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Where are your wings? (prod. Fallen)

For those who miss the old sound.

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i spend all my nights alone and now im loosing leave me in the dark
think she never knew me  and all these nightmares like to see me stuck
i dont want to feel it   all these feelings like to kill me slow
bitch i overthink to find away its not my time to go
hope its not my time to go i wanna heal i wanna live
honestly i feel like i wont make it and im so afraid 
i know you dont got much but trust me you got way too much too loose
i know how it feels to loose it all   we need a different side of truth 

i feel so fucked up i cant even leave the house rn
all this panic got me fucked up i dont feel like you can save me now
dust on all these pictures havent seen them while and
all these pain just took my mind but really i dont want to die

All i know is darkness  loosing hope to see a better day 
been a while since i could say i feel ok its not ok
weve come so far and sometimes i feel like its time to give it up
i try my best - maybe weve come too far to give it up

Maybe we've come too far to give up (prod. M.O.T.T)

raw feelings & nightmares in both worlds

Dont wake me up 
I never see the light
This night feels like the night we met but youre not by my side
I'm lying in the forest and my blood is raining down on me
She knows she could save me but she hides in my fantasy
let you build a home behind my skin - how could you give it up?
These walls will last forever but the garden needs your final touch
I cant let you go  because youre the only love ill ever know
Soon you let me go because all these lies have found a place to grow
I really wouldve died for you but now you left me in the snow
Ник и ночь - i follow you to any place you want to go
She cant feel my pain 
i breathe in circles to release your wings
She just fixed my heart to make it worse & left my mind in -
If you dont love i just suffer for the two of us
The world is bleeding out of my hands and youre my only hope to trust
Same way ill fall into the darkness like we always do
youre the one i love my biggest dream was taking care of you

Carry the truth to my grave (raw) prod. MATTER

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lyrics

Darks days -In the corner -trapped .you'll never change
I cant trust myself enough to let it go -controle my veins
I remember days in flames and feel like you removed my skin
It never seemed to rain between these walls -the truth feels like a sin
Life is just a dream i cant forget 
Its a fantasy and torture because my mind wont let me rest
I think i should go to bed because i cant handle when i think too much
They dont seem to listen when i scream it out my fcking guts
I cant feel the world am i the only one?
You was talking shit behind my back and now my trust is gone
Shit will never change you know they like to see you suffer
They wont spot my fcking shadow when im moving in the gutter
I used to know myself -i used to pray -i used to feel
I used to dream about a better life and how i finally heal
Damage in the evidence
I dont think you understand
Demons in your skeleton -prescription to forget again
Bleeding out and bleed again
Walk in circels feel the pain
I cant trust myself enough to stay away -blood in the rain
Whisper to my presence and the medication made me sick
Now im in the maze to find a way -cant find controle of it

Feel me in your system when you break my heart i break my bones
I stay undercover you can feel me when the sun is gone
I still remember bleeding now im bleeding in my vision
Black on black -i walk alone -i found the truth and lost connection
Listen to the silence in my shelter now its time to go
I come from a place you life with damage you dont want to know
Life gave me a lesson -now i know i never trust again
Dark dream when i wake up now i know ill never be the same
I saw an stranger he was dressed in my skin
Lifetime in a spiral -why the sky wont let me in
Bitch im bleeding out of my shadow -follow you back in the dark
Please dont look me in my eyes you know its way too late to talk
Bloody shoes i gotta take a step to find whats trapped inside of me
These people talking shit but you can tell thats not a part of me
and im just falling deeper while i try to get away
I might do this shit alone because in the end they never stay
If you look in the mirror you can find out what you hate
I come from place you dont have sunlight in your face
I was dreaming of escape and found myself down in the maze
Someone has to die so you can live your little lie

You Are What You Hate (prod. FALLEN)

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BackToTheRoots feat. phantom roses (prod. Trapsyde)

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lyrics

you can see the pain right in my face- dont take me back
just let me disconnect from anything i feel around my neck
i cant trust a fcking bitch i never seem to find a way                          
why youre talking like a man?  i never saw you in the maze
terryfied in wonderland the feeling made me sick
breaking from the weight of my illusions let me sink
empty promise in my casket now im living like im hollow
you can watch my body but im watching from a shadow
i woke up feelin fucked up
all this shit i had to feel it left me messed up
i wont ever talk about this shit i had to  -
when i wake up i remember how we /
home alone forever see the lies in every face
now i never trust nobody bitch i always smell the taste
bloody shelter in your area you better find some space
(no delay)
you was in the spot but i wont change my fcking way

way to many memories i wish i could forget
modify the way i feel but i will never get it back
now i play this game alone i saw my shadow in the room
all this fcking pain inside of me press the devil in my tune
you wont see me soon         its a late night 22
slowly gettin used to all the pain you feel it too
i see a nightmare when i wake up hope one day its gettin better
i fell on the other side and now im stuck in my connector
you can steal my shoes but you cant take a fcking step
lay awake like everynight release me from this head/hell
and its so hard to keep going but we fight for better days
i said lowlife is the gang and you can see it in my face

