be alright,
She said she'd  "never leave"
But she fucking lied, 
But I don't need her anymore I'll be fine, 
I'm Making my music to calm down my nerves, 
I don't wanna go out, I just wanna stay inside, 
And I don't want to die, but I also don't wanna be alive, 

Damn (x4) 

Stuck again, 
I'm lost in my mind again, 
I don't wanna go back to that hell I was in 
And if I go back I'll be dead again (x2) 

Left me out, that's all you know how to do now, 
You left me now I don't feel safe, what am I gonna do now? 

Am I the problem or is it you? 
I didn't mean to hurt you, 
But you hurt me first,
And I was protecting myself from your curse

and now you left me for him, and now you're dancing and laughing in the rain with him, well I'm dying and rotting in the lake with them, 

Now I'm coming up from the underground, 
I don't like to smile, so I'll wear a frown, 
and I like to cut myself when no one else is around, 

Damn (x4) 

Only come out in the night, 
Night life, night time
Stay in the shade. When the sun comes up so I'll be alright,
she said, she'd "never leave"
But she fucking lied, 
But I don't need her anymore I'll be fine, 
I'm Making my music to calm down my nerves, 
I don't wanna go out, I just wanna stay inside, 
And I don't want to die, but I also don't wanna be alive, 

Stuck again, 
I'm lost in my mind again, 
I don't wanna go back to that hell I was in 
And if I go back I'll be dead again. 
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shade. | prod by. Bruks

lyrics : 


Got my heart attached, now I'm broken and sad

There's more girls out there, and I still love her. Why do I get attached? 

She keeps coming back, in the form of the devil

And I keep falling back 

I just wanted her love, but I didn't get that, 

So I need more than that 

Every night I go to bed, I start to cry because she's not by my side, every time I try to talk to her, I get scared and walk right past her, and her friends 

And they start to point and laugh, and that makes me more sad 


I haven't been paid in months, so i need my money back, 

And if I don't ima send you to hell, where you're father at , 

Heart shot blast, shoot me right on the spot 

Just end me! because i've been alive for way to long 

 

All I want was a bad bitch to hold my hand 

but I couldn't have that so take me away to a world where I can have that, 

because this ain't the world where I can have that, 

I'm just a piece of shit because I keep on falling deeper into the pit 

I haven't been okay for 9 months 

And when she left me it just made it worse 


None of this is working, 

And I can't live my life without you, 

I know you said you want to, 

but you didn't have to take your life too, 

now I can't live my life without you, 

 I don't know how i'm gonna keep on going living without you 
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just end me! (Prod. NetuH)

no lyrics this a freestyle!

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gray. |prod. antisxcial    (unwritten)

lyrics :

You won't catch me outside with a whole lot of friends, 
I'll be by myself with a blade in my hand
waiting for that bitch to come back, 
so she can carve her name on my wrist, 
staying by myself, with the nicotine in my lungs blowing it out, 
she shot me down, now I'm falling to the ground, 
waiting for her to smile now, 
she locked me in the room, 
now I'm all by myself, 
smoke in the air I told her to come help 

Saying your stayin' one night, but it turns into five, I told you I love you, but you hate me 

You hate me, said I was boring, then you dumped me, I've been waiting for someone to come save me, 

but I know they won't show, 
she's the type to call, but no show, 
no hoe, 
I don't love you anymore, 
I'll dump yo body in the snow, 
and watch the crows feast on you, 
yeah I loved you, 
but I'll leave you too, 
well you go boohoo 
why you keep on crying tho?, 
yeah I caught you lying tho, 
now you playin' victim, 
well I'm getting burned slow, 
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cruel. | Prod. MXLTHAEL

(prod by. Bruks) 

lyrics : 

you won't see me begging for your love again, 
I wanted to talk to you but you left me on read again
she said Yaro, 死ぬ よ
and I believed her, 
I'm leaving this earth, and I don't wanna be in a hearse, I want to be burned so you could throw my ashes in her face
Well she cries and says sorry with no expression on her face, 
I guess I haven't learned my lesson
I keep going back to you and you keep, stabbing me with your weapon,
My heart is open, and you filled it with cotton

