favorite songs from september 25

covers, or unreleased songs by rin, go check her out on spotify! :)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/4gSWoSxfOZf7EeuhqlDksA?si=QHSeeUXxRAKKfIqHdFCCHQ 

rin - soccer practice cover

rin - ring my phone (mini song)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5xpMpeDWB6bPy2wxUD5oMD?si=yqG_ETIBRkOCbJbkAPGBtg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5G4mr1GVdkuTTcED7Zj8Dz

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you
wont talk to u again
cus i dont want u as a friend
i need u more than that
tell me that u love me while u hold my hand
and please
dont talk to me again
cus i can see where this all ends
ive seen it in my head
played a hundred times lying in my bed

when the raindrops patter
nothing matters
clear my head till the morning after
no words said in the hall where i passed her
pronounce me dead n call up the pastor

@revivle
watch me as i fade away 
nothing ever stays the same 
leaving as i call your name 
why wont you just let me stay? 
did i ask for too much? 
you just leave me in the dust
but i’ll tiptoe behind you
you hate everything i do

say it wasn’t my fault
say it was for the better
i still have your sweater 
you know you’re just wrong
so just lay me to rest
cus you don’t need me anymore
but you know that i tried my best
i’m still here crying on the floor

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
when the raindrops patter
nothing matters
clear my head till the morning after
no words said in the hall where i passed her
pronounce me dead n call up the pastor
x2

raindrops w/ revivle

Track 6 from “Clown” - Produced by [Redacted]

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
What you crying for? 
Never wanna hold my hand
Girl, yeah I know you’re a whore
Smokin' up all of this...

He a clown, baby, I’m finessing
Why she want my heart? 
Baby i’m not stressing yeah
Fuck about a thot all my money checked in
If we goin to hell you can be my satan

Put my dumbass right up on that noose aye
I might sell my soul cause I don’t got that much to lose aye 
Imma kill myself no I don’t got that much to lose aye
Finesse cult the clique baby we up on the news aye
I don’t fuck with her and I don’t really fuck with you aye
I’m up in my head like usually I never lose there 
She gon take it off there ain’t nothing’ else to do aye
Clowns cry too aye
Not as much as you aye.

spotify 

clowns cry too just like you

https://open.spotify.com/track/3hWzhECSxTVWe0ivrzqd4s?si=VapY1qY-SGWGuPumNpbneg

prod me

ur unhappy
n ur time is runnin out
spend ur days in ur room
with a cigarette in ur mouth

cus u dont feel shit
its like theres always somethin missin 
but u cant put ur finger on it
cus ur so dumb if we're bein honest

i know u cant go out
without bein afraid
i fear im the same way

ur unhappy
n ur time is runnin out
spend ur days in ur room
with a cigarette in ur mouth
god i hate u
no i dont
i hate the way u took control
of my brain
but i love u all the same
oohooh

i know u cant go out
without bein afraid
i fear im the same way
x2

i fear i'm just like you

https://open.spotify.com/track/0o9peAagEN0Xy1uIvyW4QY?si=9M-TgXNMQLGQwFfvtLO6Ww

prod me ft @lovebunii

@requiem-for-you
its hard for me to replicate what we once had
i hope u know its different now cus u moved on n im still down
and im still cryin in my own arms
the tears washin away my scars
and i swear ill smash all my guitars
cus theyve played all these songs abt u

and ik u dont care
but i dont think that i would ever leave u anywhere
cus ur my one and only yea i cant help but stare
i need u in my life, or itll start to tear
oohooh

@lovebunii
still, you're acting unaware
carry you in my arms, but it's such a load to bear
I thought we'd make it far but there's a ways to go
I wish that you were mine, but, in the wind you blow
everything's solved with time, but, this time, maybe no
hope I stay on your mind whenever you're alone
see a little bit of you in everywhere I roam
struck with love and made a fool 'till I'm dead and gross

and i'm still seeing through all the haze
and you're still bleeding through all the pain
and we both tried to find an escape
and i know it won't ever be the same
because it's hard, so hard...