CAMOUFLAGE SKIN (prod. FALLEN)

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woke up in a nightmare now im moving undercover
bloody cobbelstone around me now your king is under pressure
walk in circles in the forest now my skin is camouflage
i was down to give my life but my own breath is not enough
walk alone lost in my vision never talk to anyone
found my destiny in lies say will you love me when im gone?
i just keep it to myself you know they never understand
emotions left me frozen never show my face again
voice in my head  scream back
make this life a living hell the crown is watching from the back
spin around like its your neck bone
woke up in the sunlight take a last look at your home
if you survive the pressure youll face the dark alone
try to kill him in his sleep
drag him to the river feed the crows something to eat
glorify the man that he was never meant to be
empty in his eyes its just the demon that you see

when i think about you i feel like its time to leave
i was in the backround slowly dancing in my sleep
i forgot the only feeling that i need
mask on  bloody track below my feet

i dont want to die
falling in a spiral no god watching in the night
put the engine in my back i feel the motion in my spine
found the queen behind my shadow now shes loosing me like time
i hate the noise inside of me
crawling out of my body but you know you gotta follow me
i just saw the world and now i cant believe in destiny
step into the darkness find the truth that you dont want to see
move in the wind  dont leave a sound
selfish mtrfuker i will find you on the ground
and you like to see me suffer soon youre screaming for the moon
left my mind alone  i lost your body in the backroom

HADES (prod. Fallen)

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PARANOIA ft. GORGS & Azakana (prod. Fallen)

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FLASHBACKS FROM HELL ft. TWENTYTHREE (prod. Fallen)

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HATE ME NOW (prod. MORECALCIUM)

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i had a dream and i never woke up
something inside me just want to be free but the nightmare inside me dont want me to leave 
dreams want to die now the memories killin me slow 
how do i feel shit i dont want to know
i was too young i was all on my own
i still remember i wished i was gone
long nights no sleep
nothing is true and the circle repeats
paranoid freaks in a world so cold 
sun in my face i got snow in my soul
and i try try ty
nobody knows where we go when we die
the world is on fire i see how they lie
nobody cares and i just wonder why
and i wonder why
i dont want to say good bye
dont want to die so i stay inside 
i wanna feel alive
and i aim for the best 
try to treat pain like a test
i hope one day i feel able to rest 
i hope one day i let go of the void in my chest
and i never let go 
yea i want to let go 
want to let go
baby i want to let go 
baby let go
demons inside my home
you dont want to be alone
i never had a home
you dont want to be alone

HOW LONG IS FOREVER (prod. by CRSTLXXX)

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BRAIN DECAY ft. Barzly (prod. Netuh)

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Boys from the Gutter ft. HOLYVEXY (prod. teengud)

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Never Enough (prod. grayskies)

Destroyer of Worlds (prod. NXM1NAL)

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i want to feel like its the end of seasons 
a fcking shadow, living person, do you know the meaning?
i close the curtain and i watch the sun die forever 
when this shit is gettin better? because it feels like never 
im walking in a maze, im talking to myself 
they just care about the numbers i still do it for myself 
and the people, because i know im not the only one to feel this pain 
the way i see the world can make you go insane 
grew up in the rain thats why i never talk about som stupid sht i never do 
supress the fcking feeling it might kill you like its true 
and its hard for me to love i got used to the feeling of being not enough 

3am why you staring at the ceiling
i look for something with a meaning 
i guess everybodys healing 
why im still trapped in the feeling?

flashback, i think back, depression, relapse 
im from a place that you cant find on any maps
and i dont know what to think i just believe in being good 
like a parasite inside me- never feel the way i should 
im in a quiet place, screaming
nightmare, dreaming 
dont know what to say and i change like the season 
and i talk about the pain but never really what ive been thorugh 
thats a different story but som day i wanna tell you 
i can show you how to break the chains nobody wanna pay the price
dont got a second to relax its always on my mind 
i had many fcking reasons to embrace the hate 
working on the vision until i close the gate

Closed Curtains (prod. skinnydrag)

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Just in Case ft. GORGS (prod. Marrasfall)