Traveling Far!, back in my mind
When you were by my side, 
Popped a bar now Im look like a zombie 
creepily walking, and scary taunting, 
In the back yard shovel in my right hand, digging up your grave waiting for you to fall dead, fangs in my neck stabbed me in the back, I slipped and cracked my skull on the wall, now I'm eternally bleeding
I'm a villain, not a hero, not that good of a man, weird kid popping off in the back class.
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                            ↓
https://youtu.be/zZp0vfRqb9U

Traveling Far! | Prod by. Bruks

lyrics :

When she gets scared, she runs away 
But when I get scared, I start to shake
Close the curtain. The lights too bright
And I'm not ready to take my life

I loved you, but you ran way, you said goodbye and I started to cry, 
I used to have you, but now you're not mine 
I used to have my heart, but now it's not mine 

We met at eye contact, when we first met, 
It was zeiyla from the start, now it's kyt at the end 
Now I'm ghostify, and I guess I feel better 
But it doesn't mean I'm happier than ever

Suicide, shut off the lights it's to bright 
In my mind I live inside, and my heart is not alright
I feel the pain in my heart and it hurts too much 
And I feel the smoke in my lungs, because the nicotine I inhale is just too much
And the love I gave her just wasn't enough

Love is in my name, but it doesn't mean that I give or get it, I won't admit that I still love her, but I will admit this life is so rough
And this is it for me I'm going under 
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Close The Curtain. (prod.Nekogod)

lyrics :

I'll never find myself, 
And the person I want to be, 
So I'll stay inside this room, until God lets me free, 
And the day I go, it's gonna mean so much to me
Because I've been waiting for that day, for some time now
I don't have the time, or energy to waste on someone like you 
If it's gonna end the same like it always do, 
And I'll keep writing songs about you, because that's the only thing I'm good at fool, 
And I have no other talents, so I'll keep on doing this 

And until I find out the reason why she left me pissed
And until I find out the reason why I'll never be good at this 
And until I find out the reason why I'm always like this 
And until I find out the reason why I'll never be fixed

They keep on telling me, I'm gonna make
But I don't see the vision, I don't know where the hell their livein' 
But it isn't the same planet that I'm living on, 
And I always thought it would be cool to have one of my songs take off, but I know it'll never happen to me, because I was never lucky
So I guess I'm not the one to be, 

And i'll never find myself, 
And the person that I want to be, 
So I'll stay inside this room, until God lets me free, 
And the day I go, it's gonna mean so much to me. 
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I dont have time. | Prod. antisxcial

lyrics :


[ did I deserve it? lyrics]

When I wake up in the morning I hate your guts, 
But when I go to sleep I really miss your touch, 
It's been about a year, and I regret what I did yeah that's falling for you bitch
Did you really deserve my love?,
And did I really deserve that pain and hurt in my chest?, 

Melken telling me to go back
Ghostify telling me he doesn't wanna be hurt bad 
Only one friend, anymore? i really doubt that, 
I just wanna go 6 feet down In the ground 

And I only think of music that's my motive
when he called you his, I knew it was the end of us, end of my trust and that's why you deserve my broken trust, 

She's not in my life, and I'm not alright 
She Seems happy now, well I'm sad and mad now 
I have no soul
My skin is so cold 
Brain turned to mold
Voice keeps on cracking 
Every time I see you 
My anxiety starts to pop off 
Now I'm wearing all back 
And you don't like that

She's not in my life, and I'm not alright 
She Seems happy now, well I'm sad and mad now 

Melken telling me to go back
Ghostify telling me he doesn't wanna be hurt bad 
Only one friend, anymore? i really doubt that,  

[ (i)'ma h!De ît lyrics]

All this pain that I'm in ima hide it 
But the pain in my heart I cannot hide it 
And I cannot handle it, 
I make songs about her and she doesn't like it, 
Ima die alone and I know it 
I gave you my hand, but you didn't hold it
When people look at me I get nervous
Because I'm not confident, 
And I don't have an ego melken nowhere to be seen

I don't like to go out in public, and when I do, I start to panic, 
and my anxiety goes through the roof and I cannot hide it, 

