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FAKE TYPE - Nightmare Parade

Music by Meta (me!)
Tuning by IrisFlower
Main Vocals: Vocaloid Dex
Some BG Vocals: Alter/Ego Daisy

Professor Genki/Saints Row (C) Volition

Download MP3/instrumental/VSQx: http://www.mediafire.com/file/2cz3z9h5e894s31/Professor_Genki%27s_Spooky_Game_of_Super_Ethical_Fun_and_Murder.zip

Lyrics:

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

Welcome to my realm,
You belong to me little mouse just like
All the rest
A stupid guest
Now shall we play a game?

So you think you're tough
Let's put it to the test, pathetic mouse
Now prepare for a pain like
You've never felt before

I'm not even started
I've got so many tricks up my sleeve
How are you holding up, pest?
You're not ready to leave

You thought you were close before
But very soon you'll see just that
Not matter how far you crawl
I'll always be top cat

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

(Chorus)
On the floor in pain
A lovely struggle for money in such vain ~
I'm the king of fun!
How are you liking my silly little spooky game?
You can keep what you find if you can make it out of here alive ~
How's your confidence holding out, my friend?
You'd be the first one to survive ~

Who cares what color you wear
Because here in my dark abyss
In my bloody lair your colors
Fade to black and grey

Don't you worry my little friend
No matter how hard you pray
Run and cower, little mouse
And you will not be missed

(Chorus) x2

【DEX】Professor Genki's Spooky Game of Super Ethical Fun and Murder【VOCALOID Original】

first vocaloid song oop
(TW MENTION OF SELF HARM)
LYRICS:

Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
All the things I shouldn't do my impulses are shining through 
You're alone, nobody's there
Social conscience truly rare 
I can't push away the thought of people lying that they care 
Dizzying, it's like I'm falling 
Look away it's really nothing
Artificial colors flavors, faking authenticity 
It's so good so sweet and tasty 
Melting mouths you're going crazy 
I can't help it reasons gone, and everybody's falling down 

Psychedelic lucid dreams 
Candy made with LSD 
I know they will never see my twisted spin on sanity 
Everybody's asking why 
Don't ya know it's time to die 
Fracturing the human mind with all the pieces strewn around!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

You refuse to say you've lost
Tangled up in candy floss
Running out of lies to make, next thing ya know you'll pay the cost
Fake the smiles that we wear
Your facade is quite impaired!
Lying your way through life's not gonna get ya anywhere

Everyone is outta luck
Everybody's time is up 
You and I are quite alike but that means I have gone corrupt 
Why is no one asking why don't ya know it's time to die 
Shattering the minds of many, all the pieces strewn about!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me I'm a foul mess
I can't help it longer
Go away just leave me be
Everybody shall rot away so
One two three, and we'll snap our necks!
Don't you get we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look again, I'm a foul mess!
Everything is melting away
Go away, this is truly me!
Everybody should rot away

Logically I shouldn't be so mad about the things that people do, but clearly, it's because of you
Don't you know I really do not care if no one's really even there, but really, it's because of you
Candy-coated broken dreams. your minds your souls not truly free. Everything is breaking down, because of you
Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
Everything you know is gone, because of you

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

MP3: http://www.mediafire.com/file/aaisdta7726om5v/Candyman.mp3
Instrumental: http://www.mediafire.com/file/e4dysxoadhusgkd/Candyman_INST.wav
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 128

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Candyman

【Fukase English】Candyman【Original Song】

Matryoshka - English Cover - JubyPhonic

LYRICS:

i never wanted
to fade away, yet here i am
oh just another troubled youth on the diagram
“do you like me?”
“why don’t we just get out of here?”
and for another night I lose myself and disappear

i say it’s awful
the smoky gray crumbling view
just makes me want to break away, run away, but you 
say it’s normal
and so we keep tumbling through
and every day i’m hammered by this dire dejavu

on a night like any other
my mind started to wander, then i froze - 
out from the flickering shadows
she arose

the loser looks in the eyes of the monster 
the room is caving in, it’s okay, it’s okay, i say
and just like that it turns into a girl, hey
a friendly baseball bat comes to save the day 
eternal rest never seemed to be closer
than in that passing moment, but quickly my fear was gone
a lapse of reason, i figure, can be pretty fun
and so the party goes on and on

