mixdown by GRIN

Happy Anniversary! <3

Lots of love to Amelia Fletcher (Heavenly) and Phillip Ward (At The Beep) for allowing me to reinterpret their work, Hannah (Lvndrbby) and Bailey (Kylo Gun) for their wonderful voices, and Mother Nature for the noise <3

Little Saint Nick (FT Bruised Reeds)

Written & Recorded in 2022. I'd like to revisit this one.

Lyrics:

I’ve been working for a long time, digging this hole
It’s hard work but I go, and it’s taken its toll
Tried following the path of people I know
But it’s an endless road, all alone

I hate the way I’m feeling, but self-loathing is treason
It’s tough enough to be alive
I stop myself from breathing, no chance of ever healing
I built my life around a rhyme

The desert’s cold, there’s no loopholes
And I’ve missed every shooting star
I lose my faith, but not my pace
So I can say that I made it this far

I cry a million rivers but they dry
It don’t make sense to me
And when I scream, there’s only silence
Some type of psycho pseudoscience
Can’t figure out the truth behind this phenomenon
It goes on and on and on

No time, no rhyme, no reason
I give into the season of blue
I can’t decide my feelings
The weather cuts the shape of my mood

No telling where I’m going, the wind is always blowing
I shift in and out of my prime
At any given moment, the pressure’s overflowing
And everything’s a waste of my time

The desert’s cold, there’s no loopholes
And I’ve missed every shooting star
I lose my faith, but not my pace
So I can say that I made it this far

I cry a million rivers but they dry
It don’t make sense to me
And when I scream, there’s only silence
Some type of psycho pseudoscience
Can’t figure out the truth behind this phenomenon
It goes on and on and on

Pseudoscience (Demo)

your downfall

Where Are You Now?

you/beauty

chimie kiki.mp3

Never Stop Trying

Love Without End

Yonder (Feat Gustaf)

Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead

You, you are so kind
You, you are so fine
You, you will shine, tonight
You, you will find

The love you needed
The love you sought
The love meant for you
Your love is not lost

I know you still hurt
I know you still love
I know you still believe
I promise, you will be loved

For the selfish you met
For the selfish, who didn't care
For the selfish, who took you for granted
For the selfish, who were not there

They will soon learn
They will soon be fair
They will soon become
They will soon care

Because there are

Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead

You, you are so kind
You, you are so fine
You, you will shine, tonight, tonight
You will find

The love you needed
The love you sought
The love meant for you
Your love is not lost

The hurt
You once lived
The hurt
You could not forgive

The hurt
Will end
The hurt
Will end

Because there are

Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead
Better times ahead

You, you are so kind
You, you are so fine
You, you will shine, tonight, tonight
You will find

The love you needed
The love you sought
The love meant for you
Your love is not lost

chimie kiki.mp3

Lucaca

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