All of this pain that i'm in ima hide it 
But the pain in my heart I cannot hide it 
And I cannot handle it 
I make songs about her and she doesn't like it, 
Ima die alone and I know it 
I gave you my hand, but you didn't hold it.
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did I deserve it? |Prod. antisxcial

lyrics :

If we're laying on death beds 
Would you still hold my hand? 
I'd still walk around town with you, 
With your knife in my back, 
You pulled it out, And stabbed me a couple more times, 
But everything's alright I'm spending some of my time with you, 
And I can see the smile on your face, 
And I can see the sun shining on your gray eyes, 
I never thought I would see you again, 
Because you were my second best friend, 
I thought I lost you forever but somehow you're back in my life. 

Don't ask me how it happened, 
I don't even wanna know, 
I could've sworn you took yourself out, 
Oh shit does this mean that I'm a ghost?, 
Well I guess I'm fine with it, 
At least I get to spend some of my life with you, 
Until I go down, 
And until I see you flying above, 
You were always so much better than me, 
In all kinds of different ways, 
It should've been me laying in that grave, 
Not you because we lost a good soul that day, 

You were my soulmate, 
I swear to god you were, 
But you left me for him then you put yourself in the hearse, 
Why did you do it?, 
I guess will never know,
Did he hurt you so bad, but you never decide to show, 
You could've told me, 
I was always there for you, 
And it's gonna be the same in the afterlife, 
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DeathBeds. |Prod. Lxst Ghxul

(prod by. nxname) 
 

lyrics:

You can try to trick me with your love, 
But my heart won't open up, 
No matter how you put it, 
We ain't the same, 
cuz I just leveled up, 
You should be ashamed, 
That someone you don't know, 
Is keeping up, 
My heart is aching, 
I can see god, 
The clouds just opened up, 
It's in my bones, 
It's in my heart, 
The love you gave me, 
Will now depart, 
I'm locked up in this chamber, 
I gave you the code, 
But you switched it up, 
So no one can set me free, 
I guess it's best for me, 
If we stop talking,
So you could put my soul to ease, 
You erased the heart I drew for you, 
And that left me with third degree, 
“You'll never find someone like me”
Yeah sure will see, when I make it, 
You'll be begging on yo knees, 
Telling me to save you,
Please get the fuck away from me, 
Because I've been through it, 
So many times, you can't save me

You won't see me begging for a bitch that isn't mine, 
Tell me what's on your mind?, 
I can try to spare some time, 
Just for us so we can share this hell of mine, 
I guess my love just isn't right, 
If I had the option to live or die, 
I'd pick the first that comes to mind, 
And that would be to fucking die, 
Because I hate sharing the same air that she breathes, 
And if it was up to me, 
I'd send her down to hell, 
So him and her, can burn for eternity 
Well I'm flying with my wings, 
Well I point and laugh at them, 
Well they scream, 
COME SAVE ME PLEASE! 
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Reaper. |Prod. nxname

(Prod by. nxname) 

lyrics :

Roses are red, 
I'm feeling blue, 
The love that I gave you, 
Ment nothing to you?, 
What should I do?, 
Should I go back?, 
Or stay without you?, 
I'll never know what you really felt when I was with you, 
And I'll never know how I really felt when I was with you, 
Because you made me go numb, 
What am I still doing thinking about you, am I fucking dumb?, 
This feeling of mine, it isn't new, 
I'll go outside and sleep under the moon,
Well I wonder off into dreamland, 
We're it feels so real, but it's all fake, 
I'll wake up the next morning, 
And realize my fate, 

That my life is better off without you,  
I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you , 
And you'll forget about me in the end, 
But I'll never forget that one time, 
Where we both laid inside the ditch, 
Now that I know you're happy with him, 
I'll let you two be, 
because all I ever wanted was for you to be happy, 
But you didn't get that with me, 
I just made you more angry, than you should've been 
And i'm sorry I hope you forgive me, 
When our time comes to the end. 
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I'm feeling blue. |Prod. nxname

(Prod by. killmeamnesia) 

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lyrics : 

Fake, hate, everybody's the same, I won't stop talking bad about myself till I get put in the grave, saying Farewell to my only other friend I know we'll never meet again , when we first met I felt all your love then by the second year I felt all your awfulove. And your broken trust, I know he did you wrong but you didn't have to do the same to me, 