i always wanted
to feel like i hold my own reins
my future’s on the rails of freight trains, not daisy chains
she is laughing
“that’s such an uncool thing to say”
i miss the trashcan as i throw my cigarette away

i don’t know what else i can tell you
“you know, opening up is not that bad”
i think this music will surely
drive me mad

the loser looks in the eyes of the monster 
at last he doesn’t need to pretend or to force a smile
oh i don’t know if i’m lying or living a lie
the monster’s humming a lullaby 
“oh what’s the use of escaping the future
when you can mold it into whatever you please”, she sings
and i don’t know if it’s something she really believes 
my sadness seeps through my clenched teeth

the loser looks in the eyes of the girl and 
the room is caving in, it’s okay, it’s okay, i say
and just like that she turns into a monster
there’s nobody to show up and save the day 
eternal rest never seemed to be closer
than in that passing moment, but quickly my fear was gone
and even though all this mindless self-indulgence was fun
the party ends at the break of dawn

Parties Are For Losers

sorta flubbed this one but i'll do better next time i promise

LYRICS:

Once again I was left in the dust
Destructive ones like me fold when there is nothing to bust
I couldn't see
Past the bright facade - layers of rust
It's not like I'm saying goodbye
Hey, why are you smiling still, cool guy?

"This world is a cruel place to people like you,
I'll keep you safe"
Said the prison guard, digging his grave
And so I craved
Every single meeting with you the same to say
"How are you? How was your day?"
So

"Um... listen, it's gonna sound weird, but..."
"What is it? You're hitting on me?"
"NO!"
"It's just that...Those parties you love..."
"Yeah?"
"I want you to take me to one"
"Huh?!"

So a boyish constitution
Gets to lead a revolution
Everything about you screams "a bad idea"
Yet the walls around my sheltered heart
Begin to break and fall apart
Your smile is brighter than the most relentless sun

"This world is a cruel place to people like you,
I told you so"
I won't give him that, damage control
Won't help me then
Ah, I wish I felt nothing at all
But I'll take that blow, take that blow
I'll take more!

"So dear, are you having fun?"
"Ah, sorry for spiking your guns"
"You mind if I join you now?"
"Oh it's okay, I'm calm--"
"You know I really hate this town"
So

When a boyish constitution
Gets to lead a revolution
Everything about it screams "a bad idea"
I won't ever bear my foolish heart
I'll paint my face with blood and dirt
The chain has broken, I've no right to feel this hurt

Once again I was left in the dust
Destructive ones like me fold when there is nothing to bust
I couldn't see
Past the bright facade - layers of rust
It's not like I'm saying goodbye
But just in case, I wanna tell you I --

"There's a stupid thing I used to say -
"Pathetic ones like me lose before we join the game"
- That's really lame!
So tomorrow I'll see you again"
"Then don't you dare flake on me, I won't let you get away with ditching this time!"
Don't leave me behind again, cool guy

【vflower】FALSE DISPOSITION【VOCALOID Original】

Vanishing World Part 2, a continuation of the story that Aberrant Garden is apart of. Story and other links are on YouTube.

Lyrics

-

Westward
North to south
Eastward
Everywhere?
Up, down
In the sky
Sorry folks,
It’s the end!

Hark, a lie is foretold
None of you are threats,
Beneath meaningless colors
And signets

These attempts are worthless,
You’ll vanish today
With envy and malice,
Ice shines likes rays

Pay attention
Heed the camera
Smile kindly
This is your karma

The gargoyle’s
Upon our graves
Mocking our world,
Backed into a cave

Countrysides are barren
Lost their life and glow
The clueless are fleeing
Into the snow

“Tundra Lens is the name
Of the grand device.
Onto skin it projects
Infinite ice.”

