As these thoughts,
cross my mind,
I figured,
I decide,
On what to feed my mind,
So I pay attention close,
I don’t need feed a ghost,
That could haunt me mentally,
That’s how I feel in memory,
A time with you with me,
Mesmerized by your symmetry,
Never let you get to me,
Eventually,
It’s just history,
But it gets to me,
I should’ve listen,
But lessons are only learn,
by the path you pave,
What act you put on,
Your worlds a stage,
I see your pain,
You can’t explain,
You felt ashamed,
Disorder,
Of the brain,
I never held you back,
But I held you down,
I had your back,
So you stayed around,
No matter what happens now,
You at lease know me,
And whatever lies you tell yourself,
I guarantee won’t help,
Unless your working on yourself,

X2
Dont tell me,
Don’t waste my time,
Hope is what,
I decide,
I still got you,
On my mind,
You’ll be gone,
It’s matter of time,
.......
Dang thing,
Change,
They don’t seem,
To stay the same,
There’s growth,
Or it falls apart,
You could play game,
Or you could point the blame,
Pull trigger point blank,
Just aim at my brain,
Hearts healing from the pain,

——
It is what is,
You did what you did,
But I take responsibility,
Don’t take it for humility,

Ownership,
This is it,
I allowed what you did,
When you flipped,
Never spoke about it much,
But,
I just spent weekend,
Diving in,
From the deep end,
What I found was some truth,

And,
What you did,
I allowed you to,
And the way you moved,
And the things you say,
But you wouldn’t hear me,
red flag,
In beginning babe,
You lost your shit,
When I talked to you,
And the things say,
You complained,

This suppose to be the good days,

You blowing up,
Like hand grenade,
You pulled the pen,
Blew up,
in your face,
I can’t erase,
You now a days,
I have to learn from ignorance,
I claiming no innocence,
I know now,
I allowed this shit,
But this is it,
This is closure,
Getting older,
Nights are colder,
I rather be alone,
Then stuck with you,
But this is what it is,
And now you hear my truth,

E-MOTIONS

6. PAIN

7. REWIND

8. DEAL

9. MIND

DARKSIDE ft. Hapizez

1. SORRY

Cold.....Sometimes it aint always easy but its where you are when you feel like things change.

2. COLD

How do you feel....I wonder if she feels the same....

3. FEEL

4. TIME

5. MADE

Im a producer of authentic sounds of music and I love mixing as well I believe my music now a days are a way to just let my words hold back for a moment and let my emotions speak through the sounds. 

Leonard Suarez JR