🧪SEWERTAILS🧪

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

lyrics:

I found her
In my arms
At midnight
Im not going
This pamphlet
On my door
Protects us
Till the morning

I found her
In my arms
At midnight
Im not going
This pamphlet
On my door
Protects us
Till the morning

Cobblestone roads
From the dungeon I reside in
Dirty fox robes
Line my waist while I hide in
Back alley trash im a waste im an animal 
If u bled me at my neck I swear the blood would be cold
She hurts me and loves me
In that order it breaks me
Im burnt out I dont try to hold my head no more
Im limp
If she wanted id be her rag doll yea
I think I
Need a minute
To process
Ur new life
Oh The bug bites
Are insurance
For us camping
On this warm night

I found her
In my arms
At midnight
Im not going
This pamphlet
On my door
Protects us
Till the morning

4 walls around my hell its boring
I purge emotion every time its pouring
3am its spitting I love it
Take me now if I cant see the sunset

I found her
In my arms
At midnight
Im not going
This pamphlet
On my door
Protects us
Till the morning

till the morning (branwen)

lyrics:

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

I was once someone I could look up too
U would not like me if u knew just what I go through 
 Sober late nights is what I never do
Two 5ths deep I wake up and I am brand new
Im decaying in health
And still I reject help
I pour liquor in my mouth and say 
Here’s to those who dont make it out

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

pull-out couch (xlhc x fantasycamp)

thankyou to everyone i know it doesnt look like much but the support i get on my tracks means a ton to me. thanks for all the love <3

anymore anyway (prod. Muck)

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

lyrics:

i could waste ur time
would u like that
blue text read sign
no reply back

make u feel so fine
know u like that
if i kissed ur lips
i know u'd bite back

focus on my grip
when i fly past
uber foreign whips
i only drive fast

its not battleships
ion play no games like that
got on designer kicks
and a couple pairs in the bag

smoking love potion
give baby girl a pass
where u buy this shit
i got a guy for gas

one day ill ease up
and i could let u in
but right now im too high
and im just not cluing in

come out
it was such a good time
i could see the downpour
coming through the treeline

i could feel the goosebumps
building through my whole spine
i could feel the heat rush
through me in a beeline

tell me
do u ever think that
we were meant to be
but we could never really see that

and i dreamed that
last night
tell me u believe that
u dont really see that
so i dont mean that

i could waste ur time
just let me know the place
and u can keep complaining
yell the words into my face
im headed downtown
im staying ten down
im from the east end
but im going southbound

i could waste ur time
would u like that
blue text read sign
no reply back

wanderer (prod. ʎpoqou)

produced by @teendepression 

art by https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

i used to be scared to just be myself
right until i fucking caved and just changed myself
twitching on the floor i dont need no help
i need to dump my thoughts on someone else

smoke up a zip all to myself
all this marijuana just kills my health 
i cough more than i can speak
if block that thought i dont feel so weak

if i block that thought i dont feel so weak
time moves fast and life looks bleak
before i pass i wanna live my dream

nights grow longer i lose sleep
mind grows stronger limbs grow weak
just put me out of my misery

i couldnt fuck with the vices soon
all of the shit has subsided blue
waters are filling my eyelids
i think im reaching the island

come out the water and feel renewed
all of the troubles have left from you
go do whatever you wanted to
when life doesnt matter its possible

oh god
how long have you been standing there
lights grow dim
i cant get air
i cant win and its not fair
and i cant move so get the fuck out of here

i couldnt win if i wanted
continue it when i say stop it
nothing else could ever hurt me
when im busy already hurting

i guess all my work was a waste shit
im getting sick of the way i say
my words cause im always eating them
and im getting sick of the taste

cold out
but no snow out
its august
but i wear a coat out

on the walk back
from your house
phones dead so i listen to the street sounds

i used to be scared to just be myself
right until i fucking caved and just changed myself
twitching on the floor i dont need no help
i need to dump my thoughts on someone else

smoke up a zip all to myself
all this marijuana just kills my health 
i cough more than i can speak
if block that thought i dont feel so weak

the island (prod. tinyforest)

lyrics:

when i ask if u really with me then u should say no
im going insane and i think i could feel my blood trickling into my throat
smoking a wood full of sour i suck in the smoke
lately i feel like the goat
this whole experience feel like a glow

this shit it feels like a glow got 
green and red stripe on my toes
ur girl put her snap on my phone like
damn i just thought u should know