Westward
North to south
Eastward
There he lies!
Up, down
In the ground
Save us,
We’re all dead

Keep on wondering 
About doomsday
Once the ice sets,
We’ll make your world gray

As the snow falls
Stone lays to see
A tragedy
Has befallen thee

Pay attention
Heed the camera
Smile kindly
This is your karma

The gargoyle’s
Upon our graves
Mocking our world,
Backed into a cave

There was hope in a new age of null
Even though we are all alone
Don’t forget that you will always see
Past the lie
That we all should die
Pay attention
Heed the camera
Smile kindly
This is your karma

The gargoyle’s
Upon our graves
Mocking our world,
Backed into a cave

They repeat it,
A rain of hate
It hurts like hell
A noise that will grate

He looked away
Towards a mirror
And with one click
Ended the terror

【-Vanishing World Part 2-】ULTERIOR SPECTACLE【DEX feat. DAINA】

This song is pretty simple in terms of music, but I had lots of fun making it (the lyrics especially)! 

LYRICS:

Oh what a tragedy, a terrible woe
The only hope of our society - what a blow! -
Has fallen dead struggling against a terrible foe!
“Okay, I’m gonna call the ambulance”
“Please, no”

City wrapped around the borderline
Seems to be set on crushing every dream of mine
Well, screw that! I won’t settle for a boring life
I have no ammo but an ambition to fight
Hey, tell me, sister, why you feel no discontent
You’re working 9 to 5, but that just can’t be it
Expensive taste in clothing, oh I have you on lock -
How many office ladies always carry a glock?

But ah, crap, no, I had it coming
I got in trouble again, but now it isn’t funny
I could really use a Prince Charming now
Or anyone if they could help me somehow

And a hero busts onto the scene
The cutest, coolest boy that I have ever seen!
I guess not all is lost for this pathetic place
Oh god, okay, he’s not that strong, oh no, come on, guys, not his face-

Hey, are you okay, are you there, hey
Blink 3 times if you hear me, alright? 
“Eh?”
Awful, awful, it may be too late 
“Say, you sure messed him up”
“We didn’t fight!”

So you say you ran away from home?
I guess it’s common in this god-forsaken hole!
You know my household’s also pretty shit and all -
My older bro’s a loser and my mom is a whore!
“Woah”
How about you live here for a bit?
“I never said that, I don’t even know you, kid”
Come on, he saved my life, I could’ve gotten killed!
I’m gonna feed him, walk him, let him stay, I plead!
“Ugh...”

Oh, boy! We’re gonna do great things
(I don’t know what that entails, but that’s another story)
Anyways, you wanna go out with me?
“Okay” 
I knew that we were destined to be!

Team Buster busts onto the scene!
The coolest rebel kids the world has ever seen
Both you and I are lost in this pathetic place
At least that way the fear doesn’t hit like a mace
And now you ask me, “Do you want to run away?”
My mind is racing - what am I supposed to say?
“If nothing holds you here then you don’t have to stay”
I want to say “okay” - I’m ashamed, but I’m suddenly afraid 

I may not know anything at all
And something tells me this is out of my control
I guess in retrospect I could’ve figured that
At least that way the shock wouldn’t hit like a bat 
And spastic light specs brighter than the bluest skies
Begin to dance around as panic clouds your eyes
And you can call me dumb, impulsive and unwise
But there’s no way I’ll stand here and watch, paralyzed

Who would’ve thought! No, really, this is quite a scene
The cutest, coolest boy that I have ever seen
Turned out to be a monster mutant death machine!
“I wouldn’t call myself-” “You will not turn him in!”
“I see you kids sure love being dramatic, huh?
I think you should calm down before you go too far”
Okay, I think I need some time to take this in
“I think I just lucked out” “Oh, you did?”
“He most definitely did”
Well then, I guess it’s good nobody got hurt in the end!

【Yuzuki Yukari】Punch It, Punk!【VOCALOID Original】

LYRICS:

Ah just another day, another routine check to do
For you it’s nothing new
I see how they avert their eyes as you wait for the cue
Hey, is that fear or hatred I feel seeping through?
I see we’re ready to
Begin, funny thing is I that can’t help but feel sad for you 

Let’s count to 10, breathe in and breathe out
Let’s go to a happy place
My heart is about to
Collapse, reduced to waste
“Hey, what’s with the holdup?”
I’m pulled away

Your cold breaking point
Was reached as the shackles
Were cracked and destroyed
Your heart is in shambles
But that’s all okay
I’m sure you will pull through
Because being used
Is really uncool!

