my story

Lost In Darkness

lostfriends v1 (prod.takuori)

(photo is not mine, posted by itzelena_1star on Pinterest)

[lyrics]

Your blood stained eyes
shatter the dark
And fill me light
not scared anymore
your perfect tonight-

Cry, while, I undress a witch,
I'm, sick and I cannot stop
eyes gave up a long time ago
father help me I seeing ghosts

you. can't. Imagine a world where I,
follow through,
follow through,
bash. my. head on the wall
as i follow through 
I follow through,
(straight back to you)

taking my time
feel I'm online
wasting my mind

your dirty clothes (hold me so close)
fill me with dread (I’m filled to the top)
the fields overgrown (cant walk anymore)
sever my arm (sever my-)
and watch the flesh 

cry, while, I, murder a witch,
I'm, sick, and don't want to stop
eyes start working soon as your leave
Father help me, I cannot-

you. can't. imagine
a world where I
follow through
I follow through
BASH. MY. head on the wall
as i follow through 
I follow through,
right back to you

taking my time (right back to you)
feel I'm online (right back to you)
wasting my mind (I’m right back to you)
Right back to you


eyes

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leash

HELP ME GOD

Produced by Austiverse
Mixed by Austiverse
Mastered by Austiverse

~lyrics~
My friend asked if I'm okay
But there's too many words to say
I could write haikus for days
Though the pages would be outplayed, and-

And everybody got day ones, but where I come from I don't fit
So when I step on that stage grab my grammy, say "I had no assist"
Y-K-W-I-S gang, they my one and only sis
Without em being at my side now i'm not sure I'd even exist

But what happened to everything, what happened to anything
I barley see who I am after doing all these drinks yeah
What happened to everything, what happened to anything
I don't think that I'm okay there's a grave I should be burying

Asked if I'm okay
But there's too many words to say
I could write haikus for days
Though the pages would be outplayed

Mothafucka get outta my face
I cannot lie it seems like all you do is get in my way
I cannot rap when home is my least favorite place
Unmotivated frequently I doom scroll with apace
Full heartedly minds moving exhaustively
Been so long without no one I do not even wanna be
Full heartedly I feel better when I don't sleep
Cause most times i feel like a mothafuckin' anomaly
Yeah, run it up for me
Let's go all out tonight and do shit unforeseen
Do and take a few stabs and do it all for me
I got 23 in before I died and bleed
Run it til' my brain falls off
Cleaning the blood you caused
Saw me feeling all distraught
But you ignored my besoughts

Asked if I'm okay
But there's too many words to say
I could write haikus for days
Though the pages would be outplayed yeah

Everybody got day ones, but where I come from I don't fit
So when I step on that stage grab my grammy, say "I had no assist"
Y-K-W-I-S gang, they my one and only sis
Without em being at my side now i'm not sure I'd even exist

But what happened to everything, what happened to anything
I barley see who I am after doing all these drinks yeah
What happened to everything, what happened to anything
I don't think that I'm okay there's a grave I should be burying



are you okay?

production by vivid
written & performed by ayelaaj
mixed & mastered by ayelaaj

thousand lives (vivid)

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