Because I was always nice to you and cared for you, but I fucking regret it because if I didn't I wouldn't be like this, I fucking hate you now and I hate how your still alive and if I was you I'd take the knife and take my own life 

And say sorry to who?, 

I'd rather be dead, 

Then to go back to you

I don't give a fuck if you have a gun to my head, 

I'd tell you to pull it, 

And watch as I eat led, 

You said, you loved me 

But It was a lie 

Now Im pressed

I've turned into shit 

I'm getting tired of falling deeper in the pit, 

Depressed days 

Is the only way for me

Better days will never come to me 

Maybe for you, but not for me 

You said you like me 

Girl, I don't even like myself 

Tried loving In the past 

And that shit didn't work out

Look at me now

I promise you don't want this 

And the old me won't even like me now 

Friends In the past

Want to get to know me now 

Fuck outta here I don't want to be your

friend now, 

I was an angel back then

Now I have horns, on the top of my head, 

You don't believe me I'll show you then

The pain, and the suffering, I'm already used to it, 
Don't tell me you like me, 
When you ain't really feeling me, 
I told you my true feelings, 
And you didn't believein’ them, 
I told you, I love you, and you started smirking at it, 
They'll tell you, I love you, then stab you right after it, 
They say, I'll be with you forever, then leave you for the hell of it, 
God just strike me down, 
Send me to hell, 
I don't want to deal with reality right now, 
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fake. (Prod by. killmeamnesia)

(prod by. killmeamnesia) 


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I made this song today the beat came out like 57 minutes ago (as of right now) 

lyrics: 

when I meet people for the first time, they don't even care to ask for my name, or ask how was my day, they just say who the fuck are you? with a smirk on their face 

All these tears that fall from my eyes have been dried up, 
I can't find her love, it's deep down and lost at sea, 
Every time I look at, my phone I see her in my feed, 
And how much was that fee to sell a broke  down, fucked up soul just like mine?, 
It doesn't cost a thing well I guess that's fine,
As long as that shit isn't mine, 
I don't mind what you do with it, 

Trapped again,
I can't make friends, 
They don't need me, 
And I don't need them, 
They say do you want to go?,
I say hell nah, 
I say I'm fine but I'm really not, 
Don't asked why I lied I don't wanna talk, 
They say I'm here for you, 
But I know they not, 
That's what she said, 
But I got left again, 
So I cannot trust, 
Cannot hope, 
Trapped inside this body, so I cannot go
To the light that I see it's so bright, 
Every girl I met, they're all lies 
They say they'll be there, but don't believe that lie, 
Save yourself before it's too late 
Save yourself before you're filled with self hate, 

I said do you love me? 
She said no I don't
I said do you trust me? 
She said no I don't
She said do you love me? 
I said yes I do
She said do you trust me? 
I said yes I do 

I wanted to be that guy that you loved, and I wanted you to be the girl that I loved , and I wanted you to be the girl I trusted, and
I wanted us to be together forever but I guess we weren't meant for each other, and you were meant for another 
Don't come crying to me with all your problems, and I don't know how to solve My own , so what is your problem? every time I look in the mirror I don't like who I see no more I don't wanna be this version of me anymore, 
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I Wønder (prod. killmeamnesia)

(prod by. HATE) 

This song is free for non profit. 

Lyrics:

Ten Black Chains and i'm stuck in the rain, 10 different people talk to me but they all sound the same 

Yeah it's okay, I swear I'll be fine, 
I only say this when I lie, 
All of my life I spend it by wishing I wasn't Alive, 
And I know I'll get better it's just a matter of time, 
Taking me out just by the sight of her eyes
thump'in thump'in, I feel my pulse pumping my heart start to jump I feel the anxiety comin’

the same black fit since the 4 grade same black heart that she tore apart, same skateboard that I stole from the park, same lost soul that they took at the park i would be the kid in the back of your class written lyrics for this song, every day when I wake up i have the same mind set same black fit 

at least I have some people I can bitch about it with you left me stranded in the dark with no heart,  

i used to think about how my life would be perfect when we were together, but now all I can do is cry under the weather, people always hitting up my line leave me alone, how am I supposed to live my life if she's already gone?