This brave new world unfolds its bright self right before my eyes
“Hey, don’t you realize
That this life is not fit for the likes of you and I” 
That is a lie
Say, what’s the point of breaking free to isolate ourselves again
Are you afraid of pain? 
It’s a shame 
Real shame that you believe they’re all the same

Just breathe in and breathe out
Oh it’s gonna be a blast
My heart is about to
Excitedly combust
Oh, I’ll prove you wrong
Even if through this cheesy song

To say “what’s the point of risking and trying”
Is really uncool, but I would be lying
If I told him that the thought has never crossed my mind
So I held in my spiteful sigh 
"Don't tell anyone - I'll keep my mouth shut too" 
Hah, what do you mean? I've nothing to hide, "You 
don't need to play dumb," 
His gaze pierces through me 
"I knew what you were from the beginning" 

My cold breaking point
Was reached as the shackles
Were clasped on my joints
My heart is in shambles
This isn’t okay
But surely you’ll pull through
Because giving up
Is really uncool!
But what’s this you say?
The merciful lie that
I lived till this day
Has crumbled to dust and
There’s no other way
Cause some things are simply
Meant to be contained
And one of them is me

So are you happy to be proven right?
I only hope he won’t lose sight
Of his own future clear and bright
Please take this song as my goodbye

【GUMI English】KT's OFFICIAL GUIDE TO COOLNESS【VOCALOID Original】

YouTube mirror: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MznE2bBtyn0

the baby Is here! she is here! baby time

【Gumi English】FEAR PROXY【VOCALOID Original】

Sksksk everything by GHOST, don't forget that lads.

Ai remix/chika GHOST reupload

LYRICS:

Channelling love through the noise of sinful thoughts becomes a
Challenge with no guiding voice to pave the way, you say
This safe existence’s lacking in joy,
But as opposed to what? The world that 
Just wants to play and break you like a toy?

Channelling love through the fear of being torn apart by
Crowds of your barbarian peers, the human filth around us
Wants to trample all that is dear
Under the guise of watchful reason
But no, of course, I’m being too austere

A thousand years ago it was a tepid autumn day
A lock has sealed this door,

But no more 
Blinded by the sun,
You spin the barrel of a
Fully-loaded gun
“If there’s no winning 
Might as well just have some fun”
I want to scream, when will you
Get it through your skull
That I will not
Let you drown
“The light is gone -
The thought keeps running through your mind,
But fearing life is easier than fighting, right?”
Oh please, just hide
Behind this back of mine and save your helpless spite
Knock on the door - access denied

Channelling love through the smoke and cheap substandard spirits 
Laughing, you got off the hook, but you keep dancing in its
Shadow, now I overlooked your playing buddies with a monster
I fostered hope to reclaim what you took

And in a thousand years I’ll see a tepid autumn day
And only think about
Its grace, but

Blinded by the sun
You play roulette still with a
Fully-loaded gun -
A disappointing image
Always on the run
Oh I believed that you could 
Change your ways somehow
But you just keep
Crashing down
“So are you done?”
Your quiet voice is filled with spite - ironic, right?
Why don’t you get out of my sight
“Oh, you’re too kind”
The day goes up in flames
You know, I really tried
Knock on the door - access denied

Everything will pass
The edge will dull -
I know what’s best for you, and after all
A day will come,
Warm and bright, when I
Tear down these dismal shelter walls

【vflower】STRIKE 3【VOCALOID Original】

Youtube upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IaXraVPiaLg

plants and plants and more plants and ALSO bugs

【-Vanishing World Part 1-】Perennial Crisis【Kagamine Rin & Len English】

YT: https://youtu.be/QGnWK3Y9-88
VSQX/INST/MP3/LYRICS: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1FrKq_YEp_K0VL2_KhQPkSDm7n5KG5Xr4

【original】over ✖ dosage【vflower】

Despite my best efforts, Kyo's English is still really muffled. But hey, that's what the following section is for!