i got real intentions fuck fakes
no gucci shoes but they snakes
i make a song half baked
then put it out in two days

i put it out in two days
take a big blunt to my face
got two girls at my place
they talkin like ya we go both ways

want beef fuck out my page
shoot shit u get erased
thats true shit look in my face
im insane look at my face

this shit some fucking garbage 
no music ur starving him 
u dont try it dont fucking knock it
talk up and u silence him

look what u fucking started
i cant be ur guardian
if i lost the music shit now
fuck it id start again

fuck it im on again
all winter long again
taking in oxygen
and screaming out lyrics in front a mic again

look what u fucking started 
i cant be ur guardian 
i know some things u dont know
dont let me start again

when i ask if u really with me then u should say no
im going insane and i think i could feel my blood trickling into my throat
smoking a wood full of sour i suck in the smoke
lately i feel like the goat
this whole experience feel like a glow

oxygen breather (prod. kryptik)

produced by @hatefulbeats

lyrics:

baby look at what the time is
my phone is silent
faced the fucking blunt and now
im holding up my eyelids

too fragile
i view the world as violent
no relations
everyone tryna be a tyrant

still dressing
like youd think i have a stylist
blowing gas
but we never uppin milage

snow fall
and the world is fucking silent
no nonsense
when the uber drive in

sit next to me
you dont gotta fucking send texts to me
get next to me
if thats where u feel u supposed be

undress with me
show each other what we wanna see
get next to me
ill have you in ecstasy

press me on my snapchat
ion really need that 
flying through my emails
carpel tunnel from the mouse tap

off days i get the spins
i wouldnt mix that
bacardi kick back
gut the woods and rinse that

gold karrots in my nose had got me feeling bugs bunny
dropa truth bomb and they look at you funny
blow up like a bomb and they just ask bout the money
acting like ur mom but girl you not even honey

thinkin i owe u something
i dont owe no one nothing
texting for a week and then they think ur their husband

saying u in love but girl u dont even know me
keep on changing up youll be in love with the old

baby look at what the time is
my phone is silent
faced the fucking blunt and now
im holding up my eyelids

too fragile
i view the world as violent
no relations
everyone tryna be a tyrant

still dressing
like youd think i have a stylist
blowing gas
but we never uppin milage

snow fall
and the world is fucking silent
no nonsense
when the uber drive in

1am (prod. hateful)

lyrics:

I knew she would break my heart
I knew she would but I let it happen I'm hopeless in many ways
guess it probably wouldn't of worked out anyways
sick of holding back tears on the better days
all these people thru my window start to look the same
all this damage on my brain act like its novocaine
who am I when playing god I shoulda known my place
22 its the after party
breath slow baby girl
we still try to keep composure in this broken world
I watch rain roll off my roof on to the flooded grounds
I could always hold myself when I need calming down

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on
rip thru the phone books she grip by my heart
plenty left me broken but the way you do it
turn me on
why's this summer so long

turn u on (nevrfall)

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

folk song from the settlement on the edge of the earth (eric godlow)

lyrics:

if this is how it ends
well im glad you were part of it
this was all inside my head before
i even started it
you made it to the end and i appreciate the tolerance
really im my brain inside my head and that is it
these holograms around me somehow willing me to live
and i know i cant touch u i mean really really touch you
on atomic level shit but thats not how were meant to fit
if you look at people walking everybody moves the same
perfect mess of flesh and bone equipped with total mental reign
when you think about it really only difference is the brain
so thats why im looking thru you when im talking to ur face
please dont be scared
theres nothing for me to think about
its over now
im sober now
i power down

catching up cuz she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when you go out
cause when i fall asleep youre the one i dream bout
brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak now you busy to go out
threw my dreams out all i do is seep now

its over.  you can go home (eric godlow)

lyrics:

i see myself that drop
i see myself in this shot
i vomit liquid on the ground
its spread around by a mop
i got problems in my system that im tryna knock
but the way it hit the rhythm man i like it alot
my right hand chokes empty mickeys while im smoking some pot
my effects on my environment concern my alot
i let the pain flow thru my veins and let it hurt me alot
i weigh the cons against the pros like this aint all that i got
i sell myself philosophies from out the dustiest box
i stay up countless nights alone on top the mustiest cots
the world will end inside my mind when i decide imma flop
i smile big as i can manage while my furniture rots
theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides

