ilysm

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cover design by amias (amiasarts on ig)

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lyrics :

why everything seem so fuckin fuckin dirty
how the fuck it 4 AM when last i checked it seven thirty?
i mean. (stfu man)
i mean .
im still lookin for sum excuses
makin music cos i gave up, think im all outta uses man
i hate this personal shit
i hate when people know me
i hate the heavy air when people stare, dont think they know me

i got one love, and that bitch aint me
i got one love, and i give it out for free

ayo
its been a minute since ive talked to you
yo
i know i aint been happy like i used to
(and i)
yo
wanna smash this fucking mirror like
"why u look like that boy ??"
my instincts seem to fear her.
how should i dress today? look outside im like "whatever"
"i should stop trying so hard to just be looking like whoever"

i got one love, and that bitch aint me
i got one love, and i give it out for free

i know i just been starin from the outside
i know i just been lookin at a bad time

i got one love, and that bitch aint me
i got one love, and i give it out for free

i know i just been starin from the outside
i know i just been lookin at a bad time

i got one love, and that bitch aint me
i got one love, and i give it out for free

and im like
STUCK IN THIS DREAM
FUCK DOES IT MEAN, DUDE?
PEOPLE STARIN
THAT AINT ME
THAT AINT ME DUDE
STUCK IN THE WRONG BODY
LIKE WHO IS *HE* DUDE??
IM FUCKING SERIOUS
FUCKIN SERIOUS
CHECK WHAT THIS HEAT DO!!
I DONT WANT NO FRIENDS
I DONT WANT NO LIFE
IF I COULD SEE ME RIGHT NOW?
I WOULDNT STAND THE SIGHT
I WOULD JUST STAND AND SIGH.
DONT LOOK ME IN THE EYES!!
IM A MAN
IM A MAN
I JUST LIVE TO FIGHT!
THATS WHAT THEY ALL SAY!!
THATS WHAT THEY TELL ME TOO!!
IM STILL AFRAID I AINT GON LIVE THAT FAR PAST 22!!
AND I ROBBED THAT DEALER
I AINT SEE HIM AGAIN
HE THINK IMMA PUSSY??
THIS AINT REAL 
BITCH IM FIGHTIN HIM!!
IS THERE MORE TO SEE?
HOW MUCH IS IN MY BEDROOM
ROAMIN THE INTERNET
MAXIN OUT MY HEADROOM
NEED AN EX MACHINA
THERES NOT MUCH LEFT FOR ME
AND I STILL GOT ONE LOVE
AND THAT BITCH AINT ME

"1luv" [komoto]

RIPPIN FLESH WIT THESE CANINES
PLAY NICE I AIN’T COMIN OUT IN THE DAYTIME
8 LINES, HANGIN LIKE SUM GRAPE VINES
RUN UP QUICK N HIT EM WITH THE STEAK KNIFE
 STRAFE RIGHT
GOT THEM BLOOD STAINS 
SMOKIN DIFFERENT BUD STRAINS 
HUFFIN PROPANE NO SHAME
he a    NO name
HE GOT NO BRAIN
CUS HE COBAIN
WHAT A COLD FATE
STOMPIN ON THEY NOGGIN TILL THEY DOME CAVE
NO WAY
I LIKE THE WAY IT SOUND WHEN  THEY BONES BREAK 
OPEN DOORS N OPEN DOORS
OPEN PORES I OPEN MORE

I’MA OLD DOG PUT ME DOWN BY THE BARN
SUM LIKE A TIGER HOW MY ARMS BE COVERED IN SCARS WE BE GUTTIN CIGARS N THEN WE BURN LIKE A STAR
n MY LUNGS DONT EVEN  FUNCTION THEY ALL COVERED IN TAR
RLY BEEN THIS OFF MY SHIT SINCE I WAS FETUS IN JAR
BARELY HUMAN JUST A MU TANT I DRINK GAS LIKE A CAR
LOVE POLLUTION I’M A NUISANCE N I BEEN FROM THE START
POPPIN OFF N
POPPIN ARTERYS
I NEED A LOBOTOMY
PULL UP WITH THE ARMORY
I JUST LOVE THE PARTY SCENE
OFF THE MOLLY AIN’T NOBODY STOPPIN ME
MY LIFE LIKE A COMEDY
LAUGHING AT THIS POVERTY, 
I COULDA BEEN A PRODIGY
WHY THEY WANNA MARKET ME
I FUCKIN HATE THIS POVERTY
WHERE IS MY APOLOGY 
MY BODY SO   HOLLOW G
   SO I EAT THE WEAK
WITH THESE CROOKED TEETH
HOMIE FUCK THE SCENE
I DON’T NEED CRITIQUE
I’M FUCKIN PEAKIN G
YEAH I’MA FUCKIN FREAK
HOMIE FUCK THE PEACE
N THE LAMBS IN THE SLAUGHTERHOUSE
SEVERED AT THE NECK N LET EM LEAK JUST LIKE THEY WATER SPOUTS
WASTED ALL MY LIFE TO END UP HOPELESS N THEN BOTTOM OUT
I’M THE TYPE OF EVIL ALL YOU KIDDIES REALLY TAUGHT ABOUT
A TRAGIC ROUTE  THEY ALL LAUGHIN NOW
WHILE I FUCKING DROWN
IN A POOL OF PISS
HOMIE PICTURE THIS
WHEN THE SUN TURN RED
LIKE THE SCRIPTURES WRIT 
I’MA STARE RIGHT BACK AT THE BLACK ABYSS then I’M JUMPIN IN