LYRICS:

So, I see, I found myself pinned up against another
Impenetrable wall
No, it won’t take long at all
Short talk and go
Don’t look so shocked, come on

It’s fine
And even though I think this could be our goodbye
There’s defiance in your eyes
Ah, of course, it must be pitiful to see
Someone with a face like this, even if that somebody is me

Laugh, surely, you know the moves
To disgracing, beating, mixing trash with blood and dirt
And even so, I wouldn’t mind at all
But enter Mother Mary robbing me of my cathartic resolve 

It’s a dead-end endeavor, it’s time you understood
That this whole situation won’t bring you any good
Oh, I know that your heart's beating faster than it should
But I can’t let you in - wouldn’t even if I could

So, I see, I found myself trying to win another
Inconsequential fight
Hah, my bark turned out to be much harsher than the bite
Alright,
Sometimes life doesn’t give a damn about how hard you try
But forgive my helpless spite
What’s the point of this self-pity? 
It’s not pretty - 
Being part of bleeding hearts, just wasting time,
Waiting for a sign

Hey, hey, is this weird or what?
This familiar feeling ties my insides up in knots
It’s silly - no, Occam, bring out the saw
Cause I’ve got some doubts to cut before I grasp onto this thin straw

It’s a little suspicious, I’d like to know some more
Maybe we’re not as different as I believed before
Has it been a month, really? One week turned into four
Call it my wishful thinking - I see an open door 
It’s a dead-end endeavor, of course, I understand
Seems the devil has found business for my idle hand
It’s unlikely, you tell me - I tell you, it connects
Call it my wishful thinking - I call it common sense

It’s a wicked endeavor, I’ve always understood
That this whole situation won’t bring me any good
For a moment my heart's beating faster than it should
But I can’t let you in, even though I wish I could
I’m not one to see people as means to meet an end 
But some ventures require a sacrificial lamb
This particular troubled youth on the diagram
Found his footing in saying 
“I need, therefore I am”

【KYO】Occam's Razor【VOCALOID Original】

Korozashisakae's Mysterious Package

“Hey everyooooone~!!! My name is Katrina Giyatiene, and welcome to my Absolutely Adorable Kawaii Awesome Factory of Amazing Terrific Cuteness and Heroic Heroism! We save people with this factory by taking aaaaaaall their suffering away, and also by turning meanie bad guys into kitchen appliances and other miscellaneous shtuff to hang on the wall or set on entertainment sets. Don’t be afraid, I’m your new hero! I’m Los Nyangeles’ new magical girl~! Oh- that’s the new name of the city. Den-Den said I could do so! Heeeeeeey, stop running! It’s just the roooobooooot!”

The cute yet intimidating voice rang though the city, echoing off the walls of the downtown skyscrapers. That is… if you could even hear her over the sound of thousands of tons of metal walking through the streets, destroying everything in its path, creating a new, historical tragedy in its wake… It doesn't appear to be stopping.

-

Instrumental, lyrics, story, art, video, tuning - Monstrosity
Iroha export, Katrina's outfit - Magical Rye


Youtube version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_NuKwcpyWU
Discord: https://discord.gg/UT9Nacp
Twitter: @/popcorn_goddess

【-Vanishing World Part 4-】Cognition Factory【Nekomura Iroha】

creative // dex & ruby

edit 2024: oh that sure is a song alright 

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1i-3qp7APXw

MP3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1JuWjZ_o1QmrlcC36Z02rvHHDaYXNlq6T?usp=sharing
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1jGjoMV_FIAQOhHMjJGPvKmFZ2-TI1988/view?usp=sharing
Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/16EUegjl4hPv6GoS-3HsFJ7g_M-w3zFlZ3GN07tlYMT4/edit?usp=sharing

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【Chika】Finders Keepers【VOCALOID Original Song】

first song with una as the main vocal!!! :)))

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hYd1fT45_bw

lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/14IL2T3bRWk8t7coxpZOybbT98zRh78iOnN_Nse1z2Y4/edit?usp=sharing

mp3/inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1BAqd4VOPfR14DkQ19Pnd71cwwxN08OlK?usp=sharing

midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/14_IykUfCJGVALGq8MK2oOvN6_RlLoydV?usp=sharing

What Gave It Away ft. Otomachi Una (VOCALOID Original Song)

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