its always there
its always fucking haunting me
and it hurts but i know i could hide it
i see myself on the waters horizon
im on the ship but i dont know who drives it
my will come from behind my eyelids
the product how the body divides it
i yell at voices but they speak to me private
i could work but its gotta be silent

boom
day anew
im looking at my hands like what the fuck did i do
i remember feeling fine before i looked at the moon
now im in bushes at the park with blood on my shoes
and i remember from before when this had happened in june
it was the silverware that time i fucking hated those spoons
i felt the fur on back my neck stand up and break into view
i saw the hair on back their necks stand up like what do we do
i put my claws into his face and slurp the fluid like soup
i rip apart the dinner party leaving bodies in gloop
if i had thought a step ahead the function wouldve been smooth
i place his head on top the cake and then i slice it in two
i go from kissin boots when someone hork and spit in my food
to bathing in their blood if someone look at me rude
i kick my feet in summer sun like im a regular dude
i put these plants inside my mouth like i eat regular food

werewolf in london (eric godlow)

lyrics:

bones
i cant use no more
my vein cold like snow
it dont feel like no
home
i walk in too slow
she scream at my face
she cant love me like
before
it all worked so well
we both worked so well
but now flesh rots off the
bones
i cant do no more
my brain cold like snow
it dont feel like no home

shawty i thought u was mine this not fair
dont chu be checking my house im not there
flesh drips off me when i move fast outta my hair
maybe if we quarantine properly this bullshit wouldnt be here
i know i been looking different as of late
but you shouldnt be scared
i could see dead skin flying off me into the air
i remember when this shit had started out cases back then were rare
baby take down the barricade i just wanna eat my share
you aint see no ghost
i come back a zombie
yeah
tank
jockey
even this witch beside me ya
halo
u cannot keep ur halo
i cannot feel no pain it doesnt matter how my day go
fold me up

bones
i cant use no more
my vein cold like snow
it dont feel like no
home
i walk in too slow
she scream at my face
she cant love me like
before
it all worked so well
we both worked so well
but now flesh rots off the
bones
i cant do no more
my brain cold like snow
it dont feel like no home

zombie (eric godlow)

lyrics:

i was wired faulty
man i hate the public
everybody got opinions so do i and mines been fuck it
shawty got minefield mental
i brought out the fuck you special
i do not do no sentimental
at home in thought i revel
why do u choose to rebel
you are an individual counter culture done hid its tricks up
its sleeve
then you take me simple
so i hit this instrumental
words spewing out my dental
i sip this drink like lentil
then i speak my mental

the streetlights breath
i see the light crack thru my drapes and bleed
out on to my floor and i am sound asleep
still my brain awake while its protecting me
this the only love song it hurt to read
i think id rather stop dissecting me
honestly its more than anything u could perceive
i couldnt give a fuck its like vasectomy
baby its hurting deep

fireballs
ice spikes
and earth walls
nights lights in my bedroom i cant turn off
i dance around with my shirt off
and no one is gon see me
i could be me freely
i dress up in my best clothes
and i grind open these tea leaves
go against my time zone and im living life on repeat
3am with the weed shakes im half baked and im clammy
i seriously need intervention
the shadow people like family by now
living life blacked out
and i still alive somehow

i was wired faulty
man i hate the public
everybody got opinions so do i and mines been fuck it
shawty got minefield mental
i brought out the fuck you special
i do not do no sentimental
at home in thought i revel

b12 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

i bust down the door to the bedroom
bitch im mad as fuck and ur gonna die soon
bust out the lights in the bathroom
baby i some colour in this bitch to match the mildew
look at me
im not happy
living my life inside this gutter
i see fire paws beneath but
baby ur safe under the covers
i done heard the scream and seen the tar drip out the cupboard
but rest assured hed never hurt his lover

oh these smells
taking me back
im bleeding outta my nose
baby i read the signs but still im on go go go go

wake up
i been off drugs all night im wired up
quit tellin me ion give a fuck
im just occupied while i run it up
run it back
she throw it back
and i blow it out
im an asshole watchu talking bout
this petty shit i could do without
its just word of mouth
and ion wanna listen
ion wanna hear
baby its cool but i got feelings too 
and its lame as fuck when u all in my business
quit pushing my limit
girl it gets old
covered in mold
keeping my distance
baby thats just my image
i swear

i bust down the door to the bedroom
bitch im mad as fuck and ur gonna die soon
bust out the lights in the bathroom
baby i some colour in this bitch to match the mildew
look at me
im not happy
living my life inside this gutter
i see fire paws beneath but
baby ur safe under the covers
i done heard the scream and seen the tar drip out the cupboard
but rest assured hed never hurt his lover

diety_144 (scottysplash)

lyrics:

what if I gave you my heart
would you
take it and rip it apart
could you
ever see me the same way that you see urself
and it's ok if you hate me cause I do as well