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Lyrics

i never told you how i feel when nobody be looking down 
i know the scene is fake af they be happy to see you drown
never sleeping now im walking with the zombies like im rick
looking back at where i come from and this sht is making sick
got a story to tell
its been a hell of a ride 
all this pain i have to fight it put the worst on my mind 
i think at som point i just lost it and still i dont know when 
this the type of shit to make you wish to never feel a thing again 
black flags on my castle where you go?
i see the sun but my feelings lay in the snow
bitches call you crazy when you start to tell the truth
my only way to speak is in the booth
cold air   
i cant think straight 
i used to sip away my brain cells
life is a gift but i cant stand the way these people think
wheres the lifeline i dont wanna sink
saw my reflection in the rain
start to understand that sht will never be the same 
these people treat this life like its a game i hate to play 
gotta do my best because i dont wanna feel this way                       
dont wanna be so negative i wanna feel okay 
these rappers talk a lot i really live what i say 
had to kill the kid inside me it was time to be a man
and i just hope that i never have to feel this way again
now i go through all the drama but the trauma leaving scars all on my mind
im so fucked up from this bullsht how to leave it all behind?
xoxo these bitches looking now but i dont give a fck
the world is burning sending love to everybody in the mudd
woke up
in a place i used to hate
looking at the world and it leaving me so afraid
you say everybody has a chance  not a differnce
come into my world and you see that shit different
and i tried to talk to god i dont wanna be a sinner
feel like nothing making sence
in this world youre not a winner

Never the same (prod. Septfree)

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suicidal dreams ft. Yates XV (prod. tahilix)

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Disconnect in the rain ft. Madloh (prod. Isaac Amis)

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(lyrics below)

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prod. @griesgrammar
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Replace the sun in my lowest
connect in the shadow find me in the forest 
demons I see turn to the reflections I be 
cover my face with my nails when the light makes me bleed 
mind has been replaced but I still feel shit
because I wake up at night and show my skin what they did 
I hate all my visions, I can't live without them 

I feel like I'm drowning 

the trap is not leaking 

lost in the season it's hard to keep breathing 
your love I don't need it/my feelings believe it 
leave it like that I see my home as a trap

sunny days lay my emotions to rest

best side of me is inside of me
try to escape from this low life in misery
maybe my own hell was meant to be 
leaky reality
carry my mind far away from society

why should i exist if my mind is not made for the exit
still cant connect to my shit
fancy fashion you still act like a bitch

dreams on the television 
2011 the killing vision
tired of fighting i'm tired of living
i'm tired of fighting my own fucking feelings

show me a place where the time doesn't hurt and i call it my home
maybe this life wasnt meant for me i dont think that i can stay long
wake up insane and i known that they could vever deal with my pain
i spend my time in the back 
lowlife forever we life in the rain

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Rainy days in hell (prod. Griesgrammar)

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leased beat produced by @sketchmyname & @kuroime

human brain inside a growing cage
stay inside and sleep the day away
I haven't felt a thing since the day you left
stuck between a dream and a deadly breath
my reality is cold
like my home the place i grow
up
and down how the rollercoaster goes
in my mind when the rain turn into snow

resurrect in hell we create
selfish people only wake up when it seems too late
feel it in my veins feel it in my chest
lost my mind in a season to rest in the past

my mental prison lets me watch it from the distance
drugs and party all these zombies never listen 
shadows see me but i kill them with a razor blade
play alone play alone why cant these pictures fade?
i just cant get shit right (and) now i missed the flight
into a new dimension 
shining peaceful side
connect broken bones knowing they cant heal
say it will be fine before i told u how i feel

404LifeExperience

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prod. HXRXKILLER

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open the ocean and let my shell rotate alone in the flesh
one day you come back to the vision a human call living
alive in the trap
i feel lost in my system
waves touch the skin take me home
fall down cold beach replace my phone
too many days in my head yea the noise is too loud under my skin its time to move out
wish i could be in your mind
realize the way you life is not mine
black silhouette i promise he die inside
they will eat you before someone could feel it
stay inside work on music loose therapy
i can't be free in the flow you want me to be
barely breathing my veins are just leaking it might be the end for me

TWENTYTHREE

I need my space
No one ever escape
Still I be fighting the thoughts in my head
I been numbed to the pain
Take what you want from me 
we don't relate
Hang me up on a stage
I can still hear you inside of my mind
Voices they hit in/on my brain
Leave my body in chains
I fuck it up
I think you should run
Get out of town 
hate what I become
I know I'm usually using emotions excusing my actions for all that I've done
Burry me under the earth
You'll be better of letting me rott in the sun

Alive in the Trap ft. TWENTYTHREE

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I spend my skin but i cant replace it 
Scream the vision in the forest but these word's never come back
Now they say i have a problem with the way i look at life
Escape the human expectation 
(Your) love depends on phone connection
Still remember when they left me screaming i dont wanna stay
No colour in the sky dreams in the car they drive away
People talking shit but they can't say what i could do 
I dont want to go outside but i go crazy in my room
Close my eyes i see release inside my veins
I can't sleep at night but dream of ways to love what i became
Supress everything they did but in the end you have no defense
Too much damage fade away into your never ending silence
Between the lies i can't stop falling
Hope you find this shit before i see the ground 
The mind is bleeding
Feeling nothing just ideas
Become a man but see it clear
Youre the snow
Im the rain
In the end we're all the same

