Lyrics:

- handwritten letters -
'Member when we'd run through those fields, and
Had broken hearts but they healed? I,
Thought it would last forever, but,
I guess that we're not together, so,
I'll carry on and pretend that
What we had never ended.
I know that all of it's fake, but,
Thoughts of you, I always hate.

Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

(Yeah,)
(Yeah-ah.)
(Ay, so let's fight this weather)
(Yeah,)
(Ay, eh.)
(Now we're together)

- Lxst Boy -
yeah, tryna fight this weather
but you kept all of my sweatshirts
getting rained on,
clouds getting heavy never better
said to myself that I'd forget her
but I'm handwriting these letters
you will never read
I wish we were still together
you're one I won't forget
counting down until sunset
and I'll never get a rest
you were my only friend
stuck in these flashbacks
just want the past back
I wanna talk
without getting laughed at
don't wanna try
cuz you'll just attack back
I wanna run away
packing my backpack

- handwritten letters -
Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

flashbacks (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. jxsie beats]

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
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lyrics:
i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

yeah its cold
i dont even know
i cant even feel like the snot in my nose
trippin through this path like you dont even know 
i aint been the same snice i been through the snow
yeah you wanna go back in time 
you cannot fix that 
yeah you know that i will never change 
i know you hate that

[lxst boy]
i know you hate when i get sad
locked in my room, write these tracks
i'll never feel the same
pressured, crushed under this weight

yeah
weight is getting heavy
overflowing and i'm sinking
gotta build myself a levy
to hold the tears back
and my fears back
and im miserable
and i feel that
i'll never feel ok
and i will never change, uh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

- backyard beetle and lxst boy 2021

backyard beetle - stress w/ lxst boy (prod. jxsie beats)

It’s a love song and how in you’re head they’re yours. Then you come to the realization that they aren’t yours so, you list reason why you’re better then who they really chose.

It wasn’t real

it's the 4th of July but she's still by my side

New Year's Kiss (prod. heydium)

lyrics - written and recorded by backyard beetle
produced by - heydium
here is a link to the producers' youtube channel -
heydium - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMxXT0fAXZnJeBckmkLcN_Q

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lyrics:
always stuck up in my head 
i dont know what you have said
i been on the road just chasing the bread
cause i can never find it then
all these people gotta face the facts 
you cannot stop what you cant attack
how do you think that i will react
sorry bro
take that back
yeah you really think im going out like that
yeah you really think ill fall for a simple attack

i been going forever and i cant go back
im aiming for the stars so i cant hold back
it just seems so easy but i am under attack
but i got my whole team here 
i know they 
have my back

im still seeing shadows in the corner 
everyday as i get older
why does keep on just getting colder
imma just move on and handle it like a soldier
imma fight em off
they dont even know but they cant take me on im too strong for them
no matter the cause imma always win
thats how i want my story to end

end 
end 
end

i been going forever and i cant go back
im aiming for the stars so i cant hold back
it just seems so easy but i am under attack
but i got my whole team here 
i know they 
have my back

i been going forever and i cant go back
im aiming for the stars so i cant hold back
it just seems so easy but i am under attack
but i got my whole team here 
i know they 
have my back

but i got my whole team here 
have my back

i know they 
have my back

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - cant go back (prod. heydium)

Lyrics:

I’m alone when I see the stars
Watch the moon while it gets dark

Watch the moon
Finally wasting time
Get away from everything
And spend all our time
Gazing up at the stars
Into the emptiness of space
Far away from all our problems
As the moon shines on your face
Reflecting the sun
The brightest light in our sight
But by my own standards,
You’re the light of my life
And I can feel the soul between us
So deep in my soul
Nothing to care about
While we grow old
And as my veins turn purple
And they start showing through
As my body becomes frail
I’ll still stand by you
As tall as you need
If it’s under 6 feet
Cause the only time I’ll reach it
Is when I’m that deep
Dig my feet into the sand
On the brightest of days
And we’ll have a little man
And we both watch him play
I look deeper in your eyes
While they glimmer in the sun
I see the ring on your finger
Remember that you’re always mine hun

I’m alone when I see the stars
But I will love you when things get hard

I promise that when I wake up,
Love’s the choice I make
Cause I know feelings are hard to keep up
When one day they fade
One day it becomes an
Active decision
And every day I envision 
A future not so far away
And I can promise that it’s bright
If you’re by my side
Don’t know what I’d do without you
You’re my ride or die
And we can take it any speed
Cause you’re loves all that I need
And we can fall asleep
On top of the hillside
With a blanket on the ground
And the stars in the sky
Let the moon shine on your face
And I’ll say that word you like
Home is where the heart is
I’m glad that I gave you mine
Forever and always, darling
My love is so divine
Stare up at the moon
And say “tsuki ga kirei”
I will love you unto death
Every second everyday
Give you a kiss say I love you
I’m so glad I’m not alone
After years of searching
With you I’m finally home0

Not alone when I see the stars
I love you, our forever now starts

Watch the Moon (Prod. jxsie beats)

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lonely stars

Mixed by T33H33
Written by LSP1
Produced by Ocean Beats

Lost The Key (prod.ocean)

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passion

Lacingfreestyle

Don’t Want To Talk

just a trash lofi rapper
ig: @dumbkidsinger

Lost The Key (prod.ocean)

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