Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

Blank skin, small grin 
At the edge of my seat 
Grip the rests, deep breath
Pray the pain is discrete 
You know I wanted this forever
Something we can’t delete 
But you just wanted temporary 
Tat a rinse and repeat 
You wanna lay low, lay low 
Read your Plato, Plato 
Solitary is your heaven 
Reaching halo, halos
Insecurity is driving 
Every wheel that you hold 
I’m tryna partner up for trust 
You work better alone
I find it tricky how you ghost me 
Well okay Loki 
Just need you closely
Your tatted whole sleeve 
My hands are up to Yeshua 
I been on both knees 
I’m sick of stick and poke 
So will you make my soul bleed
You never answer
So your voicemail is memorized 
Social life wears a hockey mask
And your horrified
Magnify every bad excuse 
You’re a samurai, cutting ties
Slashing up our bond 
Now you tell me why 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo 

Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

When I was a kid
I grew in a busy home
Moving from my friends
The shyness grew in my bones
Now I’m getting old 
A shadow behind my shoulder 
Turned into a person 
Who’s scared to answer my phone 
Why am I afraid of having any eye contact
Can’t even look my wife in the eyes 
And I hate that 
I wanna be the person 
That God would want me to be 
But social anxiety 
Is hugging me where I sleep 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo

temporary tattoo (prod. xmichaelwarren & ohsobrkn)

I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end
I can't say i'm not upset, just a little bit
Missing it
Thinking I'll get over it
Different positions
Aborting the mission
You say that you love me but now you're just dipping
Maybe I'm tripping, or maybe i'm dreaming
I'm looking at pictures of you on my ceiling
I'm missing the feeling
Of holding your hand
Picking me up and letting me stand
Sitting around and I'm frozen
Fighting the tides like the ocean
Hoping heart break doesn't kill me
Thanking the world world cause' she chose me
I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end

Shattered

Shattered (Prod. Cløud)

mixed by @matthiasproducer

if i come on way too strong
just remember it’s been so long
since i met with anyone
new but trust that i’m trying
and
if things get a little awkward
burn my bridges, i’ll walk on water
tear the stitches and i’ll grow taller
see i warned you that i come on strong

it’s been a while since i felt i connected
i pretend and i smile but i feel so rejected
i can try to be what everybody wants me to be
but i dont think it makes a difference if that’s not really me

chasing acceptance they mistake for attention
do i have what it takes, or is divine intervention
what i’ll need to let them know that i’m not all that i seem
ever so invisible presentable but unseen

so if i come on way too strong
just remember it’s not my fault
i’m trying to be honest
it’s not me it’s just all of y’all

if i come on way too strong
just remember it’s been so long
since i met with anyone
new but trust that i’m trying
and
if things get a little awkward
burn my bridges, i’ll walk on water
tear the stitches and i’ll grow taller
see i warned you that i come on strong

at times it’s difficult for me to get along with people
well maybe i don’t know if the feelings always equal
i get nervous overthink a lot i try to keep it peaceful
but the past and getting hurt will always crush me like a beetle
i get tired i try to stay away protect my beating heart
i’m surprised it still gets pumping palpitations do their part
even though at times my soul is slowly ripping at the seams
i gather up the scraps of energy to chase a dream



if i come on way too strong
just remember it’s been so long
since i met with anyone
new but trust that i’m trying
and
if things get a little awkward
burn my bridges, i’ll walk on water
tear the stitches and i’ll grow taller
see i warned you that i come on strong

honestly w/ re: (prod. heydium)

i get no sleep
i'm chasing dreams while i'm in agony
my face is numb 
my head is bruised for something sensory
lay down defences 
fall fatigued only a moment away
all i need is for you to stay

agony w/ lyrah & splashgvng

deeper than before - powfu, rxseboy & julia alexa (prod. the bootleg boy)

after 2 months, i finally get to release this!
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This is a project that i made to convince myself that i will be okay, and that there are people in my life that care and those who won't, and thats just something i'll have to deal with.
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Thank you to Jxsie Beats for exclusively making these beats for me, and to Dysphoric, Sxge, and Lxst Boy for the amazing features.
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Credit to MilianDK for the cover art<3
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hope yall enjoy<3

stars w/ lxst boy and jxsie beats

produced by the bootleg boy
Check him out! @thebootlegboy
Twisted up in my imagination...

out of my head

feature: matego // produced by: caps ctrl & xsus

my last goodbye w/ matego (Caps Ctrl & Xsus)

New song with the homie @lxstboy
I got more songs and features on the way 
And they are all fire
Please make sure to like and comment and repost and share with your friends if you enjoy the song and want more
Peace
-LSP1

Honest ft Lxst boy (prod. CapsCtrl)

not official, just a remix, i really loved this song that rxse made and 
i really wanted to make som to it

official song https://soundcloud.com/feelingmysorrow/two-way-street

@TheMarkerFlipper x @Sorrow - two way street (prod. underwood)

lyrics:
what would you do if i were to tell you
i've been up, but i'm now about to fall?
six feet down, this hole i've been digging
tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault

hope's been high, you gave me it all
but leaves do change, the winter got too cold
all alone in crowded locations
walking like a ghost down in this hall

yeah, when i lay down i don't touch the ground for like
25 hours at a time now
i can't seem to pass out in the night
can't get rid of this frown, lights out
i wake up, say what's up to a vampire
we catch up, and say cheers to the monsters
i've got sad, i don't think there's a cure for
so why try?

tell me what you mean
tell me what you feel, for heavens sake
do you think you can bail on everything?
leave me here to wait, just hanging

tell me what you see
tell me all your hope has gone away
i will walk with you on the way
you could feel better any day now, any day

i'm tryna hold the pieces together
but it's a puzzle
i've been acting like i'm fine
but i'm honestly deep in trouble
yo, depression has been killing me
so why we always cuddle?
and anxiety is the twin
yo, kaleb i'm seeing double

okay, i think i need to find me some hope
i heard a man could walk on water
well then find me the boat
find me a rope
i'm hanging all the pain that i know
instead of highs
i need to find a better way i can cope

lately i've been living on the surface
uncertain and really nervous
been searching
for higher purpose
been praying and reading verses
my mind has been in a circus
im thinking my thoughts in cursive
i'm scared that i'm burden
but you tell me that i'm perfect

you tell me that i'm perfect
did you really mean that?
did you really mean that?
did you really mean that?
i need to know before i go and base my life on this
can you make a promise?
tell me you'll be honest with me i just need the truth.

let me pray
i don't feel okay
all this heavy weight
let me pray
i don't feel okay
all this heavy weight
i need strength
take depression out
and roll him on some skates
i've been calling, calling, calling
i can hear him on the phone
i'm weakling by myself
bro i can't do this on my own
i've been couped up
in my room bruh
devil knocking on my door
i threw the duece up
the pain be hurting me
like surgery
i feel it in my bones
oh god, i know you got my back
so you won't leave me here alone, yeah

what would you do if i were to tell you
i've been up, but i'm now about to fall?
six feet down, this hole i've been digging
tell my mom, this ain't at all her fault

hope's been high, you gave me it all
but leaves do change, the winter got too cold
all alone in crowded locations
walking like a ghost down in this hall

Honest ft Lxst boy (prod. CapsCtrl)

LSP1

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