Help me breathe (prod. M.O.T.T)

Something experimental. I appreciate any kind of feedback

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burn me in my dreams and melt the snow inside my veins
i hear the thunder in my shelter 
break my window 
leave my face
woke up on the worst day 
move in silence 
leave my way  
i lost my trust in all these fake shit 
hate this place
i have to stay
if im dreaming wake me up and take me home before I lose it too
if im still alive then let me sleep 
i see a sky 
no blue
paralyzed in paradise
trapped in times i left behind
demons looking satisfied 
snowface never make it right
fire in my heaven 
fading buildings 
dont know how to live
try to feel my face 
the way i breathe 
you know we cant go back
 
spectate your nature from a place you never see then i pass out to sleep
give in to the darkness in your head you feel it when you breathe
hold the problems in your stomach until it breake your bones 
never been the same
i loose my mind  
they like the way it sounds
im too low 
see no way out 
i tried my best 
cant find the ghost in my room 
i live in shadows 
never rest
shacking screaming silence 
just forget the life you never live
travel to the home you never find or stay alone again
dissapear into the fcking night 
they watch me in the light
empty eyes around us you can find me where the sun dont shine

I don't want to feel it anymore (prod. kim)

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prod. WESTLBRTY'S x BLESSED MANE

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Heaven saw me cry

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I felt it then, I feel it now (prod. M.O.T.T)

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M.O.T.T
@ prodmoses

LightVision ft. Holyvexy (prod. M.O.T.T)

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prod @moses-m

Failed Recovery (prod. M.O.T.T)

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@spinekisser
prod @istasha
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Uncomfortable ft. SPINEKISSER (prod. Istasha)

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lyrics 

Go down wish I could forget about myself
Put the pillow back to my side I can't think about my health
Lose emotions
Replace my anger hope I find you in a trance
Respect the leader let him break in your face
Fvck
They like to see you down they never get enough
It's too much I can't stop try to feel it got me fvcked
Drown in my sins and I never been the same since I create
Draw me in my shadow change my name see the mistakes I made

You wont help for the feel like sh*t I need a beat
I hide my face I hate my face and please remove it from the screen
The only life I used to live  in a place I used to hate
I scream too much I bleed too much I think too much I need a break

Cut the rejected sheep´s head off I'm on the edge
From the lowest point you can imagine to your fvcking neck
Alive in lies
It's embarassing how you think that you're the best
The only hope I ever felt was in my sleep I dont sleep much I need some rest

Wake up, wake up, wake up

Dark circle full of shadows they won't let me go
Why do I have to see this place
Afraid
Can someome let me know?
Don't try to be so perfect
Swear this sh*t makes you replaceable
Never ending fun this mind will kill me stay professional

Fvck
Seems like I was born in hope to rest in peace
The enemy is me and now I'm feeling like its five degrees
Hope I dont bleed alone but I have to
Dont cut the line I need you  don't lose too

Go down wish I could forget about myself
Put the pillow back to my side I can't think about my health
Lose emotions
Replace my anger hope I find you in a trance
Respect the leader let him break in your face

Mental Disorder (prod. Istasha)

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lyrics 

B*tch I came a long now I got no love to show
I feelin zero try to get away but they won't let me go
Still in this b*tch came a long way I don't have to prove u sh*t
Stay legit, nobody benefit, you can't find the place I'm in
Light outside my window I think I should go to sleep
In my dreams I'm not alive yea I need dreams just let me breathe
If you leave me leave me now I don't play games I'm not a clown
You know some rappers talk a lot we smell pvssy behind your clout
Fvck

Follow down let me taste the fcking ground
No one else can see the shadows please don't leave a fvcking sound
The sun is screaming in my face I can't replace my inner cage
Can't explain what I found in the season where they left me in the cold
Need a rifle to show all these fcking cops who I can be
My only enemy reality swear the pain is all I see
I can't find a way back home I've been away for fcking days
Black skies used to be a sheep b*tch I found a different place

See my connection in the back I can't try to run
Take it all away from me this sh*t feels like I'm never done
I said take it all way from me the skin to the bone
They don't really care I should replace my mtrfcking phone

Lay me down and let me die b*tch lay me down and let me die
I got way too many problems I just wanna feel alive
Met you in the dark and if you let me I won't leave you in the snow
Poison in my guts a fvcking killer I won't let you know
That's a blade whisper cold skin dark light frostbite fever
Scream my fcking name my heads too loud fvck I can feel the reaper
Places where I've never been say they want me back
Find a final home these words got me so fvcked up disconnect

Lost my own face
Repair what I had
My smiles not intact
Won't be the same
My veins need a break
Afraid of myself
Fvck I never go back


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FROSTBITE (prod. Fallen)

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