I been downing uppers so that I can feel okay
I get mad at everybody but its me I hate
I hear the whispers in the wind as they contemplate
I hear demons underneath me as they celebrate

know I'm not around but nobody can take yo place 
I been on the road gone I been stackin cake
keep a 40 right beside me as I meditate
I been rollin swishers, can't forget to medicate

when im out in public I be private with my face
as of late I need a break I need to settle some things
can't be bothered with these broke niggas they gimme the shakes
I been in tukwilla witta drifter showed me some things

oh they think better
lucid past his level
I been zone
i been in my bag

i been missin home
but im comin back
i been crackin 4s
tryin to relax

i take prescriptions I pray that they fix me
got deals with my demons so far I've made plenty
I buy happiness but I still feel so empty
i smile in a crowd but inside I feel filthy


I'ma diamond in the rough I turned my life into something
somebody watching over me give em a grammy or something
they gotta front row seat to see me out here sinnin and whilin
wish they could take part in the money that i run to deposit

oh they forgot huh
im from the block and ill spin it
fulton county yuh
im 303 till im finished
shawty love yeah
i cant get caught up with them feelings
but im thankful yeah

Downin Uppers Prod. Tennis Player

I've been feeling like
Something's changed
You don't remember me
You use to love this face
But you've forsaken me
And I feel ashamed
So my new residence is
A state of grey

It never ends
I cant escape my fate
I'm falling in reverse
My past is catching me
I feel like throwing up
I can't feel my face
So no im not okay
Don't wanna feel this way

I live inside my head
These days id probably be better off dead
Why did you say those things
To make me feel this way

Way way way im on my way
Bury me with my perceptions
To make my day
Oh hey
Take a look at who came to play
it's my demons and they're lined up to scream at me

I been feeling like
something's changed
you don't remember me
you use to love this face
but you've forsaken me
and I feel ashamed
so my new residence is
a state of grey

i don't regret a thing
cause the pain is my prescription I learn that way
okay
I don't regret a thing
its okay to cry
but don't you look at me

i been feeling like
something's changed
you don't remember me
you use to love this face
but you've forsaken me
and I feel ashamed
so my new residence is
a state of grey

State Of Grey

Remission

Proud (C'est la vie)

Die Young

im finna go insane
slave to the pain
im still poppin pills
that'll make me feel okay

still fuckin up
still getting judged
and they always wonder
 why I never open up

rockstar life
rage all night
appease my sins with a chrome 4.5

she only say she love me cause she love what I supply
the drugs gone make me smile but deep inside wanna die

rip my friends
act like I don't know em
I been tryna shield them
from this truma that im holdin

im not wit that talkin
never been an option
I don't mention problems
i don't wanna be a problem

im finna go insane
slave to the pain
im still poppin pills
that'll make me feel okay

still fuckin up
still getting judged
and they always wonder
 why I never open up

im finna go insane
slave to the pain
if that boy been talkin down then ima leave him with some stains
sippin easter pink
spilled it on the seat
finna spin that block again
I'll catch em while they greave

finna make that choppa sweep
call of D that 30 streak
Simon says ya dead dead
call that choreography

I got so much hate in me
never been shown empathy
all I want is love but somehow that shit keep on dodging me

im finna go insane
slave to the pain
im still poppin pills
that'll make me feel okay

still fuckin up
still getting judged
and they always wonder
 why I never open up

Insane (Lyrics in description)

Love

Scars

Made It This Far

Cause I've been holding on to you
Cause I've been holding on to you

I get confused now, I'm overthinking I get stressed and I start drinking
Walls close in and the world starts shaking I'm obsessed, yeah, I'm obsessed with you

Guess it's true, guess I'm in love
Guess it's true , guess I'm in love with you
Guess it's true, guess I'm in love
Guess it's true, guess I'm in love with

Who I go to to fill my prescriptions
Need my fix, yeah, need my fix, yeah
Something's wrong, I need you to fix it
Lately , the only drug I need is you

Guess it's true, guess I'm in love
Guess it's true, guess I'm in love with you
Guess it's true, guess I'm in love
Guess it's true, guess I'm in love with you

