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WHAT IS TO HAVE AN HOBBY? Is anywhere in any part of society’s norms and values explicitly advertise? It is not, but is expected if you want to show you are someone beyond the routine duties and appearance.  Well what if that “hobby” is really what can mirror your inner self and feelings? Would you ignore such a big passion and dream in order to follow up more strictly, suitable prescribed way of living? That’s my biggest dilemma… What if you can only find self-confirmation, fulfillment and sense through the most uncertain career? Creativity, harmony, detached from material….Yes, it’s music I’m talking about…That’s my 20 years old life…Trying to grasp certainties you will only temporary and illusionary benefit from…Craving for self expression, to fill that gap…I know you feel it too. Is it about perdition in inconcludent lifestyle? Addition to ignore reality? No, mine its addiction to live reality, to live life in the truest way, risking everything everyday and never feeling more into myself. Playing music, getting lost within it, laughing inside for pleasuring the audience, that’s how I found myself, that’s how I want to live. 

luca martinelli