when I wake up from a nightmare I sit there and sigh because I don't have a girl to Comfort me when I start to cry 

Have you ever felt like your life is so fucked up, well we only have one life and I've already fucked mine up, well she doesn't know what it feels like to be alone, and she doesn't know what it feels like to be so cold,

She has too many friends, well I can't even make three of them, 

I hate you, I hate this, why the fuck did I date you? 
I see you smiling at him and it makes me more sad, and I see you laugh at me and it makes me more mad

Ten Black Chains and i'm stuck in the rain, 10 different people talk to me but they all sound the same 

Yeah it's okay, I swear I'll be fine, 
I only say this when I lie, 
All of my life I spend it by wishing I wasn't Alive. 
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Ten Black Chains (prod. HATE)

(Prod by. nxname) 

This song is free for non profit. 

Lyrics:

Why doesn't anybody care for me? 
Why isn't anybody there for me? 
Why do I still want her to care for me? 
I hate the shit I've done to myself, 
Just to make myself feel better about this hell, 
I'm quitting everything that I love and I need, 
Just to better myself so I can be alive for everyone else, 
I know nobody will ever hear these in the end, 
And when my time comes I'll slowly fall inside the void, 

I'm Just thinking to myself why isn't this shit working out? 
And I'll see her smiling, well I have a frown 
This is the end of me, this is how far I go, 
I guess it was fun, but now that it's done, 
I'm happy to not be alive, because it was no fun, 
Just stuck inside this body it fucking sucks, I just want to go back to the place that I call my home, so I can lay on my bed, 
Well I slowly die, all alone. 
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care for me. |prod. nxname

(Prod by. Jack James) 

This song is free for non profit. 

Lyrics:

[loveyaro]

We back again! Nobody likes me so I'll pop again, 

Starting to get stressed so I'll toke again, 

If you don't like me you can walk the walk, 

All these people just talk the talk, 

They don't even take the chance to get to know me or to be my homie, 

But I don't care their all full of Bologna 

Where's my puff? I'm starting to get stressed

I need that shit before I go berserk, 

And if I keep on puffin I'mma be inside the hearse, 

But I don't care it'll the be best for me, 

You tell me how do you do it, what's the recipe?, 


Bitch you ain't gonna get shit from me,

I'm so down low you won't see me again, swerving in the benz with blood all up on my lip, 

Talk back ima cut you off, talk shit about us, we gonna take you off the map,

Your fucking gone 


Well yo bitch still hold my hand, 

She told me to buy her a brand new bag, 

Hell nah bitch you ain't gettin’ shit from me, 

She told me ‘wow I hate you’ 

She's just full of envy she wants to be just like me, 

But I know she doesn't want to be just like me, 

Just a loser riding with his cousin,

In the night, all these people around us we just buzzin’

He pulled up on the opps now he's bustin’

We saw the red and blue lights now we runnin’

They started to shoot at us now we duckin’

Saw my ex in the store and she wanted to start huggin’ bitch I don't do that shit, 

Just tell me wassup with it and keep walkin’, 

Bitch I know you still stalkin’

I called you on it, now your liein’

Bitch you so pathetic all this shit with you is just so repetitive


[DarkRainyDays] 

all alone in the night, my ex texted me 'I hate you', 
she's just full of spite, 
you ain't gonna hurt me like I hurt you 
bitch I'll brush you off,
matter of fact you didn't mean shit to me, 
I got a new bitch and her name is Stephanie 
I told her to get off of me, but she didn't want to, 
she told me that she likes me, 
so I guess I'll take the chance, 
told me that I'm the man, 
I told her she can get anything, I got the racks , 
and if she fucks up I'mma take all my shit back, kick her to the curb, bitch you don't wanna do that I'll leave you hurt, 
I don't like when bitchs go back on their word. 

[awfulove]


How the fuck you talking?, You won't run that shit on site, just talk don't tell me what you need, you ain't know hoe you ain't getting squat, how these pussy niggas acting out of it they out they cycles, 
just a little crumbs lost, not crazy, not a retard. 

