Living in this skin

Sunken eyes and messy hair
Muffled cries and gasping for air
Burning the candle at both ends
Pouring salt into wounds that I'm trying to mend 

Body sores and violent shakes
Waiting for my mind to break
All the color drained from my skin
The pressure threatening to do me in

Lost control 
Eating at my soul
Wish I could find something 
to make me feel whole 

Pulling out my hair
Life's not fair 
I've been running for years 
and going nowhere 

My hope is wearing thin
I'll let the darkness win
Because I can't take
Another day
Of living in this skin
I can feel the end begin
The growing urge to just give in
I can't spend another day 
Living in this skin

Depression eating me alive
Anxiety keeping me up at night 
I'm a shell of who I used to be
Don't tell a soul don't want no one to see

The monster in my head is getting stronger 
The episodes are lasting longer 
Threatening to tear me apart
Threatening to destroy what's left of my heart 

I'm a mistake 
I'm a waste
I belong in this prison 
With no chance of escape 

I'm a hopeless case
All hope is erased
Watch the life 
Drain from my face

Chorus

I'm up late at night tearing me apart
Scared and all alone with my fucking racing heart
I just guess I felt the need to get this off my chest
I'm just sick and tired of anxiety and stress
I'm falling and I'm crawling my thoughts send me on a carousel
Infinitely spinning inside an inner prison cell
One thing and another and another til I'm done
It's a war inside my head it's a war that can't be won


Chorus


Ending 

I’ll hold on tight to faith 
I’m gonna take it day by day
And maybe sometime soon
I’ll break free from this place
Through the smiles that I’ve faked
Through all the pain I’ve had to take
I know I can’t put myself back together 
If I never break 
And I know one day I’ll be okay 


Finished version coming soon!!

Living In This Skin (acoustic demo)

Indie Rock artist from Long Island!!

Currently All We’ve Ever Known is the one person project of long island musician Luna Sage. Luna, a transgender musician from Long Island, has been playing music since she was a little kid and has been playing in bands since high school. She is currently in the process of recording an EP and a full length album.