It's a little rough (read: excuse for "I suck").

Lyrics:

I’m no stranger to happiness
But this happiness is so estranged from me
I sit watch here from this distance
Endlessly waiting to be

I'm plagued by my own impatience
Statically, anxiously longing for
The realization of this intention
But realization never comes

Still stuck out here in this corner
I'm helpless to make my own way
Toward the end, the beginning
Of exemption from inability

But why now this great disparity
Attainment for all but me?
Why this unwelcome scene of blessing
In front of me, apart from me, here?

All now I doubt, I'm uncertain
Where has your good for me gone?
Will I forever in this capacity
Be bound, ever slave to despair?

Despondent expectation
The notion of being alone
Just the apparently fleeting illusion
I so hopelessly cling to

Hope

A rough demo my cousin Evan and I (mostly Evan) hammered out in a couple hours with GarageBand for iOS. Hopefully writing lyrics soon; after that, eventually and hopefully recording real instruments and vocals.

ltseeley

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