Hold on a second, I ain't find out that day, 
Cause Im talking about my feelings but I know I'm not okay, if I really wish I had, 
every thing was in the past, all the feelings that I had, they'll be gone finally at last 
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We Back Again! W/ DarkRainyDays & awfulove. | Prod. Jack James

(prod by. HXRXKILLER) 

This song is free for non profit. 

Lyrics:

[loveyaro]

Been trapped in my mind for too damn long 
Every time I think about you I have to write a new song, on how you fucked me up and you left me in the fucking dust

I don't like to talk too much, so I write these songs to express what I feel, and I don't talk to anyone because no one is real, and the girl I was talking to, "I thought was real" but she turned out to be faker then the smile I put on my face when I think that I'm happy, but in reality I'm really fuckin' crappy and I'm really fuckin' sappie, 

Don't try to make me happy because I'll hate you even more, i hate you so fucking much your a fucking whore, i don't like you any fucking more every time i try to step outside I get nervous, I'll kill myself in front of you now so you know what it feels like to be in hell, that's where I spent my whole life, now I'm rotting to the fucking ground. 

[ awfulove. ]

When I think that I’m fine I just end up right here writing songs bout the shit that I wish i wouldn’t feel, It’s like a smoke screen inside my mind when I found out the things that I need to do right, 2018 I lost me and it’s been years but I still ain’t find peace and with that fact I just can’t seem to free the thought i ain’t me awfulove ain’t no better a mask of my own off a wall of my fake personality just so I feel like that someone would care for me, but all that shit is past me like a memory I can’t not sell it this shit it's not fair for me, nobody there for me so why the fuck, should I be there for them? I’ve had enough I've had enough yeah I gave up nothing is left so I can’t give a fuck.
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Vanrae. W/ awfulove. |Prod by. HXRXKILLER

'I'll kill you one more time my love' ♡

(Prod by. HXRXKILLER) 

This song is free for non profit. 

Lyrics:

[loveyaro]

I'll kill you one more time my love 

I'll shoot you down and watch you fall 

And show you what it's like to love 

I feel all the hate building up inside me i can't fucking love, 

I hate all the shit I've done for you just to go and break my trust


One more time, I told you one more time 

I'm done with all your lies, double S for social suicide I'm ready to take my life 

Death bed or homicide 

Either way I'll fucking die 

Come again I didn't hear a word you said 

Because your mouth is on the curb 

I'll stomp down and watch the teeth start falling from your mouth 

Speak another word again and I'll down to hell 

You said you feel alive?, well I don't feel alive 

I always contemplate how I'll fucking die 

And i always wanted it to be, by your side 

But now that she's gone I guess I'll find another way to leave this life, 

You wanna lead my life? 

Bitch you ain't gonna lead shit of mine 

Didn't i tell you that I'm mime? 


[DarkRainyDays]

Yes bitch I'm fucking fine no bitch your not on my mother fucking mind, 
bitch I'm not fucking crying your just a waste of time, 
I can't believe you did all of that just to leave me, 
in the long run it did not affect me, did all that shit just to fucking hurt me. 
No bitch I am different that shit don't hurt me 

[loveyaro]

(And what is she gonna do except make me feel all dead again X2) 

I'll kill you one more time my love 

I'll shoot you down and watch you fall 

And show you what it's like to love 

I feel all the hate building up inside me i can't fucking love, 

I hate all the shit I've done for you just to go and break my trust


One more time, I told you one more time 

I'm done with all your lies, double S for social suicide I'm ready to take my life 

Death bed or homicide 

Either way I'll fucking die 

Come again I didn't hear a word you said 

Because your mouth is on the curb 

I'll stomp down and watch the teeth start falling from your mouth 

Speak another word again and I'll down to hell 

You said you feel alive?, well I don't feel alive 

I always contempt how I'll fucking die 

And i always wanted it to be, by your side 

But now that she's gone I guess I'll find another way to leave this life, 

You wanna lead my life?

Bitch you ain't gonna lead shit of mine 

Didn't i tell you that I'm mime? 
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one more time W/ DarkRainyDays |Prod. HXRXKILLER

more music on YouTube, don't upload on here anymore. 

I hate what I've become. 
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605! 
TIDE! 
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