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Thinking back it made me shed a tear 
laying at the shore look for my mind like i was never here 
benzo for the panic nothing helps me im still trippin
all the trauma is like torture whats the point and why im living? 
dont know if im suicidal i just know im feeling trapped
let him drown inside his pain hes breaking down until hes dead
and nobody understand me talking to me yea its nothing 
and i let you fck me up so bad at least it felt like something 
rainy days im in the west 
never getting rest 
in every single memory i have ive been depressed 
i dont wanna live a lie 
let me close my eyes
i dont really wanna die still think about it all the time 
i am fcking terrified 
sick of never feeling right
lately i dont even want to sleep got nightmares every night 
mind is way too dizzy
dreaming what it could be 
screaming from the water why does nothing seem to help me
floating on the pain feel like i fade away 
lost my mind inside this maze i never find a way 
dream of what it could be while i watch my mama cry
and i went into this clinic i saw different ways to die 
can you make me feel alive i feel like nothing way too long
way too many bodies stumble with no purpuse where im from
im so sick of being strong 
like a place i dont belong 
really feel like i wont make it really hope that i am wrong 
i dont wanna talk about it anymore
lock the door when i be crying on the floor 
all the torture and its coming from my brain 
lost my hope i just wanna kill the pain 
mom idk what to do
dont know what is true 
look at me like who are you 
too much im going through 
lately i cant show my pain to anybody nobody can feel 
the way i feel-turn into a zombie im waiting for something 

My thoughts are getting worse (prod. Skinnydrag)

lowlifenick