n im the shittiest right?
I NEED A CIGGIE N LIGHT IMA HIDEOUS SIGHT
U A PARASITE SUCKA THE INSIDIOUS TYPE
FUCKIN ON YR MOTHER N SLIP OFF IN THE NIGHT
CUT U UP LIKE SUPPER COME WITH FORK N A KNIFE
REALLY FORFEIT OR FIGHT
FORTUNE OR PRIDE
TURN U INTO CORPSE 
SO MORBID
NO REMORSE IN THE SLIGHT
I’M TORCHIN THIS MIC

OPEN DOORS N OPEN DOORS
OPEN PORES I OPEN MORE

AUTISMCORE :) :) :) :)[PROD MR.PROOUSHIN]

did THEY wake u up from ur depression nap?

Meaty Mike

lyrics:
"Please speak to me in a language that I can understand"
I did it again
I pushed away the ones I love, now they're all gone
And now it's too late to look back, I must move on
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
Nothing's stopping me from losing all my life
Something has to change before I rot and die
What is left for me in this desolate place?

"Please speak to me in a language that I can understand "
"Please speak to me in a language that I can understand"
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
I did it again
"Please speak to me in a language that I can understand"
"I can't understand"

i can't understand

remember me (stoic)

Cover by @GoatiboyTGN on Twitter

I do not give consent to anyone reuploading my remixes/songs, however using them for videos of other purposes with credit is perfectly fine.

whatever

Guess I’m dressin up
So they lookin at me weird
Rock a headband like I’m NieR 
Cop a fur coat like I’m NieR 

Swear that it’s too much
But I’m the one that they gon fear
My heart cold please don’t come near
awh nah sike I need you here

Guess I’m dressin up
So they lookin at me weird
Rock a headband like I’m NieR 
Cop a fur coat like I’m NieR 

Swear that it’s too much
But I’m the one that they gon fear
My heart cold please don’t come near
awh nah sike I need you here

We ain’t playing nice
Got a Grimoire name is Weiss
my third eye like second sight
we see the shades like every night

Close my eyes 
This world too bright
knock them out
Seeing white
My third eye like second sight
We see the shade until the light

And I don’t wanna fight
But this blade do
I got the final end
but shit it took like 7 play throughs

ill get up 
yeah I’ll get up
if I’m able
in the face of death
I’ll pop this black box 
Just to save you

Guess I’m dressin up
So they lookin at me weird
Rock a headband like I’m NieR 
Cop a fur coat like I’m NieR 

Swear that it’s too much
But I’m the one that they gon fear
My heart cold please don’t come near
awh nah sike I need you here

Guess I’m dressin up
So they lookin at me weird
Rock a headband like I’m NieR 
Cop a fur coat like I’m NieR 

Swear that it’s too much
But I’m the one that they gon fear
My heart cold please don’t come near
awh nah sike I need you here

Think that I could die
My head rested on her lap
Been the real one from the start
And all my memories coming back 
Now her hands around my neck
But that’s okay bc I asked
If 2B gon be in battle
I’m in the matrix from a hack

Kill the past 
Please kill me again
Who the fuck I’m fighting for 
The lies was just the medicine
Only thing I know is everybody full of sin
And for everything I learned
Was it worth it in the end?



(mixed by cohst)

NIER [PROD. COHST]

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I ask

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I last

Like
Luci cutting heads
Like they pop off
She levitate this pen
This bitch gon turn it to a sawed off
No safety on the 38 
Don’t keep it in no lockbox
like hot head
I’m too hot
Who told you I’m not toxic 
I don’t know what u thought 

Kill the past
Just new thoughts 
The less I know the better
So don’t tell me shit
Just stop talking 
killed this shit
Had no option 
far past the line
Off the edge but
You still walk it
fuck out my way
draw the line
But I still crossed it

But I still crossed it
I bite like a dog tryna eat
So you don’t want it
No you don’t want it
I bite like a dog tryna eat

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I ask

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I last

That 762 just bounced right up off that helmet
whatever right in front of me I’ll melt it
I played the hand that I was dealt
I’m always acting selfish 
You hear this shit
And only think of one word
That is hellish 

don’t say this shit
I yell it
I don’t want no text
No I won’t read no message 
My day full of stress
You see why I drive reckless
Her hand on my neck
Take this shit as a blessing
My brain too depressed
You see why I can’t help 

My mind gone
And I can’t breathe
the problem
That I couldn’t see
When I’m gone
Don’t forget me
I die
Don’t forget me 

So I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I ask

Can you see
While I’m rippin down the side street
try my shoes know that you cant get to my speed
No don’t look back
I can’t remember that
Spent time killing the past so I last



(mixed by cohst)

LUCI [PROD. COHST]

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCi77UjmwdW2Px3NJEWhkE1A

i don't miss the past, but I think about it all the time

inspired by my childhood icon, hideki naganuma.

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NIER [PROD. COHST]

LUCIEN GRAY

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