@requiem-for-you
its hard for me to replicate what we once had
i hope u know its different now cus u moved on n im still down
and im still cryin in my own arms
the tears washin away my scars
and i swear ill smash all my guitars
cus theyve played all these songs abt u
x2

different now w/ bunii

https://open.spotify.com/track/5MvJ1fgsM2qsRHOEB2ucvl?si=OPcc5bnjTsCKt7dZpXL95g

prod me

ur overwhelmed
n i cant take it anymore
but i cant look away
so i jus pretend to ignore
but i know
u wanted more
i can see right thru ur soul
its so torn 
n i dont wanna see u gone
but i know
u wanted more

i know its hard to breathe but thats alright
i guess its hard to sleep for u at night
ooh
wont u please
talk to me while u go thru ur dreams
i know that u could ghost me with such ease
ooh 
dont u please

thats alright

i know, that's alright

Sweatshirt (prod. 1rokit)

[Intro]
Damn
It’s-it’s not even complicated, like
This shit really, like—
This shit really in my face, for real
I’mma let you gon’ on though
Let you do what you do
Let’s go, let’s go
Let’s go, let’s go (Let’s go)
Let’s go (Let’s go), let’s go (Let’s go)
Let’s go (Let’s go), let’s go (Let’s go)

[Verse 1]
Lately, for a night or two
Sleeping right beside of you
Waking up to cold sweats
Drenching in the moment
Struggling to confide in you
But that’s just what I gotta do
Baby, yeah, you know I miss it

[Chorus]
Back when you cared
And when you shared
Could we get back that way?
Should you come back some day?
And when I said
That it ain’t fair
I don’t know
I don’t know what I was thinking, thinking
Told you I’ll be fine
I’ll be tryna find
Where did you
Where did you go? ‘Cause you ain’t here
And I’ll be taking time
To get you off my
Mind, mind

[Verse 2]
Baby, I’m still waking up in cold sweats
And at this point I’m drowning in the moment
When I get home
That’s when you’re smile is gone
What I do? I don’t know
Can we go back when

[Chorus]
Back when you cared (Back when you cared)
And when you shared (And when you shared)
Could we get back that way? (Oh)
Should you come back some day? (Yeah)
And when I said (And when I said)
That it ain’t fair (That it ain’t fair)
I don’t know, I don’t know
What I was thinking, thinking
Told you I’ll be fine (Fine)
I’ll be tryna find (Find)
Where did you
Where did you go? ‘Cause you ain’t here
And I’ll be taking time (Hey)
To get you off my
Mind (Yeah), mind

[Outro]
Could we get back? (Back)
Or should we leave it just like that? (Oh)
I don’t know, I don’t know (I), I don’t know (Don’t), I don’t know (Know)
And if you here me, girl (Yeah)
Then, shorty, let me know
‘Cause I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know

Cold Sweats (prod. 1rokit & Corey Lingo)

https://open.spotify.com/track/69iU8veEusoaM2BA7qUKtE?si=7oMhtKJ9RPq4XWkA5LVF9g

prod me ft @copics

@requiem-for-you
i guess ur all alone
i cant afford ur road to happiness
all those times i wrote to u
the words were true
but the thoughts rlly shone thru
but u didnt care enough
ur true colours came out n they're so blue
guess i didnt wear the stuff
or say the things that u wanted me to

baby take it slow
its u against the world
n i want u to know
that ur an awful girl
n i want to know
what u have to show
from all of ur efforts
but maybe u dont

@copics
So I guess we’re all alone
I can’t help but listen to your calls
You were wondering when we’d make amends but I can’t even think that far
You hate me for the hell of it it’s evident that you’re a burning star
I’ll send you a post card I’m out the door and I won’t say goodbye 

I guess you’ve changed

@requiem-for-you
i guess ur all alone
i cant afford ur road to happiness
all those times i wrote to u
the words were true
but the thoughts rlly shone thru
but u didnt care enough
ur true colours came out n they're so blue
guess i didnt wear the stuff
or say the things that u wanted me to
x2

favorite songs from september 25

leonard