Cause I've been holding on to you
Cause I've been holding on to you
Thanks for listening

When I lock into that mode they say I be hard to find
I be scheming on my own I’m busy getting where I’m not
Either get it or you don’t , don’t got time to give you mine
Either love me or you don’t, not the first to say goodbye

I been MIA I know, had to tap in with the inner me
Had to get back in my mode, had to resurrect my energy
Ain’t no nigga that I know that’s been known to put no fear in me
I been sticking to the code, I’m that nigga ain’t no changin me

Know a lot of women wanna hear that money counter count again
Come and do the shit you say on text and bring your stripper friend
Stacy don’t do waitin baby if you say it do it then
Stacy stand on business I’m that nigga they ain’t fuckin with

I just want my cake up
Got no time to lay up
Told that bitch don’t wait up
Show you what I’m made of

If it do not work out
Ima keep on grindin
One day it’s gone work out
Check the mirror I’m reminded

Cool with all my exes taught me lessons that I won’t forget
I been fuckin up I know that I been on some other shit
Always gone remember I’m the nigga they ain’t fkn with

When I lock into that mode they say I be hard to find
I be scheming on my own I’m busy getting where I’m not
Either get it or you don’t , don’t got time to give you mine
Either love me or you don’t, not the first to say goodbye

M.i.A

Invested

Find Out

But Why

AARP

Motivated

Reacative

Vent

Cure

Take Me Home

FIN DE VIE SLOWED

Recent song. (like a few months ago)Im gonna start being more active and start dropping more fam. Mixtape is on the way and im defo dropping visuals. Thanks for listening <3

Beat was made by https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeUIk_U30txDDgOKPucgepA
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Elevated

Heres a song from the EP im releasing soon. Enjoy! S L E N D E R M A N made the beat!!

Lost Boys

I've pretty much given up on love at this point.

Replaced

Big Plans ( Prod. Eem Triplin )

This Good Prod.Benny Alexander

Coma Prod.Syler

Devils Never Cry Prod.RRAREBEAR

theres been a voice inside me screaming
its been hating how it sees me
in agony from those I'm grieving
it wants to take control

I locked my demons deep inside of me
but all the Angels have dishonored me
my only option is to let em free
I love when darkness takes a hold of me

I think about you when im coming down
you never think about me when its time
now I'm asking what's the fuckin point
you'll never love me and I see it now

thought your heart was pure gold tried to make it my home
its time to let go
I done made my bed
I done paved my road
its time to let you go

I locked my demons deep inside of me
but all the Angels have dishonored me
my only option is to let em free
I love when darkness takes a hold of me

it still has so much left to teach me
its been wounded so its feeding
we have encounters when I'm dreaming
they use my body to succeed me

oh I know I been away
I had to sort a couple things
now I'm back to reap the things that I claimed

I let my demon lead the way
it took me to the depths of darkness
and it showed me how to harness my soul

I carved your name in my throat
it was silence I spoke
for a moment I had lost control

theres been a voice inside me screaming
its been hating how it sees me
in agony from those I'm grieving
it wants to take control

I locked my demons deep inside of me
but all the Angels have dishonored me
my only option is to let em free
I love when darkness takes a hold of me

Alter Prod.Tennis Player

Yumi Prod. Tennis Player

Monochrome King Prod. Tennis Player

Promise Land Prod. Nicasso beats

Tangled Prod. VALXR

Lights Prod. Top Ten

Fairytale Prod. Varela Katana

I know I think to much I get so stuck in my head
anxiety has made my body heavy as lead
you mean so much to me but theres no words to describe
I know I'd lose myself if you would leave me behind

so stay
for a while

I wake up in the morning and your still on my mind
you exist in every dream that I have ever designed
you don't think your special but to me your divine
I thought my heart was dead but somehow you have revived

I feel okay
when you're with me
you wash away
what's wrong with me

if its okay with you I wanna be more than your friend
if its okay with you we can seal the deal with a kiss
I can take you to drive ins and later look at the stars
I can comfort your wrists because I know you have some scars

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