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

I cant wait till tomorrow
when this horse shit starts to move along
brittle bones start to slice away and they dissipate this October
fog
I could see it in her eyeballs
she cant love me when it's him involved
and I'm too deep in this rabbit hole
I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls
time moves so slow
I think I've been here before
and my hands chopped off but i wont let go
though I'm tired of holding on this long and still being ignored
baby life doesn't change just because you want it too
don't go down the stairs we keep our secrets in the cellar room
and I could explain but nobody ever wants me to
too much in my brain with nobody else to tell it to

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

april (eric godlow)

lyrics:

and i cant seem to notice when ur not around
the leaves that fall are golden
they melt into the ground

and i wish you never left me with a sour tone
and i wish you wouldve meant it
when you said you loved me
and i wish i could prevent this feeling of alone
and i wish you could just let it go i said im sorry
trees falling breaking i cant escape
theres blood on my face as a warm embrace
the dusk turns to day and she turned to me
and i said dont cry and i twist the knife and
i just wish that she was born again
so this love story could never end
and im just left with the remembrance 
of her face that never left

i cant help think about these times
the dirt road hostel where she saved my life
with a take my hand i obliged ghost white
only she'll understand how i felt inside
with a denim torch i was acid washed
on 44th is where she broke my heart
my eyes meet hers in a time too dark
i hold damage inside these age old scars
sorry if i dont say it right will you help me inside
ive had too much too drink tonight
i cant make it to mine
oh you look perfect here with me
i dont think he could see
come here im holding you close to me
and you fit perfectly

and i cant seem to notice when ur not around
the leaves that fall are golden
they melt into the ground

wallflower ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

ya ya ya ya ya ya ya
lifes too hard baby lifes not fair
i would never give up on you
i am too comfortable
i just wanted to comfort u
is that understandable
who get along like we do
rest these bitches all evil
u been part of my people
i do not ever want no sequel
baby girl im so evil
baby girl im too evil ya
corpse blood in the steeple ya
baby girl im a heathen ya
oh i gotta go when can i see u let me know
oh look my heart ya
she finna melt the snow
she gimme textbook head
she went to harvard ya uh
i am so paralyzed
i said i love you a thousand times
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
this is a lullaby
to help u sleep at night
baby i hope u feeling right
sorry that i got zero time
u taught me to love again
and how to trust again
i know u been hurting but
im right here to hold u tight
i break down but the cause not important
i just wish i could make u feel wanted
i know its dark on this path but we got this
listen to my words when ur close to a forfeit please

memories come back thru to me strong
pour something i drank something im gone
with my life u really had to grow up
oh im sorry mama im back on them drugs
baby girl its not u im screwed up
this medication wont even let me fuck
i broke down she broke down i really hope that we work out
i aint tryna give no one else my heart

this is a lullaby(jabarionthebeat x tokiowahl x kimpe)

lyrics:

Marker on my face across these photographs
Blood stained relics in my broken back
Life is never fair I could’ve told you that
Signals from the void could you read them back
Winded from the gun I got my breathing back
Honey gold sun out in chilliwack
Stumbling thru the pines off the culdesac 
Wonder what ill find off the beaten path

No no I don’t want it No no I don’t wanna change
I know I don’t decide but this curse lay in my veins
Safety in the silence oh some things always remain here a safeguard
Pressure in my blunt so I got pressure in my lungs
She dont like smoking weed she put tabs onto her tongue
Do I do too much like tell me
How can I earn ur love Baby
I just might go crazy
Really I like it so don’t save me
Friends in the whip going street racing
Four seat back seat too faded
Why am I so up tight lately
I look at myself like who made me
When everything sleeps but you do
This is a song you can cry to
Amber sky lullaby
Some will live But we all die
And I just wanna give u the best time while were here
Cause no one really knows when their time is near

Marker on my face across these photographs
Blood stained relics in my broken back
Life is never fair I could’ve told you that
Signals from the void could you read them back
Winded from the gun I got my breathing back
Honey gold sun out in chilliwack
Stumbling thru the pines off the culdesac 
Wonder what ill find off the beaten path

🧪SEWERTAILS🧪

MIRROR